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Thirty Eight: Pray For Me
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2024-10-29 19:42:56L O R R A I N E
My mind, my body, and my soul just switched back into old me.
As I look into her eyes, parang she served as the missing piece of the puzzle in finding the old me. I can feel my heart beating again. I feel so alive and warm. But despite this warmth ay nakaramdam ulit ako ng pain. It hurts that I didn't apologize, it hurts na hindi ko sya kinausap ng maayos. It hurts now, that I told her all those disgusting things that I said about her. I cannot contain all this pain so my tears started to pour out.
Bakit ka ganyan Rosa, bakit mo ako pinapatawad? Why do you always have to be the kind one? Ah, right. Because I am the Black Sheep. Hah! Now I can see it.
"Hmmm"
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