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2024-10-29 19:42:56Sam didn’t like feeling helpless. It wasn’t something he was used to in his life. Even in his lowest moments, the things that scared Sam the most weren’t the threats on his life or the possibility of defeat, but the helplessness. Being a puppet, not knowing how to help Monika, watching the Knife murder human's; it was all terrifying because he couldn’t stop it.
As he watched Allen be thrown backwards and down a set of stairs in the warehouse they were in, he felt the helplessness setting in his stomach. He couldn’t reach him in time to stop it.
He felt almost like a child again as he sat there watching his brother being thrown back like a ragdoll just before the demon exploded, one of Allen arrows having met its mark. He saw his feet going down last and heard the sounds of his body tumbling down. Allen wouldn’t have the time to use his hands to protect himself, they would still be grasping his
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Rose was about to start questioning and from the way Simon and Monika looked, she knew they were too. Sam sat there still, looking at his brother, a lost look in his face. She realised he probably already knew all of this, having listened to all of it as he was in the room. Before anyone could do anything, Jia moved.She knelt in front of Sebestian and squeezed his shoulder. For the first time he tore his eyes away from Allen and looked at her.“Sebestian,” she said, “do you think this is the best option we have? Can you get him back?”Rose was surprised at the softness in her mother’s voice. There was a firmness to it too, so that Sebestian would pay attention to what she was asking, but there was no edge. There was only a tone of sympathy, of shared feelings and care. It would always be shocking how much Jia Jones had changed. She was no longer the mother Rose grew up with, the hard edged
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.“Do you have anything else to do?” Jones voice came from the tablet.“No, Sir,” Allen answered. His posture was rigid, his expression tight.He isn’t present as Omega yet, Sebestian thought.“I cannot believe the level of chaos you have allowed to descend on that pack house, Allen. An unsanctioned raid on here? Kidnapped human? All the unsanctioned missions you have allowed your siblings to go on? Not to mention anything!”Sebestian heard Rose gasp beside him and turned to look at the other three. Rose looked as if she wanted to disappear and Sebestian couldn’t say he was sad about that. At least they knew when this memory was from.“We went to the pack house to get the human back,” Allen countered, his voice level when addressing his father. Sebestian would never forget how much Allen looked
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"No,” Sam murmured, almost to himself. “No, this wasn’t your fault.”They all turned to look at him. Sam avoided their eyes looking down the corridor. They were alone again. Alone in the grey world of Allen mind.“Sam, I love our dear Rose but that doesn’t mean she didn’t make some wrong choices in the beginning,” Sebestian said. He was frowning, watching him, but he didn’t understand what Sam meant.“No, that’s not what I meant,” Sam said, still avoiding their eyes. “I think we all did things we didn’t realise were hurting him. But I’m the one who yelled at him always. I’m the one Jones threatened to give the pack hoise to. I’m his brother , I’m supposed to support him, not be used against him.”“Sam, he loves you,” Rose moved to take his hand but he pulled back. Of cou
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Rose watched as her brother moved closer to them, each step looked as if it took all his energy. He looked exhausted. She would have guessed he was around fifteen, only a bit younger than the Allen they’d just seen. He had to be coming back from patrol, what with his dirty boots trudging along the corridor.“Allen!” a voice called behind them. Rose turned to see Harry walking down the corridor towards them looking down at a tablet in his hands. In a moment, Allen entire demeanor changed. His back straightened and he appeared to have been jolted awake. His eyes were big and startled watching Harry approach.Rose moved out of the way, not wanting to feel what it was like for one of these memory people to pass through her, and Harry stopped in the middle of their little group.“Have you seen Jace and Rose?” he asked. “They’re supposed to be leaving for trai
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“Sebestian,” she said slowly, as to not spook him away. “Don’t react quickly but I think I found Allen.”She saw his shoulders tense up and slowly Sebestian turned to look at her, Sam frowning and curious behind him. She nodded minutely to where the boy was and they both followed her gaze. She heard Monika little gasp from behind her.Rose chanced a glance at him. He was still staring at them curiously from behind the door frame. She didn’t know if he hadn’t noticed them looking or just wasn’t too spooked by it. He seemed to be watching her mostly, not really caring when Sebestian took a couple steps in his direction and crouched down.“Hello, sweetie,” Sebestian said, his voice calm. The little boy kept his gaze on Rose. She couldn’t begin to think how weird this must be for Sebestian. But then again, he was really old, maybe i
