Luca
Instead, I push the thought aside and make my way to the construction site. I take a deep breath, shaking off the day’s fatigue. I’ve got a job to do, and I’m determined to give it my all.
The site is buzzing with activity when I arrive. The familiar sounds of machinery and voices fill the air, creating a comforting sense of purpose. I slip into my work boots and get to it, lifting heavy materials and working alongside the crew.
As the sun begins to set, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink, I feel the familiar rhythm of hard work wash over me. It’s grounding, and for a moment, I forget about everything else the stress, the worries, the weight of responsibility.
But just as I’m starting to relax, my phone buzzes in my pocket. I pull it out, surprised to see a text from an unknown number.
“Hey, this is Elliot. From last night.”
My heart skips a beat, and I can’t help but smile.
I stare at the screen, my fingers hovering over the keyboard. What do I say? Do I play it cool, or should I be honest? I settle for something light.
“Hey! I didn’t think I’d hear from you again. How’s the car?
I hit send and bite my lip, anxiety gnawing at me. What if he regrets reaching out? What if this was just a moment of boredom for him?
But a few moments later, my phone buzzes again.
“Running like a charm! I’ve been thinking about that encounter. Would you want to grab coffee sometime?”
The question hangs in the air like a weight. Coffee? With Elliot? My heart races at the thought.
“Yeah, I’d love to!” I type back, my excitement bubbling over. “How about tomorrow?”
I hit send, trying to calm the fluttering in my stomach. It’s just coffee, but somehow it feels like so much more.
Elliot
I can’t believe I actually sent that text. My heart races as I wait for a response, pacing my apartment. I try to focus on the book I’ve been reading, but the words blur together.
When my phone buzzes, I practically dive for it, heart pounding as I see Luca’s reply. “Yeah, I’d love to! How about tomorrow?”
A grin spreads across my face, and for the first time in days, I feel a rush of excitement. Maybe this is what I need an escape from the confines of my life.
I quickly type back, “Sounds perfect! Let’s meet at that café on Fifth at ten?”
“See you there!”
As I put my phone down, I feel a mixture of anticipation and anxiety swirling within me. What if it’s awkward? What if I don’t know what to say? But deep down, there’s a part of me that’s ready to explore this connection, to see where it leads.
The next day arrives far too quickly. I stand in front of the mirror, adjusting my shirt for what feels like the hundredth time. I want to look casual but put-together, like I didn’t just roll out of bed. It’s ridiculous how much I care about this first impression, but the thought of seeing Luca again sends my heart racing.
When I finally step out of my apartment, I feel a sense of freedom I haven’t experienced in ages. The city is buzzing with life as I walk toward the café. The sun shines down, warming my skin, and I take a deep breath, savoring the moment.
As I reach the café, my heart starts to race again. What if he changed his mind? What if he doesn’t show? But the moment I step inside, I spot him sitting at a small table in the corner, his dark hair tousled, a slight smile on his face as he sips from a steaming cup.
He looks up as I approach, and the moment our eyes meet, I feel something shift between us.
Luca
I’m pretty sure I arrived early out of pure nerves. The café is one of those cozy places filled with the aroma of freshly brewed coffee and the sweet scent of pastries. The walls are lined with quirky art, and I can hear the soft murmur of conversations blending with the gentle clinking of cups.
As I sit at our small table in the corner, I can’t help but fidget with the hem of my shirt, my stomach a knot of anticipation. I keep glancing at the door, half expecting him to walk in any second, half dreading the moment our eyes meet again.
But when he finally enters, I feel the air shift around me. Elliot strides in, his casual yet polished style standing out in the bustling café. He’s wearing a fitted button up shirt, sleeves rolled to his elbows, and dark jeans that somehow manage to look effortlessly stylish. There’s a confidence in his walk that makes my heart race.
When our eyes meet, a grin spreads across his face, and I can’t help but smile back. “Hey!” he calls out, making his way over.
“Hey,” I reply, my voice slightly more breathless than I intended. He slides into the seat across from me, and I can’t shake the feeling that this is a significant moment, something that could change everything.
