Chapter 4.
Confused. Study or money?Adrian pov.I left the lecture room, looking so nervous as I fiddled with my fingers, my heart was beating too fast as I walked towards the office of the new lecturer. If meeting up with him was not so important, then I would have been planning an escape route by now, and I wouldn't have been so nervous.I was nervous about a lot of things and the dominant of all the things was that I feared what he would think of me after seeing my failures, he must hate me immediately and for the fact that he easily fished me out of the multitude of students meant something."Adrian!" I heard myself being called on and I halted. I turned back and saw Ryan running up to meet me."Ryan," I muttered in relief when he got to me, he crouched to the floor with his hands holding his knees as he tried to catch his breath. At least, there is someone that calmed me down a little. I told myself, then questioned him, "What are you doing here? You are supposed to be in class.""One minute." He gasped, and I had no choice but to hold on to him til he was okay. "You are being unfair Adrian, you're planning on leaving me without saying goodbye. I only came to see if I was right after all, and it turned out I am." He whined, causing a loud chuckle to escape my lips. He was studying an entirely different course from mine."I cannot leave without you, just go back to your lecture, I promise I will wait for you. I just want to see my new literature lecturer, I must not fail again." I explained to him."I'm glad that the wicked lecturer is gone, I still can't believe that there will be a soul on earth that will hate you that much," Ryan said and I nodded, agreeing with him.I know that Mr Sam failed me intentionally, as I was too brilliant for a course to be my problem. Well, that was always my thought, but I know I lied, the man was just born to be wicked.Ryan returned to his lecture room and I continued my journey to the lecturer's office, asking around for the route as I walked.I got to the office and stood by the door, I was at his door for close to one minute, as I tried to fix everything fixable on my dressing, my hair, and everywhere around my body, even my mind and senses. I was not fixing myself to get noticed by the lecturer, I was only fixing myself to make a nice first impression, I didn't want to be hated by the new lecturer, I had to graduate this year with a first class.I finally knocked on his door, "Come in." A tired husky voice replied from inside, and I found it difficult to breathe. What if he will transfer his aggression on me? What if he will hate me immediately? What if I escape now and just accept failure? But the humiliation will be choking! I exhaled and inhaled repeatedly before I gently twisted the doorknob and entered with my eyes buried on the floor.I refused to look up as I took three steps further into the office and shut the door behind me, "Y....you called for me Dr Raphael." I muttered more to myself than to the lecturer and I doubted if he heard me, I didn't dare to raise my head to check if he was listening.The office fell into an uncomfortable silence, causing my nervousness to rise to its highest peak. I didn't know what else to say and Dr Raphael was not talking either, it was like he was thinking of where to start listing my offense.I sighed in relief when he finally decided to speak, "I was checking the student's profiles and results that were left behind by your previous lecturer and I realized that you have been failing woefully, and that's why you're here." He told me.I didn't know what to reply to him with, I was very embarrassed to find out that my nightmares were coming to reality, he had already found out about my failure and I wondered what he would be thinking of me, maybe a failure. I thought, my lips quivering bitterly and my throat burnt. "I... I... I......" I couldn't form out a word."Come and have your seat, we have a lot to discuss. I can't sit down here and watch one of my students failing." He said to me.I felt my eyes forming out tears, and I quickly blinked and sniffed it back in. I gently began to find my way to the seat opposite the lecturer with my eyes still fixed on the floor and I could feel his eyes on me all my way over to him.I gently sat my butt on the visitor seat that was opposite his table. "I'm sorry Dr Raphael I.....I have no idea of how I failed, but I'm ready to rectify my mistakes." I told him, stammering a little with my eyes now fixed on his desk and my throat still burning."I'm having my rules Miss Williams, and the one you're breaking now is fixing your eyes elsewhere when I speak with you. Look me in the eyes when you speak with me." Dr Raphael told me.I quickly raised my head, as I was not ready to create any hatred for myself from the lecturer. I stared into his eyes and quickly stared away, it just didn't feel right to me. "I'm sorry Dr Raphael, I can't." I apologized. Staring into his eyes felt so disrespectful, he was my lecturer after all, though he didn't