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“Of course you can, my beautiful precious perfect little boy. Just check if there is someone to watch you okay? Allen?” Jia called to him when the little boy squealed and started running off.“I will!” he called after him as he went.Allen ran right by Rose and Sebestian and was through the door in a moment, back in the corridor.“Wait, where is he going? Allen?” Rose called after him.She immediately moved away from Sebestian, rushing to keep up with the child. He was already at the end of the corridor and her heart jumped in her chest. He guided her there, this was her big brother, or at least this was her way to find him and he was running off. She didn’t understand why but she felt a pull towards him as she watched his little legs carry him around the corner and disappear. Without a second thought, she ran after him.“Rose
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Monika saw Sam disappeared after Rose and the toddler version of Allen and her heart dropped. Sebestian was calling desperately for them to stop, moving just further ahead of her. All she prayed to the god for was that they didn’t get too far ahead of them. Then she blinked. She blinked and in a second, Sebestian bwasn’t in front of her anymore.“Sebestian?!” she called, her voice higher than usual, as she kept running forward. She turned the corner and stared at the empty corridor ahead. Her head swivelled back and forth, she turned around in circles looking for any of them.She was alone.“No, no, no, no,” she muttered to herself, her heart racing in her chest.She was alone in a random pack house corridor inside Allen mind and it was really all her fault. She should have listened when they told her not to come with them, she should ha
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--Sebestian saw Sam disappearing to the left and rushed after. He was aware of Monika just behind him as he went, all the while calling for the two to slow down, not get separated. Honestly, he wanted to shake sense into all of them. If they lost each other it could be catastrophic. As soon as he reached the end and looked to his left, he felt his breath leaving him in a gasp and stilled. Sam and Rose were gone, there was no one in front of him. He took a step back, turning to talk to Monika. They had to stick together, they had to.His heart beat desperately. She wasn’t there. But that was hardly the most pressing matter.Sebestian surroundings had changed completely in the time it took for him to swivel back to look for the red head. He looked around, he wasn’t in the pack house anymore. He was in a dark alleyway. It was nighttime, puddles around the floor, neon lights from signs illuminating
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"Sebestian please..." Allen didn't really know what he was begging for, probably just for Sebestian, his touch, his cock, all of him "Patience... Isn't that what you're always telling me, huh?!? Patience?!" Allen could practically hear the smirk in his voice, he was always telling Sebestian to be patient and that waiting for the pleasure would always be worth it, but this, Allen wasn't sure this was fair he had never been this brutal to Sebestian before. He whimpered some more under Sebestian and nodded, he was trying so hard to be good, so good. Sebestian ran his hands back over Allen body trailing his fingers over every curve and dip in his honey coloured skin, trailing his lip over to follow, Allen closed his eyes as he tried to control his breathing, Sebestian spread his hand over Allen' ass and spread him open again, the familiar sound of the lube cap flipping open sent another shiver down Allen spine.He was preparing himself for the cold sensation of lube
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Allen pulled Sebestian by his hand through the back doors of the club into the ally before opening up a door and stepping through it dragging Sebestian with him, Allen isn't sure why he ended up just outside the door front door, but he put it down to him probably not having complete focus. He let go of Sebestian hand as he opened the door and began to stride into his lounge, he was half way there before he realised Sebestian wasn't following him, he turned back to the door "Won't you come in..." Allen gestured with his hand, Sebestian pushed past him not saying a word and headed for the lounge, Allen closed the door softly before heading to join Sebestian. "Sebestian? Please... Are you still upset by that man in club?... I told you, it was nothing for me" He brought his hands around Sebestian stomach and clasped them together "I would much prefer to hear more about your fantasy" Allen began to place light kisses to Sebestian back. Sebestian grabbed his hands and unclasped them from
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"Sebestian... Sebestian are you okay?!" Rose voice draw him back to the group and to where he was, he stared at his sister his eyes a little wide, "What?!" Was all he could respond not actually hearing any of her question. "I said are... Are you okay?... You've gone a little red""What?... Yeah I'm fine... I just... It's just the liquor" Sebestian could feel himself begin to harden under his jeans and he lowered himself back into his chair hiding the fact that his own imagination was turning him on to no end, resting his head on his hand to help hide the slight blush he had as he sunk back down quite clearly trying to mask what he was thinking about, Rose knew better though and just raised an eyebrow at him. It all changed in a matter of seconds though when Sebestian saw a man run his hand up Allen arm, laughing as he whispered onto Allen ear. "WHAT THE FUCK!..." Sebestian rose from his seat, "DID YOU!... Did you just see that?!?!" The group all turned confused
