I transformed into a tiny brown wolf and raced to Aunt Helena's pack. She was my late mom's older sister and the only person on earth who truly loved me.
My heart raced, praying the border guards wouldn't spot me. Once past the border, I swiftly shifted into my tiny wolf form and dashed towards the Valley Pelt pack, a two-hour run from there. I ran through forests until I reached my aunt's cozy one-story cottage, surrounded by a large veranda and a flower garden. Shifting back, I shivered, raising my unsteady hand to knock on the door while scanning for any signs of trouble. Aunt Helena lived with her husband, Bruno, my dad's good friend. When I called out to her, tears welled up behind my eyelids as her voice rang from inside. She looked surprised and wide-eyed. "What are you doing here, Iris?" she asked, grabbing my hand inside. I fell onto the sofa while taking deep breaths to catch my breath. "Long story. I needed to escape from it all." She hesitated before speaking. “But you can't stay here, honey." I sagged against the wall and whimpered. "Will you also reject me?" "What nonsense," she exclaimed, pulling me into a hug. "My husband could report us. He's at the factory, but he'll be back before midnight.” Feeling fear tighten my throat and my head pounding, I realized there was nowhere else for me to turn. Aunt Helena gently cupped my chin, reassuring me. "Don't worry. I'll help you. We'll carefully weigh our options. You can stay in the storehouse next to the main building; my husband never goes there. Tomorrow, we'll figure something out.” After a filling meal of spaghetti, meatballs, and vegetable salad, Aunt Helena's hand found mine. Suddenly, her face lit up with a slow smile, as if struck by inspiration. "I think I've got a brilliant idea!" She exclaimed, rushing to the table and grabbing a flier for an upcoming beauty contest in the Lycan pack. "Their Alpha seeks a mate. The poor thing lost his wife five years ago. You should join the contest. Participants will be awarded consolation prizes. "The Lycan pack are my dad's biggest enemies,” I reminded her and she broke into a sly smile. "How does this bother you? You can also take part in the contest without revealing your Syndicate pack identity.” "What if they find out?" I asked, unsure about this. "They won't, if you don't spill. it's your chance to break free, Iris. Think about it.” I spent the night in the storehouse, and my aunt arrived at the crack of dawn, carrying a bag. "What are you doing here this early?" I rubbed my sleepy eyes as she held up a red dress from a paper bag. "You should head to the Lycan pack before my husband sees you. This dress cost me my jewelry box. Make sure not to ruin it." My mind raced with possibilities. Although I was desperate for freedom, I didn't want to get into more trouble. The dress was a striking red one-shoulder design with a draped effect across the body, and the hem fell just above the ankles. She also bought me a pair of open-toe heels with ankle straps. "Are you sure about this, Aunt?” "It doesn't hurt to try,” she said while cupping my chin. “I've been craving to get you out of that bloody sanctuary, and I think it's better to bend the truth slightly than risk your life under your dad's rule. Keep your Omega identity a secret, never transform into a wolf, and, in case anyone asks, you're eighteen, not twenty-one. Age is a sensitive issue in our society." My aunt continued rambling, her eyes sparkling with excitement, but I knew this could backfire horribly. I stared at the red dress and sighed. "Thanks for everything. I'll never forget." After I took a quick bath in the garden, Aunt Helena drove me to the train station. I began my journey and arrived at the Lycan pack at ten am. I was so focused on my imperfections that I lacked the confidence to pass through the gates. The place was huge, with a massive gate flanked by bronze wolf heads. There was free entry and exit, with security guards stationed throughout the area. Inside, there was a long driveway leading to an estate with several mansions. Beautiful girls chatted away with excitement. Feeling out of place, I proceeded to the registration desk and waited in line. The attendant smiled broadly and held a tablet. When he asked for my full name, age, and pack, I broke into a cold sweat and lied. I received a tag and joined the elegantly dressed contestants who were chatting away. A voice blared from the speakers. "All contestants and guests are reminded that this contest is not open to Syndicate members. you're advised to leave immediately if there are any among us." My breath caught in my throat. I was unaware of the specifics of the Syndicate vs. Lycan feud, but this was a sufficient warning. I gasped when I heard that the syndicate alpha killed the Lycan Alpha's wife. My mind reeled with fear. What the hell have I gotten myself into? A girl who wore a white ball gown embellished with precious stones asked if I was okay. Her long, wavy auburn bangs and nose sprinkled with freckles made her look adorable. “Y-yes," I stuttered and she gave me a killer smile. "I'm Natalia. What's your name?" I told her mine and she surprised me by linking her hand with mine. "So, do you