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Thread of fate

Author: Divine Lucifer
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-21 10:37:19

Elliot

I watch him walk away, feeling oddly… disappointed. It’s strange, but part of me had wanted him to stick around a little longer, even if he clearly had better things to do. He seemed grounded in a way I rarely see in the people I usually spend time with. There was a simplicity to him, a clarity. He looked at me like he could see through all the layers of privilege and expectation that surround me, and it was both unsettling and comforting at the same time.

I get back into my car, staring at the spot where he’d been standing. He didn’t even ask my name, and I didn’t ask his. It was just a random encounter, a brief collision of worlds that would never cross paths again. But as I start the engine and pull away, I find myself hoping, strangely, that maybe I’ll run into him again someday.

As I drive back toward the lights and luxury that make up my world, his face lingers in my mind a reminder that somewhere out there, life exists beyond the polished surfaces and curated spaces I’ve known all my life. And for the first time in a long time, I feel a spark of something new. Something real.

Maybe there’s more to this city than I’ve ever realized.

********************

Luca

The next day, the sun rises earlier than I want it to. My alarm blares at six, pulling me out of a restless sleep. I roll over and slap it off, wishing for just a few more minutes of peace. But I can’t afford to waste time. I have a mountain of responsibilities waiting for me, and my siblings depend on me to get them through the day.

I get out of bed and shuffle to the tiny kitchen, the floor cold against my bare feet. The apartment is small, and the walls are too thin, so every sound echoes. I can hear the soft, sleepy murmurs of my siblings as they stir in their rooms. I make a pot of coffee, the rich aroma filling the air, grounding me in the chaos of my thoughts. As the coffee brews, I glance at the fridge, which is nearly bare except for a few items: a half empty carton of milk, a wilted head of lettuce, and some leftover takeout that’s starting to smell. I sigh. It’s going to be another tight week.

I pour myself a cup, savoring the warmth as I lean against the counter, letting the quiet wash over me. My mind drifts back to last night the encounter with the rich kid in the black car. I can still see his face, the way he looked at me with curiosity, like I was something to be explored rather than a problem to be solved.

What was his name again? I can’t remember if he even told me. I didn’t ask. There was something about his presence that made me uncomfortable, like I was peering into a world I had no right to see. But it was also… nice. I felt like I’d momentarily stepped outside the constraints of my life, if only for a brief moment.

“Luca!” My sister, Mia, calls from her room, breaking my thoughts. She’s always the first to wake up, eager to tackle the day. I pour her a glass of juice and head down the short hallway.

“Morning, sleepyhead,” I tease as I open her door. She’s still in her pajamas, her hair a wild mess of curls. She smiles, rubbing her eyes.

“Did you make coffee?” she asks, her voice thick with sleep.

“Of course. Do you want some?”

“Yeah!” She hops out of bed and runs to the kitchen, her bare feet pattering against the floor. I can’t help but smile at her energy. It’s infectious.

As we sit down for breakfast, I try to push thoughts of the rich kid from my mind, focusing instead on Mia. She’s bright, curious, and full of life. At twelve, she’s already smarter than I was at her age. I watch her as she digs into her cereal, her eyes sparkling with dreams yet untainted by the harsh realities I face.

Luca

“Mia,” I begin, careful to keep my tone light, “what do you want to be when you grow up?”

She pauses, her spoon halfway to her mouth. “An astronaut!” she exclaims, her eyes wide with excitement. “I want to explore the stars and see what’s out there!”

“An astronaut, huh? That’s pretty ambitious,” I say, chuckling. “What about you, Marco?” I turn to my little brother, who’s still groggy but starting to wake up.

“I want to be a superhero!” he pipes up, bouncing in his seat.

“Saving the day, huh? Well, you better start practicing,” I laugh, ruffling his hair.

“Okay!” he grins, as if he’s ready to take on the world.

I watch them, my heart swelling with pride. No matter how tough things get, I want to protect their dreams, even if my own feel so far away. I’m the older brother; it’s my job to make sure they never have to worry about our situation. They deserve more than what I can give them, but I’ll fight for it.

Once breakfast is done, I shove on my work clothes well-worn jeans and a faded T-shirt and grab my backpack. I’ve got a shift at the diner today, and then later, I’ll head over to the construction site for my second job. It’s a long day ahead, but I’m used to it.

As I step outside, the air is brisk and carries the sounds of the city coming to life. The streets are busier than they were last night, filled with people rushing to start their day. I head toward the bus stop, glancing up at the buildings towering over me. I’ve lived in this neighborhood my whole life, but sometimes it still feels foreign. It’s a strange juxtaposition the wealth and excess of the city looming above me while I fight to keep my family afloat below.

The bus pulls up, and I board, squeezing in among the morning crowd. As we jostle along the route, I can’t shake the image of the rich kid from my mind. What was his life like? Did he even understand what it was like to struggle? I’m sure he has people to handle everything for him car troubles, money issues, and life decisions.

But what if…what if he felt trapped in his own way? What if he wanted more than the life handed to him, just like I did?

I shake my head, trying to push the thoughts away. It’s ridiculous to dwell on a guy I met for five minutes. Still, I can’t help but wonder if our paths will cross again.

Elliot

I barely slept last night, tossing and turning, my mind racing with thoughts of the encounter. I keep replaying the moment in my head, his sharp eyes watching me as I leaned against my car. There was something raw and real about him, a stark contrast to the polished world I’m used to.

Mornings in my penthouse are predictable. I wake up to the sound of the city stirring, the hum of life below me. The view from my window is breathtaking a panorama of buildings reaching for the sky, the sun glinting off the glass. But as I sip my coffee, I feel a familiar heaviness in my chest.

My father’s already in the kitchen, going through his emails, barely acknowledging me as I walk in. “You’re late,” he says, his tone clipped. “We have a meeting with investors at ten.”

“Yeah, I know,” I reply, pouring myself a cup of coffee. “I’ll be ready.”

“Good. You need to start taking this seriously, Elliot. Your mother and I have worked too hard for you to throw it all away.”

I nod, not bothering to argue. He doesn’t understand. It’s not about throwing it away; it’s about wanting something different something real. But I can’t tell him that. He wouldn’t get it.

After a quick breakfast, I head to my office, where my assistant has already prepared the day’s agenda. I sit down, staring at the stack of papers in front of me, but my mind keeps drifting back to the guy I met. What was his name? It’s frustrating that I can’t remember, but it doesn’t matter. He’s just a stranger, a blip in my otherwise monotonous life.

I try to focus, but every time I hear the sound of a car outside, I glance out the window, hoping to see him. It’s ridiculous, I know. I shouldn’t care about someone who was just passing through my life. But there’s something about him that pulled at me, a thread of connection I can’t quite grasp.

The hours crawl by as I sit through meetings and conference calls, my father’s voice echoing in my mind about expectations and duties. By the time I get a break, I’m overwhelmed. I step out to the balcony, needing to breathe.

The city stretches out before me, a vibrant tapestry of life and noise. I can hear laughter, music, and the distant honk of cars. I close my eyes, imagining a life outside of this one where I could explore, connect, and experience things fully. What would it be like to just wander the streets without a care, without the weight of my family’s legacy pressing down on me?

It’s a fantasy, I know. But the thought of it brings a smile to my face.

As I stand there, my phone buzzes in my pocket. It’s a text from my father reminding me of the next meeting. I sigh, frustration bubbling up. I can’t keep living this way caught between duty and desire, expectation and reality.

With a heavy heart, I head back inside, but I can’t shake the feeling that something has to change. Maybe it’s time to take a risk. Maybe I need to step outside the lines and see where it leads me.

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