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Chapter 38 - Is It Killing You Like It's Killing Me?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Willow
I’m standing in front of the clinic Noah’s currently in, and I am feeling incredibly nervous. I haven’t seen him in over a month, and I hope my presence doesn’t cause a trigger.
Breathing out a final sigh, I straighten my shoulders and walk through the glass doors. As expected, Noah set up a visitation for me, but he was still under high care, so I was only allowed in for about two hours.
I was in the visitors’ area, and as soon as I saw him passing through the door, I ran over to him.
“Woah, Specs!” He exclaims, wrapping his arms around me when I slam into him. He chuckles but then remains quiet, and we just stand in silence. I don’t think we needed to say anything to convey our feelings.
“Let’s sit down, yeah?” he finally says and leads me over to a table. It’s when he sits down that I finally get a proper look at him.
His black hair dye looks like it’s lightening up, and his blonde hair is starting to show; h
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