know what the alpha looks like?" She said, lowering her tone. "You don’t?" We exchanged glances, and she burst out laughing. "I'm from the Wild Fangs pack, and some members of the Lycan pack have no idea what he looks like. Isn't that strange, given that he's their alpha?” Without waiting for my response, she pulled me ahead, and we passed some girls who were practicing their walking routines on stage. "You think we stand a chance?" I asked Natalia and she shrugged in response. We spent most of the day together. I didn't mind that she talked for the most part. It felt good to be back to normalcy for a change. When lunchtime arrived, there were plenty of options available. We then touched up our hair and makeup. Live bands provided entertainment while we waited for the main event. Onstage, I noticed a massive projector and a devastatingly handsome male's picture appeared on it. “That's alpha Adonis," a girl cried out. Natalia and I, as well as the majority of the other contestants, surrounded it. Several of the girls whispered to one another and squealed with delight. The alpha was strikingly attractive, with jet black hair styled in a side part, warm light tan skin, and mesmerizing green eyes. "Damn, he looks so good," Natalia half-moaned. She then turned to face me. "We have to do everything possible to win. Either I or you win. Deal." I responded with a smile. "Deal." When Natalia wasn't watching, I pictured what would happen if I was discovered. What if the Lycan king sees through me? What if I get caught? Alphas were known for their ruthlessness, especially when their pack was in danger. Perhaps there was a reason behind my dad's action. He hated the Lycans so much and didn't fail to show it. Although I wasn't qualified, there was something strangely comforting about the idea of this contest. I was going to keep this a secret and make every effort to win something. I absentmindedly stared at the projector. The green depths of the alpha's eyes told a story. Natalia distracted me and dragged me off and we joined the excited girls who were chatting away. I decided to put my worries aside for the time being. After all, what's the worst that could happen? After making some last-minute adjustments, the MC confidently walked onto the stage and smiled. "Good evening, beautiful ladies. I'm Charles, your host for the evening. Let's review the rules before we get started with today's event. Just ten of our gorgeous competitors will advance to the next round." Did I even stand a chance in this sea of beautiful girls? The Alpha should be offended that a twenty-one-year-old was pretending to be eighteen. Natalia turned to me, her eyes sparkling. "We're going to qualify for the next round. You'll see." "Maybe you will.” She gave me a sidelong glance. "Don't you dare sell yourself short, my friend. You're stunning. Honestly, if I were into girls, I'd ask you out in a heartbeat." I broke into a grin. My happiness was complete when Charles revealed that the consolation prize was in gold. This was a dream come true. I'd leave my family and the Syndicate pack forever to get a fresh start. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that Natalia had to grab my hand before I realized the girls were grouping. “We must queue up for the presentation. Come on." "Let's rush to the first line to make sure we get noticed," I said but she disagreed. "The alpha may ignore the first lines and pay closer attention to the fifth and sixth lines. Trust me on this one.” She dragged me to the sixth line without giving me a chance to respond. Suddenly, the music stopped, and the MC announced. "Please be quiet. Our special guests are here. Show the utmost respect, no fangirling, please." There was a sudden dead silence in the room as a group entered through the doors at the far end. Paving the way were men in black suits and shades. Armed soldiers in uniform trailed behind them. And there was Alpha Adonis, behind the soldiers. He was real, here in the flesh, and even more breathtaking than his photo.I was startled by the alpha's presence and couldn't help but laugh at my foolish daydreams about someone so unattainable. Hadn't Ethan's rejection taught me anything?“Damn, he looks so good.”Natalia whistled behind me and I agreed. A male and a female, who seemed to be the alpha's friends, trailed closely behind him. The male appeared laid-back and relaxed, while the beautiful woman exuded confidence, walking as if she owned the place. I noticed Alpha Adonis holding her hand.Were they lovers? If so, why would he be searching for a wife?Natalia was right all along. The alpha and his friends didn't make any selections during the first through fourth lines. The girls cried, and some even attempted to sneak into our line.The alpha's group approached us, and the air charged up. My heart was thumping furiously against my ribs. Adonis appeared uninterested and nearly tired of the hunt. I overheard him saying, "This is tiring, Fred. I'm not interested in any of the girls."His friend lau
