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This Is Reality...

Author: Zelina Graves
last update Last Updated: 2023-07-07 18:26:46
I had two thoughts in my mind when I looked at Frederick approaching with his charming smile.

First, I felt so good with this girl that I was sure we’d become great friends if we had the chance when I was alive. It felt wrong to me, especially when I knew this was the purgatory. I didn’t want to feel what I lost all those years because it would make me miserable, only because I never tried looking around.

Second, if this was the purgatory and I was supposed to see the perfect choices I missed, why was I forced to deal with this bastard again? Shouldn’t he stay away from me?

“I am Alice,” she told me. “This is my name. Keep it in mind. I will leave now. Good luck.”

“Where are you going?” my voice came out desperate, which wasn’t intended.

Did she just give up on me in front of my enemy?

Maybe we weren’t meant to be friends.

I want this purgatory to end now.

“Frederick,” I whispered to myself and I was so happy that he didn’t get to hear me because I just messed up. He didn’t int
Zelina Graves

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Min Leigh
I'm so very lost. went and read the beginning of the next few chapters and was even more lost.
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Katy
it does seem like a good book but the writing confuses me sometimes
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