“Thanks for meeting me,” he says, running a hand through his hair, a nervous habit I can relate to.
“Of course! I was really looking forward to it.” The words tumble out before I can think about them. I take a sip of my coffee, hoping to calm my nerves.
He leans back in his chair, studying me with an intensity that makes my cheeks warm. “So, how was work today?”
I shrug, trying to play it cool. “Same old, same old. The diner was crazy busy, but it’s nothing I can’t handle.”
“Crazy busy, huh? Is that where you spend all your time?” He sounds genuinely curious, and it makes me feel a little bolder.
“Pretty much,” I reply, my confidence building. “I work there during the day, and then I do some construction work in the evenings. It keeps me on my toes, you know?”
“Wow, you really are a superhero,” he teases, and I can’t help but laugh.
“But what about you?” I ask, turning the tables. “What’s a guy like you do all day?”
He leans in slightly, his expression shifting. “I’m… well, I’m supposed to be taking over my family’s business. It’s a lot of meetings and numbers. You know, boring stuff.”
I raise an eyebrow. “Boring? You? I find that hard to believe.”
He chuckles, shaking his head. “Trust me, it’s not nearly as glamorous as it sounds. Most of my time is spent in suits, discussing profits and growth margins. It’s not exactly fulfilling.”
“What would you rather be doing?” I ask, genuinely curious.
He pauses, looking thoughtful. “Honestly? I don’t know. I’ve always felt like I was meant for something different, something more… real.”
There’s a heaviness in his voice that makes me lean forward. “What do you mean by real?”
He looks down at his coffee cup, swirling the liquid. “I want to do something that actually matters, something that makes a difference. But my family… they have other plans for me.”
I nod, understanding the weight of family expectations all too well. “I get that. Sometimes it feels like you’re living someone else’s dream instead of your own.”
He meets my gaze, and I can see a flicker of recognition in his eyes. “Exactly. It’s like I’m caught in this… bubble, and I can’t figure out how to break free.”
LucaI watch Elliot walk away, a swirl of emotions battling inside me. Part of me is elated, buzzing from the day we spent together, but another part feels a pang of disappointment at the sudden end to our time. I wanted to ask him about more than just dinner, to explore this undeniable connection further, but I held back.The moment they called out to him felt like a jolt, pulling him back to the reality of his world. It’s not that I want him to abandon his friends, but I wish I could be part of that world he inhabits.I turn and head inside my apartment, the familiar surroundings grounding me. I throw my bag on the couch and sit down, my heart racing with thoughts of Elliot. The afternoon we spent together plays in my mind like a favorite movie—his laughter, the way he listened intently when I spoke about my dreams, the spark in his eyes that made me feel alive.But then the doubts creep back in. He lives in a different world than I do, one filled with expectations and responsibilit
As we finish our meals, the conversation continues to flow, each word building a bridge between our worlds. I find myself leaning in closer, captivated not just by what Luca is saying, but by the way he speaks, the passion in his voice, the way his eyes light up when he talks about his dreams. It’s infectious.“So, what’s your dream film about?” I ask, genuinely curious.He pauses for a moment, his fork hovering over his plate. “It’s about a kid who feels lost in the world, trapped in the expectations of his family and society. He discovers a hidden passion for art, and through that, he learns to break free and express himself.”“Wow, that sounds incredible,” I say, nodding enthusiastically. “That resonates with me. It’s like you’re telling your own story.”He smiles. “In a way, yes. I think a lot of us feel that pressure, don’t we?”“Definitely. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever find my own voice, or if I’m just meant to follow the path laid out for me,” I confess, feeling a wave of
Elliot povThe drive home feels different. Each mile stretches out before me, and my mind races with thoughts of Luca. Our conversations, our laughter, the way he made me feel, alive, understood, and hopeful.But alongside the excitement is a sense of fear. I’ve never allowed myself to get close to anyone like this before, and the thought of vulnerability terrifies me. I know that opening myself up means risking heartache, and that’s something I’ve tried to avoid for so long.When I finally pull into my driveway, I sit in the car for a moment, gathering my thoughts. The weight of my parents’ expectations looms over me, but in that moment, I feel a flicker of defiance. I don’t want to be trapped by their vision of my life anymore.As I step inside, I find my parents sitting in the living room, their voices mingling with the hum of the television. “Elliot! How was your night?” my mother asks, glancing up from her magazine.“Good,” I reply, forcing a smile. “I went out with a friend.”“A