seem to mind, but I did.Staring up at someone was not always a hard task for me to do, but my lecturer? No! None of them too had said before that their policy is for the students to look them in the eyes, well, I shouldn't be surprised when Dr Raphael said that even though I was, he just seemed different from the rest."Cough cough." He faked a cough probably to bring me out of my reverie.I jolted out of my reverie, I was covered in embarrassment. I can't believe I zoomed out while speaking with a lecturer, I hate my life. I muttered to myself. "I'm so sorry Dr Raphael, I just.....just......" I muttered to him and kept quiet after, when my brain couldn't process anything and the embarrassment I was feeling was out of this world, and I began to shift uncomfortably in my seat."It's fine, I will just assume that you are not good with keeping eye contact." He told me, obviously trying to ease the burning tension between us, and my cheeks burned more.He then told me why he had called me over. "I'm thinking of helping you boost your grade, but we will have to work together, I would like to start an after-class tutorial with you, well, that's if you don't mind."I was confused. "Tutorial?" I questioned him."Yes, Miss Williams. As you know you are in your final year and the final exam is around the corner, it is for your good though, but it's fine if you disagree with the offer." He told me.At that time I did not what to do. I know that he was trying to help me, and I wouldn't have been caught up so tight if I wasn't so busy with work, my mom and brother had to eat and there were also my school fees which I had to pay up before graduation. I was so confused. "I don't know what to answer you with right now Dr Raphael." I let him know."It's fine, you are free to think about it."I left Dr Raphael's office without a solid conclusion, I had told him that I would think about it, even though I knew that there was nothing to think about, I might just die before my time.I waited for Ryan at the parking lot, thinking it all through, and before Ryan came to me, I'd made up my mind."No qualms, we're doing this!"Chapter 5. The handsome stranger. Adrian pov. I woke up on a Saturday morning, as usual, I was dressed for work and was eating a quick breakfast of roasted steak with my family. "You should rest more Adrian, I will foot all our bills, that's why I'm your mother," Mom told me. I glanced at her before returning my gaze to my plate of steak without saying a word. I didn't know why she would not just let everything be as it was, we all know that she can't foot the bills alone, she needed help and since there was no dad, I took the responsibility upon myself. "I know you regret having me as your mother, I know I'm useless." "Enough Mom!" I shouted at her, banging the table loudly, "How many times do we want to talk about this? Didn't I tell you that I'm okay? I am not complaining, am I?" I listed out the questions for her with my heart rising and falling like I was just done with a marathon. "But Adrian....." I cut her off, "You know what Mom? I lost my appetite." I finalized and
Chapter 6. Test her for me. Lincoln's POV. I watched silently as the lady I hit scurried away. "Hmm! So interesting." I thought. "Sir, what should we do with her?" One of my guards questioned me. I stared at the cheque with me and chuckled coldly, no one had ever rejected my generosity before, not like I love being generous in the first place. A part of me hated the fact that she rejected my money and another part liked it, she was proving to be different, feisty. "Leave her for now til I come up with an idea, let her feel like she has won, allow her to rock the crown for now til I'm ready to break her." I replied to my guard coldly and squeezed the cheque in my hand before trashing it, "But I would like to know everything about her." I completed my speech and began to leave the hospital with the guards trailing behind me. "Okay, sir." The guard I was speaking with answered. "Adrian," I muttered out her name, tasting the name on my tongue, the name was such a nice name
Chapter 7.First day of tuition. Adrian's pov. I woke up the Monday morning and stretched from edge to edge on my bed, which resulted in a crack sound like the bed was breaking, then, I felt my elbows were in lesser pain, and my head was completely healed, the drugs I took from the doctor really worked and thank God that I remembered to grab the drugs before leaving the hospital. I was trying to escape from that hot and handsome man, and almost forgot to collect the drugs but I remembered just before I left completely and ran back into the hospital to grab it before scurrying away from its vicinity. I had only managed to go to the bar to work, when I got out of the hospital as it was evening already and I had to work for the money. I avoided Ryan throughout the night at work and every time he asked me 'Where was I in the morning?' I would just press my lips together and pretend as if I couldn't hear him and he gave up later, he must have noticed that I was not ready to say a word