I was still in complete shock when we made our way onto the stage. While climbing the final stair, the alpha and his entourage left the hall. The second they were out of sight, a few girls in the front let out frustrated screams.Some girls' faces crumpled, and they couldn't hold back their tears. They looked like raccoons with smudged masks running down their cheeks.Angry voices began to rise from different corners of the room. "This is not fair! How could they not see my potential?" one girl's voice cut through the air.The ten of us selected gathered near the edge of the stage. The rest of the girls were excited, and one of them leaned in closer. "Isn't it a miracle that only line six got picked? We should have our special name.”“How about the famous line six?" Another girl suggested, and the rest approved with their eyes lighting up with a thrill.MC Charles stepped back onto the stage, trying to calm the crying girls. "Ladies, ladies, please. Your emotions are running high rig
AdonisMy eyelids fluttered open. My vision was hazy and blurry because I awoke from a deep sleep. I rubbed my eyes to get rid of the grogginess, and it took a few seconds to clear up.Forcing my way through the maze of confusion, I looked up, feeling lost and surprised.As soon as the drizzle touched my skin, I knew that I was in my human form and looked around. I was outside in the purple garden on the grass.Never in my Twenty-Six years of living had I felt such serenity and calmness around me, but I couldn't remember why. It felt strange like someone had calmed my inner storm.My recollections were disorganized, so it was impossible to piece together the event. My crazy wolf was unusually quiet, as though its impulses had been restrained with a tight leash.Raindrops hit my skin as the drizzle got heavier. "What happened last night?" I kept asking myself.My wolf suffered from fast memory loss and impulse control disorders, so it was a relief not to feel the usual emptiness and de
Day 1IrisThe bell's harsh ring pierced my ears, making me jolt awake. After stretching, I sat up in bed, yawning and covering my mouth with my hand as I tried to blink away the last traces of sleep.The girls were up, and my heart skipped as I threw back the covers while running my fingers through my hair and tying it back into a ponytail, securing it with a scrunchie.Our first activity for the day began ten minutes ago. My friend and bunkmate, Natalia was snoring away, her nipple peeking through her tank top. I shook her shoulders attempting to wake her up. “Natalia, wake up,” I said with a groan. She didn't budge and I nudged her harder before rushing to the bathroom to splash cold water on my face.I stared into the mirror. The events of last night flooded back. I remembered the mad wolf and how my touch calmed it down.Something about that incident made me feel warm inside, but at the same time, I was terrified. Was that going to put me in trouble? And I knew for sure that
IrisA dermatologist was invited to take care of our skin. It was my turn, and I walked into an examination room whose walls were painted a soothing white color.Dressed in a white lab coat, the doctor greeted me with a friendly smile. Several shelves were filled with skincare products, and she passed me a magazine that explained different skin conditions and then made sure the room was well-lit."You have to take off your clothes and lay on the table," she pointed to the center while bringing out a scalpel, tweezers, and magnifying glasses."Let's talk about your skincare routine. Do you currently follow any?"I almost laughed, as if I was ever given such luxury. Even before the test, I had nothing to call my own. I was living like a maid in my father's house."No," I said simply. "I've never really thought about it."She smiled. "No worries, it's never too late to start taking care of your skin. Now, let's assess it. Do you have any specific reactions or sensitivities to skincare pr
Day 2Adonis My mind and body were in complete harmony, beyond description. Some people believe that having good sex, drinking alcohol, or getting high on marijuana are the only ways to feel euphoric.I have been celibate since Isabella's death; I was not drunk, but I was high on an unfathomable level of happiness. For the first time in my life, warmth flooded my heart, and I couldn't stop smiling. This unexpected sense of comfort puzzled me. Something was calming me down, but all I could recall was a touch.Those gentle, magical hands gave me goosebumps all over. The sun shone through the curtains, and I felt energized. The question was, "Whose hands were those?"It was driving me insane that I still couldn't recall anything. I wanted to put a face on those hands because their touch was the only thing that put me at ease. Trying to remember was like hitting a wall. When I shifted, there was no synergy between my human and wolf forms because my wolf memory was so bad. This was ou