LucaMany days have went by and every fv*king time I always find myself constantly checking my phone, eager for a message from Elliot. Each ping sends a jolt of excitement through me, and I’m grateful for the newfound connection we’ve established.I dive into my projects at work, but even there, my thoughts drift back to him. The way he listens intently when I talk, the warmth in his smile, and the genuine interest he shows in my dreams. It’s a refreshing change from the usual conversations I have with others.As I’m cleaning up the diner one evening, I hear the bell above the door chime. I look up to see Elliot walk in, and my heart leaps.“Hey! I didn’t expect to see you here,” I say, wiping my hands on my apron.“Just thought I’d swing by and say hi,” he replies, his eyes sparkling. “I can’t stay long, but I wanted to see how you were doing.”“I’m doing great! Just the usual craziness here,” I say, motioning to the half-empty diner. “But it’s nice to take a break and see a friendly
Luca The conversation flows easily between us, each shared thought drawing us closer. I can see the tension in his shoulders begin to ease as he opens up. “What about you? What’s your dream?”My breath catches at the question. It’s a topic I don’t often discuss, one I usually keep locked away. “I want to… to be a filmmaker. Tell stories that matter. Stories that reflect the truth of life. But it feels so far away sometimes.”Elliot leans in, intrigued. “A filmmaker? That’s amazing! What kind of stories?”“Mostly about real people, real struggles. I want to highlight the voices that get drowned out. You know?” I say, my passion spilling over. “Life isn’t always pretty, and I want to show that. But it’s tough finding the time, the money. It feels impossible.”He watches me intently, his gaze unwavering. “You can do it, Luca. I believe that.”The sincerity in his voice sends a warmth through me. It’s a rare thing, feeling believed in, especially when it’s someone like him. “Thanks,” I s
ElliotThe days since Luca and I started brainstorming for our film have been exhilarating. Every conversation, every meeting, every shared idea feels like another step toward something meaningful, something real. I can feel the pieces of our project coming together, and with it, the pieces of myself, parts I’ve kept buried under layers of expectations and fears.This time, we decided to meet at my place. My parents are out for the evening, so I don’t have to worry about prying eyes or disapproving looks. I set up the living room with notebooks, my laptop, and a scattering of snacks. When the doorbell rings, I take a deep breath and open the door.“Hey!” Luca greets me, grinning as he steps inside, carrying his own notebook and a stack of film magazines.“Come on in,” I say, leading him into the living room. “I thought we could use the space to spread our ideas.”“This is perfect,” he says, settling onto the couch and looking around with
ElliotThe next morning, I wake up with a renewed sense of purpose. The weight of my family’s expectations, the pressure to live up to their dreams, they still linger, but today, they feel lighter. I have Luca now, and somehow, that makes everything seem more bearable.As the day goes on, we text back and forth, exchanging ideas and plans for the film. Each message brings a rush of excitement, a reminder of the bond we’re building through this project.A few days later, we met again, this time at a park near my house. We sit on a bench, our notebooks open on our laps, but our conversation drifts away from the film, turning instead to life, dreams, and the things that keep us up at night.“Do you ever feel like you’re just…pretending?” Luca asks, his gaze focused on a distant point in the park.“All the time,” I reply, my voice soft. “Like I’m living someone else’s life, playing a role that doesn’t fit.”He nods, a look of understanding crossing his face. “Sometimes I think about what