Chapter 8. Raphael's POV. I was waiting impatiently for Adrian to show up in my office, but no sign of her. The day was supposed to be our first day of tuition, and just when I lost hope of her coming, I heard a knock on my door. "Come in." I permitted immediately. I knew it was Adrian as she was the only one I was expecting, and that was why I didn't hesitate to let her in. I put a light smile on my face immediately when I saw her. Her beauty was just glaring and if being beautiful was to be a crime, I'm sure she would be in jail right now, serving her life imprisonment with hard labor. I shook my head, realizing that I got too distracted, I was ready to feel the embarrassment, but then, I noticed she was not focusing on me too, she was equally lost in thought. I picked up my pen and hit the tip on her forehead, snapping her out of her reverie. "Ouch!" She shouted. That sound was something else to me, and I quickly registered it in my brain that even in my subconscious mind, I
Chapter 9.You are my favorite person.Adrian's pov."Damn you! Fuck you! Damn you! Fuck you!" I kept on muttering out, cursing myself as I hit my forehead and wept. I was just a step away from success but the spirit of Professor Sam would not leave me be, it kept on following me about to wherever I was going even at the point of breaking free from failure."Miss, are you okay?" I heard the cab driver questioning me.I had decided to use a cab to the bar instead of the public bus as I was so late for work and would be too late if I used the bus, it is always so slow."Yes, I am. Thank you."I bet he must have noticed my weirdness and decided to question me, which I appreciated, but it didn't stop me from remembering how foolish I behaved in front of my lecturer and I bet he would not want to help me anymore, even as he made it clear that I should come back to him after I regain my senses, I was just so sure that he won't accommodate me anymore.I finally got to the bar and alighted fr
Chapter 10.My lecturer's bad mood.Adrian's pov.I disengaged from the hug with Ryan and he got on his bike without another word and I got on it too, I held tightly to his waist after using the helmet and the journey to the restaurant began.Ryan was unlike me, he had a lecture in the afternoon and that was the same time I would be meeting with Dr. Raphael. I would just go to the bar later with him after his lecture and my tutorial.We got to the restaurant and began to work, without saying a word to each other. The air around us was thick and awkward, and even the remaining workers around us noticed but were not brave enough to question us.Ryan and I's friendship had always been the best and the talk of the people who saw us together, we hardly fought and gave each other the silent treatment, but then, I think the silence was the best at that moment, though it was so killing and was unbearable, but I just had to do it, it seemed to be the only language he understood that time and I
Chapter 11.First long conversation together.Raphael's pov.I was coming to the school for the class with Adrian as I had no lecture that day, I was driving when I saw her with another guy arguing on the roadside. At first, I wanted to believe that it was not my Adrian, but I couldn't lie to myself for long.I packed my car by the roadside, watching them from afar. Seeing her with him got me and the fact that they seemed close to each other worsened it. Maybe he is her boyfriend. I thought, but then, when my friend helped me to search her profile, I learned that she was strictly single, so what's going on? Did she change her mind and decide to start dating someone? I questioned myself.My mind was a mess, what if they just started dating? Maybe they met immediately after I got employed in the school, or maybe they were in a secret relationship before I arrived, but how's that possible? Charles never makes a mistake with people's profiles, never! Maybe she just hid him so well that it
Chapter 12.His breath on me.Adrian's pov.I walked out of the library and met Ryan waiting for me. He smiled when he saw me which was so obvious it was forced and I wondered what was up with him as he was good like a minute ago. "Hey, are you okay?" I inquired from him.He was silent, contemplating whether to tell what was wrong with him or to just keep to himself, "Sure, I am. Let's go and eat, I'm starving." He said.I was sure that that was not what was bothering him, but I let it slide.We went to the parking lot, wanting to leave for a cafeteria but we were stopped by no other but Millar. "Ryan, wait up."Ryan didn't wait, he pretended she was not talking to him and even walked faster which caused me to chuckle. Only God knows why he detested Millar so much and I love her, she was not ready to give up."Your shirt is nice, where did you get it from?" She questioned Ryan.He spared her a glance before turning away, "Leave Millar, your face sucks." He told her and got on his bik