Luca
Instead, I push the thought aside and make my way to the construction site. I take a deep breath, shaking off the day’s fatigue. I’ve got a job to do, and I’m determined to give it my all.
The site is buzzing with activity when I arrive. The familiar sounds of machinery and voices fill the air, creating a comforting sense of purpose. I slip into my work boots and get to it, lifting heavy materials and working alongside the crew.
As the sun begins to set, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink, I feel the familiar rhythm of hard work wash over me. It’s grounding, and for a moment, I forget about everything else the stress, the worries, the weight of responsibility.
But just as I’m starting to relax, my phone buzzes in my pocket. I pull it out, surprised to see a text from an unknown number.
“Hey, this is Elliot. From last night.”
My heart skips a beat, and I can’t help but smile.
I stare at the screen, my fingers hovering over the keyboard. What do I say? Do I play it cool, or should I be honest? I settle for something light.
“Hey! I didn’t think I’d hear from you again. How’s the car?
I hit send and bite my lip, anxiety gnawing at me. What if he regrets reaching out? What if this was just a moment of boredom for him?
But a few moments later, my phone buzzes again.
“Running like a charm! I’ve been thinking about that encounter. Would you want to grab coffee sometime?”
The question hangs in the air like a weight. Coffee? With Elliot? My heart races at the thought.
“Yeah, I’d love to!” I type back, my excitement bubbling over. “How about tomorrow?”
I hit send, trying to calm the fluttering in my stomach. It’s just coffee, but somehow it feels like so much more.
Elliot
I can’t believe I actually sent that text. My heart races as I wait for a response, pacing my apartment. I try to focus on the book I’ve been reading, but the words blur together.
When my phone buzzes, I practically dive for it, heart pounding as I see Luca’s reply. “Yeah, I’d love to! How about tomorrow?”
A grin spreads across my face, and for the first time in days, I feel a rush of excitement. Maybe this is what I need an escape from the confines of my life.
I quickly type back, “Sounds perfect! Let’s meet at that café on Fifth at ten?”
“See you there!”
As I put my phone down, I feel a mixture of anticipation and anxiety swirling within me. What if it’s awkward? What if I don’t know what to say? But deep down, there’s a part of me that’s ready to explore this connection, to see where it leads.
The next day arrives far too quickly. I stand in front of the mirror, adjusting my shirt for what feels like the hundredth time. I want to look casual but put-together, like I didn’t just roll out of bed. It’s ridiculous how much I care about this first impression, but the thought of seeing Luca again sends my heart racing.
When I finally step out of my apartment, I feel a sense of freedom I haven’t experienced in ages. The city is buzzing with life as I walk toward the café. The sun shines down, warming my skin, and I take a deep breath, savoring the moment.
As I reach the café, my heart starts to race again. What if he changed his mind? What if he doesn’t show? But the moment I step inside, I spot him sitting at a small table in the corner, his dark hair tousled, a slight smile on his face as he sips from a steaming cup.
He looks up as I approach, and the moment our eyes meet, I feel something shift between us.
Luca
I’m pretty sure I arrived early out of pure nerves. The café is one of those cozy places filled with the aroma of freshly brewed coffee and the sweet scent of pastries. The walls are lined with quirky art, and I can hear the soft murmur of conversations blending with the gentle clinking of cups.
As I sit at our small table in the corner, I can’t help but fidget with the hem of my shirt, my stomach a knot of anticipation. I keep glancing at the door, half expecting him to walk in any second, half dreading the moment our eyes meet again.
But when he finally enters, I feel the air shift around me. Elliot strides in, his casual yet polished style standing out in the bustling café. He’s wearing a fitted button up shirt, sleeves rolled to his elbows, and dark jeans that somehow manage to look effortlessly stylish. There’s a confidence in his walk that makes my heart race.
When our eyes meet, a grin spreads across his face, and I can’t help but smile back. “Hey!” he calls out, making his way over.
“Hey,” I reply, my voice slightly more breathless than I intended. He slides into the seat across from me, and I can’t shake the feeling that this is a significant moment, something that could change everything.
“Thanks for meeting me,” he says, running a hand through his hair, a nervous habit I can relate to.
“Of course! I was really looking forward to it.” The words tumble out before I can think about them. I take a sip of my coffee, hoping to calm my nerves.
He leans back in his chair, studying me with an intensity that makes my cheeks warm. “So, how was work today?”
I shrug, trying to play it cool. “Same old, same old. The diner was crazy busy, but it’s nothing I can’t handle.”
“Crazy busy, huh? Is that where you spend all your time?” He sounds genuinely curious, and it makes me feel a little bolder.
“Pretty much,” I reply, my confidence building. “I work there during the day, and then I do some construction work in the evenings. It keeps me on my toes, you know?”
“Wow, you really are a superhero,” he teases, and I can’t help but laugh.
“But what about you?” I ask, turning the tables. “What’s a guy like you do all day?”
He leans in slightly, his expression shifting. “I’m… well, I’m supposed to be taking over my family’s business. It’s a lot of meetings and numbers. You know, boring stuff.”
I raise an eyebrow. “Boring? You? I find that hard to believe.”
He chuckles, shaking his head. “Trust me, it’s not nearly as glamorous as it sounds. Most of my time is spent in suits, discussing profits and growth margins. It’s not exactly fulfilling.”
“What would you rather be doing?” I ask, genuinely curious.
He pauses, looking thoughtful. “Honestly? I don’t know. I’ve always felt like I was meant for something different, something more… real.”
