ANDERS
As I watched her run away and realized she was my mate, I felt an indescribable pain in my heart. Why did it have to be her? Perhaps, she also realized that being mated to me was the worst thing that could happen to her. we needed to reject each other because this bond was not possible. Until then, I dared not shift because once I changed form, it would no longer matter that she was the enemy.For now, I needed to get back to my pack. My whole body felt weak but I knew that it wasn't because of the undertow. My unfortunate situation must be taking a toll on me. Even though the werewolf was gone, I could still perceive her scent and it made me feel strange.I followed the same track she used and went to the neutral grounds but I turned in the opposite direction which led to my pack. It was a six-hour's walk back and I wasn't in the mood to run. It would be easier if I shifted but that wasn't the best option right now.I arrived at my pack when it was sunset, after walking for a long time. I ended up surprising myself because I never thought it was possible for me to walk so slowly.When I got back to my pack, I was greeted with bad news. First of all, someone had spread the news that I had drowned. Ethan, the only lycan I considered a friend, had gone to the boundary in the company of our beta's only son. They both encountered the werewolves and were attacked with arrows. Ethan did not survive it because of the poison and the beta's son was going to be crippled for the rest of his life.I felt very upset when I learned that Ethan had only gone to the boundary to search for me. He and the beta's son were good boys and I had promised to make them my betas when I became the alpha.Our pack had just one beta and he hated me a lot. Our alpha only had a daughter and wanted to make sure that the lycan who would succeed him was capable and strong. His beta who was also his friend had thought that he would be chosen as the next alpha but he was surprised when the alpha held an open contest.Even the omegas were qualified to join the contest, it was free and fair. The lycan who was able to remain victorious to the end would be the next alpha.I was so excited about the contest because I knew I stood a chance. I wasn't always a gamma, in fact, I was once an omega.When I was little, my parents belonged to a different pack but the war between them and the werewolves was too intense. Too many lycans died every day and our numbers kept dwindling. To protect me, my parents decided to move to the forest mountain pack. It was one of the strongest lycan packs and they had a boundary which meant that the werewolves could not attack so easily.My parents were peaceful lycans and wanted a life where they would not have to fight every day so, when I was ten, they took me with them and began the journey to the forest mountain pack. We had gotten very close to the pack when we were attacked by rogues. The werewolves were so brutal that they didn't even want to spare me. I watched my parents die in front of me, I would have also been killed but the pack warriors arrived at that time.My mum's screams had attracted them because she was more concerned with saving my life. The lycans killed all the rogues but I became orphaned from that day. I was taken by the lycans and allowed to become the pack's omega.I served so many lycans at such a young age. When I wasn't working, I was training. I promised myself that I would never be so helpless again. The more I grew, the stronger I became.I eventually became one of the pack's warriors and when the leader of the warriors was killed by werewolves, I became the new leader, the pack's gamma. It was a highly coveted position but whoever felt he was more qualified had the right to challenge me to a duel.No one did, everyone respected me, and those who didn't, hid their dislike for me, except the beta. It became worse when I was chosen to be the next alpha and coincidentally, I stole the heart of the alpha's daughter, Riley, at least, that's what she said.I've never really been interested in girls. I initially thought I would get a mate at eighteen but when it didn't happen, I gave up. I have already planned out my life and I was hoping that I would take a mate when I became an alpha and make her my luna. Riley seemed like a likely candidate since she was persistent but now, I didn't know anymore.The werewolf whom I saw at the boundary seemed to have taken over my thoughts, but I was determined to rid myself of every connection to her. I stared at the beta whose face showed unrestrained anger and hatred toward me.He must be blaming me for what happened to his son. I already felt bad enough, I did not need him to make me feel worse.The alpha observed me for a while and said, "you don't look too good. I know you must have gone through a lot since a lycan claims to have seen you drowning in the boundary river because it was disturbed.Whatever, the case, I am happy that you made it back in one piece. Get as much rest as you can but you must take revenge for us. If they kill one of our own, we kill three of theirs. I am counting on you, Anders.I nodded, "yes, alpha, I will not fail you."I walked back to my tent which was located on the outskirts of the pack, closer to the gate. I choose to set up a tent there to avoid distractions each time I wanted to train but, just as I got in, I smelled a familiar scent.I was not in a good mood and this was the wrong time for Riley to play cheap games with me. I noticed her crouching behind some bags in my tent and barked, "get out."Riley wasn't moved by my anger. She knew I couldn't hurt her since she was the alpha's daughter