ElliotSaturday arrives, and the morning sun filters through my curtains, casting warm rays across my room. I sit up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes, and glance at my phone.A message from Luca brightens my mood. “Excited for today! What do you have planned?I grin, typing back with enthusiasm. “Meet me at the park at noon? I have a surprise!I spend the morning pacing around my room, trying to figure out how to make this day special. I want to show Luca that I’m more than just my family’s legacy. I want him to see the real me, the part that’s been buried under expectations and responsibilities.When I finally arrive at the park, my heart races with anticipation. I spot Luca sitting on a bench, his expression brightening as I approach.“Hey!” he says, his smile infectious.“Hey! Ready for the surprise?“Absolutely,” he replies, leaning forward with excitement.I gesture for him to follow me as we walk deeper into the park. The morning air is crisp, and the trees sway gently in the bre
Luca Elliott walked away without looking back, his broad shoulders stiff, his pace quick and unrelenting.I knew that walk. That damn walk he always did when he wanted to act like something didn’t bother him. When he pretended he could just shake things off, bury them deep enough that they wouldn’t matter.But I wasn’t about to let him get away with it this time.I wasn’t done.Not after everything we had been through. Not after the sleepless nights, the stolen moments, the words left unsaid. I refused to let this be how it ended.My chest was tight as I pushed forward, my footsteps echoing against the polished floor as I went after him.“Elliott, wait…”He didn’t stop.I could see the way his fists clenched at his sides, the tension in his shoulders growing, but he kept walking like he didn’t hear me.“Dammit, Elliott, just talk to me!”That made him stop.He let out a sharp exhale before turning around. His face was carefully composed, but his eyes…God, his eyes held something raw
Luca I couldn't take it anymore.The entire night had been a blur of frustration and anxiety as I sat on the edge of my bed, phone in hand, watching the screen light up, only for it to be notifications that weren’t from him. The missed calls, the unread messages, the radio silence, it all added up to one thing. Elliott was ignoring me.My chest tightened with every passing minute. Had I pushed him too far? Was he angry? Or was something actually wrong? My mind spun with possibilities, each one worse than the last. The longer I waited, the more suffocating the silence became, swallowing me whole.I should have just told him the truth from the beginning. The moment I found out, I should have just told him when he came earlier, I should have looked him in the eyes and confessed everything. Maybe then he wouldn’t be shutting me out now. Maybe then he would still be talking to me instead of making me feel like I no longer existed in his world.But I couldn't undo the past.What I could d
Elliott’s POVBy the time I got home, my entire body felt heavy, like I was carrying something I couldn’t put down.Luca was hiding something from me. I could see it in his eyes, hear it in the way his voice wavered. And yet, he wouldn’t let me in. Wouldn’t tell me what the hell was going on in his head.I clenched my jaw, slamming the door shut behind me.Maybe I had been stupid to think that night actually meant something.I kicked off my shoes and headed straight for the liquor cabinet in the dining room. My father never touched the cheap bottles, he only cared for his overpriced whiskey and aged wine, so I figured he wouldn’t even notice if something was missing.I grabbed a half-full bottle of vodka and a glass, already preparing to drink myself into oblivion.If Luca wanted to be distant, fine.If he didn’t want to tell me what was wrong, fine.But I wasn’t going to sit here and drive myself insane thinking about it.I had barely taken a step toward my room when I heard a muffle
Elliott’s POVEven after everything, after the punishment, after the pain, after the bruises that still burned across my skin, I couldn’t stop thinking about Luca.I didn’t want to stop thinking about him.I lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling, my body aching from the beating my father had given me the night before. My ribs throbbed with every breath, and my cheek was still swollen, but none of that mattered. Not really.What mattered was the way Luca had touched me. The way he had kissed me, made me feel like I wasn’t just someone trapped in a life he didn’t want.I needed to see him.But my father would lose his mind if I stepped outside without permission again.I turned my head to where Cecilia sat by my bedside, quietly dabbing ointment onto a cut near my temple. Her brows were drawn in worry, but she didn’t say anything.I shifted slightly, wincing. “Cecilia?”She looked up at me, her expression cautious. “What is it?”“I need you to cover for me.”Her hands froze. “Elliott…”
