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The Pills

Author: Zelina Graves
last update Last Updated: 2023-07-14 18:21:46

EBONY’S POV:

When I was sitting on my bed, wondering how I would spend the week, my heart started aching horribly. It happened before when Frederick was in front of me, when I woke up from my death and found myself in front of my aunt.

Could it be the same thing would happen?

It would feel nice if I was somewhere better than here but it wasn’t possible.

I curled into a ball, clutching my legs so hard to cause pain. I wanted to feel pain in other areas rather than my heart. No wonder the doctor said I had a heart problem, the pain was too real to brush it as nothing.

But I don’t want to take the pills.

If I keep going, if I endure, the pain will go away, I told myself. And so, I endured for a few minutes that sounded like an eternity before picking my phone and dialled my aunt.

All this pain was because of my aunt. If she didn’t give up on me, I wouldn’t be here. Deep within me, Easton was right. Aunt gave up on me; she chose to bring me here. She chose to make me swallow those pills a
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