Being who I wanted her to be.

Chapter 105.

Being who I wanted her to be.

Raphael's POV.

As I spilt those words, I was expecting her shock and disagreement, but instead, she pushed herself into me more than she had and wrapped her hands around my shoulders.

She leaned to my ears and whispered her reply, "I'll say let's get married tomorrow or two days."

It was I that was stricken with the shock, "What?" It came out as a weak question.

"What?" Hers was sharp.

"You just display how eager you are to get me wrapped. I thought I was the eager one."

"Not when all girls want you now. They were not there when we were suffering_" I cut into her words.

"I was never poor to suffer."

She hit my chest, "Not that type of suffering. We both suffered mentally and psychologically and suffered some cold nights. Apart. Alone.

"They were not there when I was in a secret relationship with my lecturer when he got fired, and I was stricken with worries about how he would fend for himself.

"They were not there when we lost our baby. They