IrisI felt humiliated and uneasy as my body gave way beneath me. I wasn't sure if my vertigo after landing on the floor from the unsuccessful catwalk was a result of tiredness or the fact that Alpha Adonis was in the room.I felt something pressing against my ribs and was eager to get out of there. The instructors and the girls were harsh, constantly laughing at those who were weak or lacked the necessary skills. They worsened my mood."Iris! Are you okay? Natalia rushed to my side. "Are you hurt?""A little," I managed to say. "Maybe I should sit for a while.""You okay, Iris?" Another girl asked. I nodded, feeling embarrassed.Adonis remained expressionless while watching. The man was almost too attractive for words. His green eyes, firm features, and the confidence he exuded made me forget to breathe.I despised the fact that my feet were wobbly in those high heels and that I foolishly fell when Alpha Adonis entered the room. His gaze was fixed on me, which made me extremely nervo
IrisWith all of my strength, I dashed out of that damned passageway like a terrified rabbit fleeing a grizzly bear. I rounded the corner as quickly as possible and was out of the Alpha's sight.Thank the Goddess I made it to the kitchen before my legs turned to Jell-O and I stumbled for the second time that day."Watch your steps, young lady," one of the cooks, an elderly woman, said to me, concerned and slightly annoyed.I got my ass off the floor and continued walking. I had no idea what it was, but Alpha Adonis made me feel emotions I had never experienced before.Surely, he was every girl's dream, a beautiful man. I found myself drawn to him and couldn't recall ever feeling this way about Ethan. I couldn't wrap my head around it, but my instincts told me I had shared something special with the alpha. I carefully made my way upstairs, intending to go to my room, when I noticed the other girls heading to the examination room.Curiosity got the better of me, and I quickly joined th
Iris“Why did I get so turned on in that cell when you flogged and degraded me?” I asked Adonis, curious about his answer. I rolled over to my back and he chuckled as he ran his fingers gently along my jawline, making goosebumps erupt under his touch. “Because you’re not as innocent as you think. You don't like vanilla sex.”“What's that?“It's when you have sex that involves more of a mutual give and take of pleasure. You don't like that.”“That's not true,” I countered. “I like sex with passion. But I like a little pain.”He looked at me with a broad grin and I flushed with embarrassment. “Don't make this difficult.”“Tell me what you like?” He said, his voice husky as he nuzzled my nose and peppered kisses around my chin.”"I have no idea,” I said truthfully. “You're the more experienced one.”“Power imbalance, that's what it is. You want me to dominate you. You delight in the sexual abandonment that comes with forfeiting control of your body and actions.”I bit my lip and my body
IrisThe sorrow and pain in my heart was overwhelming; I couldn't stop sobbing. Adonis carried me over to his bedroom. Once there, he gently laid me down on the bed and sat down beside me.His hand brushed through my hair as he whispered soothing words in my ear and rubbed my shoulder. I continued to sob and felt utterly powerless to do anything but cryMy aunt used me as a pawn in a sickening game, and there was no getting rid of the feelings of betrayal and resentment. And then there was Natalia. Their betrayal ripped open wounds inside of me . The secrets and lies I had uncovered were like a heavy weight crushing my heart."Please, Iris, take your pills," Adonis begged me. But I shook my head, my eyes welling up with tears. "Take those damn pills away,” I yelled at him. “You don't understand what I went through. All the suffering and pain of being an Omega in an alpha household. I was constantly humiliated by my dad and stepmom who made my life a living hell!” My voice cracked a
IrisMemories burst forth like fireworks in my mind, sharp and explosive. Each recollection came with a stabbing headache, like a dagger twisting in my brain. I winced and squeezed my eyes shut against the pain. But even the agony couldn't dim my joy. I was remembering things! Fragments of my past, long buried, were resurfacing. Faces, names, moments – all flooding back like a dam breaking.Adonis looked at me like he was seeing me for the first time. His mouth fell open in a gape. The way he grew still and serious made me chuckle. “You remember?” Was all he could say and I nodded. “I remember.”He went on his knees and grabbed my hand tightly, his breath hitching slightly. “Oh goddess…You really remember…” “It doesn't take a lot of effort on my part to remember how you locked me up and spanked my ass cheeks”He leaned back on his haunches and grinned widely, showing all his teeth. “Well, if it turns you on, I'm at your service all day. Just say the word.”I wanted to laugh, but
AdonisI stood beside Natalia in the Lycan court to finalize our divorce.We had signed the papers a week ago, and today was the final step. Natalia's parents and Fred were present as well.The elderly judge looked over the papers and then gazed at us with a warm smile. "Adonis and Natalia, you have both agreed to this divorce, is that correct?""Yes, your honor," we replied in unison.His smile grew and he looked thoroughly amused. “ I must say, I've never seen a couple as amiable as you two. Happy divorce, I guess. Your marriage is hereby dissolved. May you both find happiness on your separate paths."“Congratulations to us,” Natalia said to me with a wink. Her parents and Fred applauded, and the judge was so dumbstruck which added more humor to the scene.I was about to walk away with Natalia when she grabbed my arm to stop me.“Oh yes, there's one thing I forgot to mention," she said. “Don’t give up on Iris.”My response was a pinky promise. I stepped out of the court and Fred drew