There’s a heaviness in his voice that makes me lean forward. “What do you mean by real?”
He looks down at his coffee cup, swirling the liquid. “I want to do something that actually matters, something that makes a difference. But my family… they have other plans for me.”
I nod, understanding the weight of family expectations all too well. “I get that. Sometimes it feels like you’re living someone else’s dream instead of your own.”
He meets my gaze, and I can see a flicker of recognition in his eyes. “Exactly. It’s like I’m caught in this… bubble, and I can’t figure out how to break free.”
Luca’s POVThe knock on the door is unexpected. A loud, determined sound that echoes through the silence of my apartment. I’m standing in the middle of the living room, the soft hum of the refrigerator the only sound filling the air. My fingers are drumming absently against the edge of the coffee table, mind lost in the haze of thoughts I’ve been trying to suppress for weeks now. Everything in me wants to ignore it. To let whoever it is knock until their fists are sore, until they walk away.But then the doorbell rings again and again.I don’t want to answer it, not today… my mind is still occupied with everything that’s been going on. The last few weeks have been a blur, the constant grind of work, the stress of everything falling apart, my struggle to keep everything together.But then… I freeze.I know who it is.I don’t have to open the door to feel the shift in the air, the energy that wraps around me, tugging at my heart in a way that only one person can.Elliott.The name is li
Elliott’s POVI can’t take it anymore.The silence. The regret. The distance between us that’s grown wider with every passing day. It’s suffocating. It’s like this heavy weight in my chest that no matter how many breaths I take, I can’t shake it off.I’ve tried distracting myself. Work, parties, pretending everything is fine when it’s not. But the truth is, everything feels wrong without Luca. There’s this gnawing, aching emptiness inside of me that no distraction can fill, no matter how hard I try. It’s like my heart is a hollow cavern, and no matter how much I try to ignore it, it echoes in my ears, reminding me of the choices I made.I think about that day when I watched him leave. I thought walking away was the right thing to do. I thought if I stayed away from him, I could avoid complicating everything. But instead, all I’ve done is hurt myself. I’ve ruined everything by not speaking up, by not fighting for what I felt.The worst part is that I’m the one who pushed him away. I ca
Luca’s POVIt’s been a few weeks since I left, and life in this new city is… fine. It’s not terrible. I’ve settled into my new job, made some new friends, and even started to get used to the quiet. The silence is almost comforting now, but sometimes, late at night, it creeps up on me. That hollow feeling that seems to have taken root in my chest.I’m walking down the street after work one evening, just trying to clear my head. I haven’t been out much in the past few weeks, mostly staying focused on work, but tonight, I just need to breathe, to feel something that doesn’t involve thoughts of Elliott. I’ve tried moving on, tried convincing myself that I made the right decision, that leaving was the only thing I could do. I’ve kept busy, kept my mind occupied, but when the night comes, when everything settles and it’s just me and my thoughts, I feel it.. something was missing.The street is quieter than usual, the city lights casting soft glows against the pavement. I turn a corner, abou
Elliott’s POVI stare at my phone screen, my thumb hovering over the keyboard. The message is there, just a few words away from being sent, but I can’t bring myself to hit ‘send.’ The words feel like they’re suffocating me, too heavy to put into a message. The things I want to say to Luca are too complicated, too raw.I miss you, I’m sorry for not stopping you, I should have told you how I felt. I don’t know if it’s too late, but I don’t want to let you go.I want to tell him all of this. I want to tell him that I’ve been thinking about him constantly since he left, that my days have felt empty without him, that everything feels wrong without him. But I can’t. I can’t because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of rejection. I’m afraid that if I open myself up like this, it will only make things worse. I’m afraid that Luca has already moved on, that he doesn’t want to hear from me anymore.So, I don’t send the message. I just delete it, once again, and close my phone.Instead of sending the messag
Luca – First Person POVI should be excited. I should be grateful for this opportunity, for the fresh start. But instead, all I can do is feel this emptiness gnawing at my chest. My first day at the new job is supposed to be a new chapter, one filled with hope and possibilities. I’m surrounded by talented people, working on cutting-edge projects. Everything I’ve worked for, everything I’ve wanted, is right here in front of me. Yet, as I sit at my desk, my eyes glued to the computer screen, there’s a heaviness in my chest that I can’t shake.I’ve been here for hours now, meeting new colleagues, attending briefings, discussing strategy but my mind keeps wandering back to Elliott. How is he? Is he okay? I know I shouldn’t care. I know I shouldn’t let myself be distracted by thoughts of him. But I can’t help it. Even though I’m thousands of miles away from New York, his presence still lingers in my mind, haunting me.I glance at my phone, hoping there might be a message from him. But ther
Elliott – First Person POVThe silence of my room is deafening. I’ve been home for an hour, but it feels like I’ve been here for days. The stillness gnaws at me, a constant reminder of the mess I’ve made, of everything I’ve left unsaid. Luca is gone now, and I can’t shake the weight of it. I should’ve told him. I should’ve stopped him. But I didn’t. And now, I’m here, in this godforsaken space, trying to distract myself from the emptiness I feel.I open my laptop and try to focus on work, but the screen blurs in front of me. I click through emails, skim over reports, and yet, none of it matters. Nothing matters. The deadlines are meaningless, the tasks seem trivial. My mind keeps drifting back to Luca, to the way he looked at me when he said goodbye. The uncertainty, the sadness, the unspoken words.I let out a sharp breath, frustrated with myself. It wasn’t supposed to end like this. I wasn’t supposed to be this guy, the one who lets the person he cares about walk away without saying