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Four Year's later:-Both Sebestian and Allen are mated now, Sebestian didn't waste any time but mate with Allen after everything. He even make sure to settled his and Pink matter.He transfer Pink to another pack. As much as he love his pack and want to care about everyone. Sebestian don't want anyone mess with his mate head.Everything is going well his and Allen realtionship is getting even more better day by day."So what do you want to drink?" May asked from across the bar, "Anything with enough alcohol, to make me forget that I'm actually doing this" Sebestian replied looking sulky and moody scrunching his face up. "Got just the thing" May called, moving to the other end of the bar, "Make it two" Sam called after her. "Three" chimed in Simon, both of them looking a lot more cheerful compared to Sebestian, who hasn't smiled or laughed or been in any way pleasant with anyone since th
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--Sebestian felt a bit like he was falling.He knew it was the pull of the magic dragging him out of Allen mind and back into his own body but it felt more like free falling. He was completely disoriented. Before his eyes could blink open, he felt his feet on the floor and his legs giving out under him. There were arms around him, someone's hair tickling his face. He opened his eyes, feeling his glamour fall and looked up at whoever had kept him from crashing to the ground."Monika?" he mumbled, his voice was a tired wreck. By the look on her face, he must have looked it too."Hey, Sebestian, thanks for the hours of anxious waiting. It does wonders for my skin."Her voice was playful but by the way she looked at him, he knew it was the truth."Hours?" Rose disoriented voice spoke up beside him.He looked aroun
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Sebestian could never have controlled himself as his eyes immediately drifted to the stairs that led up to the roof. His heart, that had felt so filled with emotion a moment earlier, now started hammering in his chest.The effect wasn't immediate but it was obvious. The memories around them started to play out in full and then vanished away one by one. The chaos died down, slowly, until it was just the four of them standing there. The other three looked at him with puzzled expressions, each taking their time to process and follow his gaze. Each getting their own look of realisation, pain and panic.He felt bad for them, all of them including himself. It was like getting a bucket of ice water dumped on you when you finally got warm under the sun.The house looked the same, still bright and colourful and inviting. Places weren't bad, Sebestian knew, and Allen loved their home deeply.
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It took Sebestian eyes a second to adjust to the new environment. Perhaps he shouldn't have been as shocked as he was when he recognised his own home but to be fair the loft looked... bright .He didn't know if he'd gotten way too used to all the greyness or if maybe he wasn't remembering correctly even though it hadn't been that long since he was home, but the loft looked more colourful than it had ever before. Every single thing looked so bright and every colour popped and the lights were so warm. There was something so inviting and comforting that he'd never noticed, not in this way. Sebestian liked to redecorate every once in a while, he liked colour and patterns and different styles but he'd never looked at his loft in this particular lighting.It looked exactly how it was this day and yet so much more.He only had a moment to process all of this before the world seemingly exploded.The memories in the pack house had all been grey and contained
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Jones was gone, the room looked a lot darker than it had before and Allen looked old again. Not as old as he was now but definitely when they rescue him. He was in the corner of the room rhythmically punching a punching bag. His training clothes stuck to him, his hair dripped sweat, and his movements looked sloppy and exhausted.FamiliarThis was certainly something Sam had seen before, many times in fact. He hadn’t seen it in a while, not since Allen and Sebestian got together and Sebestian began his unyielding campaign to get Allen to relax. He was still prone to overwork and over train but not nearly as bad. Even if he’d seen it many times, the recent things he’d experienced in Allen mind only made Sam loathe the sight of his brother trying so hard.For a moment, they all watched Allen go at it without much reaction. It took a few seconds before Sam actually noticed
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Monika didn’t know Jones very well but she was starting to realise that neither did Rose or Sam. Not the Jones Allen knew. None of them had been especially surprised at Jia berating Allen but the two of them were shocked at how Jones had. From what she had seen, she didn’t feel like she wanted to know him better. Not like this.Jones leaned down and picked up the training sticks from the ground. Allen was still staring at the floor like it was the most important thing in the world. Monika felt her heart jumping in her chest, her imagination running wild with possibilities and she reached out to grip Sebestian hand again.Jones handed Allen one of the sticks and moved away from the wall, Allen following him.“Get it up,” he told his son, nodding to the staff. “Fix your position.”As soon as Allen did, Jones moved. It took one well placed hit and the st