Luca I couldn’t stop thinking about last night, everything was just surfacing over and over again anytime I closed my eyes.The way Elliott’s lips had felt against mine. The hesitant way he’d responded at first, and then, when he finally let himself go, how desperately he’d kissed me back. Like he needed it just as much as I did.It wasn’t just some drunken mistake or a fleeting moment of weakness. I knew that.But did he?I sighed, running a hand through my hair as I sat in front of my laptop, trying to focus on editing my latest film project. The footage blurred together, my mind refusing to cooperate. Every time I tried to concentrate, my thoughts drifted back to him.To the way his breath had hitched when I touched him. To the quiet gasps he made when I kissed down his neck. To the way his fingers had curled against my shirt like he didn’t want to let go.I shut my laptop with a frustrated groan and leaned back in my chair, rubbing my hands over my face.This was bad.I wasn’t su
Elliott The Next MorningI woke up to the soft glow of sunlight filtering through the blinds, casting streaks of warmth across Luca’s small apartment. My body felt heavy, my limbs tangled with his as we lay in bed, still wrapped in the lingering warmth of the night before. For a moment, I didn’t want to move, I just wanted to stay in this cocoon of safety, away from the expectations waiting for me at home, but I know I don't have that's luxury.Luca stirred beside me, his arm tightening around my waist as he murmured something incoherent against my shoulder. I smiled faintly, running a hand through his messy hair.“You’re awake,” he muttered sleepily, his voice husky from sleep.“Yeah.” I sighed, glancing at the clock on the bedside table. It was past nine, my father was going to be furious.Luca must have caught the change in my expression because he propped himself up on one elbow, studying me. “You don’t want to go back, do you?”I exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down my face. “
Elliott I just can't explain it, he said, turning his face away. Luca in L.A.? The thought slams into me like a punch to the gut.Though I should be happy for him, this is what he’s always wanted. He’s been obsessed with films but it just hurts that he didn't tell me before he applied.And that's not just it, all I am thinking about right now is how far L.A. is from here.“You haven’t heard back from them yet?” I ask, my voice tight.“No,” he says, watching me carefully. “Not yet.”I nod slowly, but my thoughts are spiraling. If they accept him, he’s gone. And what happens then? What happens to us?“I didn’t tell you to freak you out,” Luca says, stretching his hands to reach mine, but I take a step back again. He sighs. “Elliot, come on.”“I just…” I swallow, shaking my head. “It’s a lot, okay? My parents dropped this marriage thing on me, and now you’re telling me you might move across the country?”Luca watches me, and for a second, I see something flicker in his eyes. Hurt? Frus
Elliott Luca opens the door before I even knock. His apartment smells like coffee and cedarwood, warm and familiar. He’s wearing a loose hoodie, his dark curls slightly tousled, like he just woke up from a nap. Normally, I’d take a second to admire him, but tonight, my mind is a mess.He takes one look at me and frowns. “Elliot?”I don’t answer right away. I step inside, running a hand through my hair as I pace the length of his living room. My heart is hammering, and I can’t tell if it’s from frustration or fear. Probably both.Luca watches me with quiet concern before shutting the door. “Okay. What happened?”I let out a sharp breath, finally turning to him. “They’re forcing me into an engagement.”He went numb for a second.Then he blinked, he blinked again and again, then raised his eyebrows as if waiting for me to say it’s a joke. When I don’t, his expression hardens.“What?” His voice is dangerously low.I swallow. “My parents. They’re making me marry some girl… Cecilia Lauren
Elliott I should have seen this coming.After last night’s disaster of a dinner, I expected some sort of retaliation from my father. A punishment disguised as a lesson. But I thought I’d have at least a few days before he tried again.I was wrong.Because the moment I step into the penthouse today, there’s a stranger sitting on the couch.And from the smug look on my father’s face, I already know why she’s here.“There you are, Elliot,” my mother says, standing with a practiced smile. “Come, sit. We have someone we’d like you to meet.”I don’t move. My eyes flick to the girl instead.She’s beautiful, glossy dark hair, sharp cheekbones, the kind of expensive confidence that only comes from growing up with wealth. But the moment our eyes meet, I see disdain.Good. At least we’re on the same page.My father gestures toward her. “Elliot, this is Cecilia Laurent. The Laurents are old family friends, and her father is a respected figure in the industry. We believe this match will be benefi