IrisNatalia burst into my room, bouncing from foot to foot. Her eyes sparkled with excitement. "Okay, girl, let's get you ready for your big night!"Her energy was infectious and I felt a lightness in her chest.She began pulling out dress after dress from a bag and lay them on the bed. They all looked expensive."I think these are a bit too much for a garden date, don't you?" I ventured, eyeing the designer gowns. Natali ignored me, too busy sorting through the dresses and matching shoes and jewelry to each one."Ooh, this silver clutch would go perfectly with this dress!” she exclaimed, holding up a tiny bag that seemed to be made of pure moonbeams. "You're really getting into this, aren't you?" “Mm-hmm.”She continued to coordinate outfits with an intensity that rivaled a military operation, completely absorbed in her mission to make me look "absolutely stunning""Natalia, are you always this invested in your friends' dates?" "Maybe a little.But I just want to see you happy, Iri
AdonisMy smiling was unrestrained and I felt all tension leaving my body and the temporary breathlessness after I pulled away from Iris' lips. It was like my life had snapped back to normal, and all the pain I felt this past month disappeared.Happiness was indeed a powerful emotion. One that was difficult to find when you've spent your whole life being miserable. My eyes were fixated on hers and they were shining brightly. She smiled back at me, and my heart skipped a beat. Her smile lit up her whole face and it made my heart fucking soar."I think I need to learn how to kiss properly. You seem like a pro,” said Iris, grinning.With great difficulty I tore my gaze from hers and grinned, unable to speak properly. "You're doing just fine. I don't mind sloppy kisses, I love you regardless. I love you much more than you can ever imagine.”Her face blushed pink and the grin slipped from my face."Did I say something uncomfortable? I'm sorry, I-”"No! No. Don't apologize.”"Then why did
IrisA knock on my bedroom door broke my concentration. I was playing chess with Justin, and he was explaining the rules of the game to me, teaching me about the different pieces like the king, queen, knight, and their various moves.One of the maids came to inform me that my meditation instructor was waiting for me. I got off the bed, and Justin followed me downstairs.I was expecting a middle-aged man, just like the other doctors treating me, but I was pleasantly surprised to see a young woman, about my age, with long raven hair that reached her waist and an amazing cologne.“I'm Yolanda. It's a pleasure to meet you, Iris,” she smiled warmly as we did our introductions. I noticed she was subtly staring at Justin, and Justin, on the other hand, looked highly uncomfortable, as if he was both shy and in awe of her presence.His reaction amused me at first, and I made a mental note to joke about it later while I tried to focus on the task at hand.Yolanda gestured for me to sit down on
Iris I sat in a dark room, crossing and uncrossing my legs and surrounded by the silence of anticipation.Fred, Justin, Natalia, and a few unfamiliar faces were all waiting for Adonis to emerge from his bedroom. He was unaware of the surprise that awaited him.I fought to keep my eyes open and was fighting with the weight of my medication, but my body was succumbing to exhaustion. My head nodded forward, and I jerked myself awake.We heard the sound of Adonis' bedroom door opening. Fred whispered that we get ready. Adonis walked into the room, looking different from his usual polished looks.Fred flipped on the light, and we all screamed, "Surprise!" in unison. The room erupted into chaos as everyone began singing "Happy Birthday" to Adonis.He was wearing a fluffy night robe, his hair was tousled, and his sleepy eyes widened in shock.“What's going on?” he asked with a chuckle, and his gaze darted around the room. When they landed on me, they lingered for a moment. He looked surpris
IrisJustin and I strolled around the exterior of Adonis's mansion. The place was nothing short of beautiful, and I felt a wonder at being here.Forgetting to blink, I moved carefully to admire the fountain, the stone sculptures in various shapes and sizes, the manicured lawns, and every detail of it all.The structure was a far cry from Justin's small home. The grounds seemed to stretch on forever. I couldn't resist the urge to explore further. It was hard to fathom that one person could own so much wealth, and I wondered what kind of person the alpha was.Justin's voice broke into my thoughts. "He's ridiculously rich. I mean, it's almost illegal. How can one person have so much wealth?""Wow," I said softly so as not to break the spell. "And why would someone like that care about me? Does that mean I was rich before...?"My voice trailed off, and Justin looked at me. "I think you were. And I think staying with people from your past could help you remember."I stopped walking and lea