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27. The Trouble With Twins
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2022-04-18 22:38:25-Aline-
Again, I steal a glance at the blond guy with green eyes. The pain in my head recedes. With just one look at him, the peace and tranquility I strive for in yoga are finally mine. I watch the gorgeous blonde woman next to him place a hand on his forearm and the stupor I've been in since setting eyes on his face disappears. Our connection severs, giving me some painless breathing room.
I feel lighter, as though relieved of a heavy burden. A quick internal scan reveals a distinct absence of the familiar and oddly comforting pain that I nurture over Lance and Kylie’s pairing.
It's gone. GONE!
Incredulous, I shake my head as if trying to dislodge any loose memories of Lance.
No random guy, a stranger, should have this kind of power over me! This is just wrong. I need that pain. It's been a grounding companion since Lance and Kylie's betrayal.
It would have to be through some freaky thing, like a possible im
Laela MorenoIf Aline's view on the traditionally accepted idea of imprinting hasn't provided enough forewarning, please note that as the author, I write this story with a distinct dislike of the sort of imprinting that robs both parties of their choice of partner. I do, however, want to preserve the idea of a fated pair for reasons beyond their control. I hope to give readers both through Aline's Choice. I hope you're enjoying the episodes. I'm so thrilled you've read this far! It would be great if you hit the like button and/or leave a review! Thanks in advance. Happy Reading!
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