I wake up groggy and confused about how I made it to my room last night. It takes me a few seconds to remember the feeling of security, muscular arms around me, the ocean breeze blowing my hair around, gruff reassurances. And when I swallow and realize my throat is sore from Benny’s use of my mouth, my gaze shoots to the adjoining door, my fingers curling into the sheets, pulse starting to flutter wildly. Benny.There is an absence of tension in my body that has left me light in some ways, heavy in others. Heavy, because Benny obviously doesn’t see us having a viable relationship. I’m probably just a kid to him with unrealistic feelings. Light, because…What Benny gave me last night?I’ve been empty without it. Ownership. An authority figure.I arch my back on the mattress and allow my fingertips to skim down my bare stomach, into my panties and over my mound, two fingers parting the lips of my sex and experiencing myself grow wet. Rubbing my clit until I’m gasping. I’m still wrapped
After breakfast, everyone more or less migrates onto the beach for the day. The radio starts pumping terrible music, cans of beer are already cracking open. I talk to some of my more distant relatives, trying to reestablish myself as a member of the family, but for the fucking life of me, I can’t take my eyes off Terrence.She hasn’t looked at me once since our encounter at breakfast. It’s like she’s washed her hands of me. Moved on. That’s what I asked her to do, isn’t it? I didn’t realize the outcome would cause me actual, physical pain. All my life, I’ve stayed away from serious relationships with women, afraid they would get too clingy and expect too much time that I’d already devoted to work.But Terrence? God help me, I want her to be standing beside me right now, cuddled up into my side. Never leaving me. I want to hold her hand at all times. Want the freedom to drag her off back to my room for a nasty afternoon bang that leaves her passed out in my arms.I want to be her man.
I watch Benny’s thick, tattooed arms and back streak through the water, his lead over the three younger men almost embarrassing. If I were them, I would go straight past the buoy and keep swimming. They’ve barely left shore and he’s already touched it, begun his return to the beach. And the closer he gets to me, the more intensely my womb begins to tingle and throb. I’m breathing hard, my fingers itching to play with my nipples. I’m going to burst into flames right here on this Hamptons beach, aren’t I?“Oh yeah, I’m definitely setting up Granddad Benny with Mrs. Linden,” Sasha says beside me with a laugh. “That should earn me an easy A.”Jealousy pours into me like fire.I’ve never been angry with Sasha. Not once during our entire friendship. But right now, I would like to pull her hair as hard as I can. “Are you sure she’s his t-type?”“I mean…yeah. Look at him kicking the asses of three younger men. He’s honorable. Successful. Good looking. What’s not to like?”I desperately search
By the time my orgasm crests, my nails are buried in his brawny shoulders, my vision tripled, jumbled promises falling from my lips.“These last two days, I promised myself I wouldn’t burst your cherry with my tongue or a couple of fingers.” He plunges his tongue inside me, scooping a hand beneath my bottom to grind me up while he bears down, his tongue traveling so deep, I tumble headlong into a bone-rattling climax. “Well fuck that. No way I’m leaving it for anyone else. Don’t give a shit if I’m old enough to be your grandfather. The seal is mine to break.”“Yours, yours, yours,” I chant, shuddering through the deluge of pleasure.“Oh baby, I know.” He moves quickly, sliding up the front of my body, claiming my mouth in a kiss while shoving down the front of his trunks, gripping his shaft and cramming it inside of me, growling on a big, powerful thrust. When I’ve taken all of him into my body, he goes stiff, jaw on the verge of shattering. “Motherfucker, that’s young.” He buries his
Terrence makes me feel like I’m back in my twenties.I’m free of the stress that has been plaguing me almost my entire life.The tightness in my chest is gone. I’m smiling and can’t seem to stop.Both of us turn off our phones and I take her out for dinner at some vegan joint about ten miles from the reunion hotel. We go walking on the beach and make out while the surf bubbles around our ankles. I’ve got wood about a mile high by the time we head back toward my car, her fingers linked with mine. Her tits are jiggling around so temptingly inside the neckline of her dress, I’m not sure I’ll make it back to the vehicle without sucking them, getting my fingers inside of her perfect ten of a pussy.Lord, I am so infatuated by this girl, I can hardly breathe. For damn sure, I can’t stop staring at her, wanting to know every thought in her head, every like and dislike. I want to know her inside and out so I can anticipate her needs down to the fucking second.She’s my purpose now. She’s my l
“I think…” I grind out through my teeth, balls turning to rocks. “I think I underestimated my ability to resist you…again.”Exhilaration flashes in her eyes. “Do I tempt you?”“More than anything or anyone on this earth,” I rasp against her lips. “Oh God, you’re so fucking wet, angel baby. A miracle. That pussy has been waiting for an authority figure, hasn’t it?” I raise my hand and bring it down with a sharp crack against her ass cheek. “Well, here I am, goddammit. Ride it hard.”She moans, her gaze losing focus. But she doesn’t move. That mischief returns to her eyes and she pushes down, no longer wiggling, just brushing her lips side to side against mine, my cock trapped in her snugness, suffering more and more the longer she sits still.“You’re going to kill me, little girl,” I growl, winding her hair around my fist.Looking me right in the eye, she slowly wraps her legs more securely around my waist.Then she milks me with her pussy, squeezing, releasing, squeezing.I hear a moa
As usual, after making love with Benny, I wake up in a fog. Vaguely, I recall him placing me gently in the passenger seat of his car and buckling the belt around me. After that, there was the hum of the engine in my ears and his big, strong hand resting on my thigh. He must have carried me into the lobby and up to his room, which is where I am now.His room.His, period.I roll over and inhale his scent off the pillow, my sex immediately turning wet and pliant. Where is he? I want him to be back inside of me, possessing me in a way no one has before. My protector, caretaker and lover all rolled into one perfect man.After a few seconds of obsessing about his body, his touch, my effervescent tingles give way to dread. I need to go find Benny and figure out what we’re going to do about his family. I don’t want to be the reason they grow estranged. I definitely don’t want to lose my best friend who I’ve grown to love. But I’m not willing to give up Benny. And I don’t think he’s willing t
My mission is to find my son.Before I make things official with Terrence, I need him to understand that I was blindsided by my love for her. I don’t want to miss out on my chance to be back in his life. A better father than before. But I simply can’t breathe without her, either. Trying to go on with my life alone now that I’ve found her would be a farce. I’d be fucking miserable and I have to hope he doesn’t hate me enough to wish me that dark of a fate.Even now, as I walk through the lobby, I’m growing more anxious to get back to her. Every breath I take echoes in my ears. The back of my neck gathers tight. It has been too long since the last time I held Terrence, saw her smile, licked her skin. It’s like being under a spell and having no desire to be cured. On a scale from one to ten, my obsession has become a twenty. My heart is racing for the first time in years. For the first time because of a woman. Ever.Tonight, I am going to ask her to be my wife.Is that crazy and impulsiv