and this fueled her persistence. She came out of hiding, walking on her four legs in her wolf form until she was right in front of me.She shifted back to her human form without caring that she was now in her birthday suit. She rubbed her hands seductively around her breasts and said in an almost inaudible voice, "don't you like what you see, Anders? I heard you have been through a lot today, give me a chance to make you feel better."As I stared at her, my mind went back to the werewolf I had met today, my mate. I imagined that she was the one standing in front of me and suddenly felt blood rush to my head. Without second thoughts, I ran out of my tent, leaving Riley to her schemes.I stood outside my tent and the memory of my mate's face kept flashing into my mind. This was so frustrating, how could I live like this? I suddenly realized that she may be going through similar torture. Being a werewolf, she would agree with me that rejecting each other was the best solution.If I went back to the neutral grounds would I find her? She was bound to be as restless as I was and would likely be there. This could all be a waste of my time but I was willing to fight for my freedom. Just as Riley came out of my tent all dressed, I ran out through the gate and began my journey back to the neutral grounds. I ran as fast as I could, determined to shorten my journey to the least time possible.I arrived at the neutral grounds almost three hours later and to my surprise the atmosphere was filled with her scent. I thought it was from before but then I saw her, sitting on a hill. She seemed to have been there for quite some time and quickly came down from the hill, ready to leave. I moved much closer to her and she turned.The stars illuminated her beauty and as I stared at her, I didn't think I would ever get used to it. I had a lot of things I wanted to say but in the end, all I could ask was, "you came too?"ZAANWe stood—all four of us—at the edge of the cliff; Me, Walker, Zander, and Rey. The past month had been rough initially, but it turned out to be eventful. At first, breathing the same air as Rey seemed impossible, given her ill intentions toward us from the start. However, witnessing her genuine efforts to please everyone and seeing the happiness she brought to my brother, I decided to let go of my resentment and be free.However, that did not mean I would turn my back on her. I remained wary, just as I would be with any untrustworthy person. My mom had also become more accommodating. She occasionally smiled at Rey and engaged in conversations, but I knew her watchful eyes never left her. Rey was aware of it too. The pack had come to accept that she was likely to be the next Luna. She was my brother's love, and thanks to her, he had become more lively, socializing more and spending less time sleeping.Carter had also changed since his fight with Walker. Realizing he was no matc
ZANDERSeeing Rey so injured and bleeding, broke my heart completely. I didn't know who was attacking us or why, but something occurred to me. Perhaps these were enemies who had been lying in wait for me.Over the years, a few had actually attempted to come against us, but they always waited along the roads. So either these were sent by someone who knew that I was leaving, or they had been keeping watch over us.It was an attack, and the fact that they were using arrows meant they were werewolves. As I stared at Rey, I was upset that they did not mind that she was one of their own. Perhaps they saw her as a worthy sacrifice for a great cause, but I wasn't one to let go so easily.I came out of hiding as more arrows were shot at me. I jumped, and all the arrows passed below me. Afterward, I began to crawl on the ground.Seeing I had gotten close, the men who were earlier shooting; who were now close to me but could not see me because I was concealed by the bushes, turned around and wan
WALKERI knew that Carter was going to confront Zaan, and I wasn't wrong. It was better he found out the truth. That way, he would back off and know his place.It was funny hearing him talk about how Zaan was his mate when I had just marked her the night before.If not for the promise I made to Zaan, I would have shown off in front of him. He stomped away angrily, and I walked after him. But I kept a little distance between us. I stood somewhere, watching as he confronted Zaan, and I heard the words he said to her. I shook my head, knowing that his words were the rambling of a man who was angry because he had lost. It wasn't my fault. I was just fortunate that he was too stupid to let go of something as precious as Zaan.After he left, I came out of hiding and walked up to Zaan, but I saw that she was unhappy."What is the problem?" I asked.She ignored me and turned to walk away, but I held her hand and pulled her back."Are you upset with me, Zaan?""Why wouldn't I be? I clearly to
CARTEREver since that night, I threatened Walker, I noticed that Zaan had been avoiding me. The following morning, I walked toward the cliff hoping to talk to her, but then I saw Walker. His eyes were gleaming, and his face held so much joy. I felt sick to my stomach. What was he doing here?If anyone was allowed to be there, it was me because I had been in this pack for years. The fact that he kept lingering around Zaan made me so upset. I knew what he wanted, but I was convinced that Zaan would never give him the time of day, not when she had such strong feelings for me. So, I wanted to ignore him. However, something surprised me. Zaan's scent was all over his body. It was so strong, as though she was the one standing in front of me.This could only mean one thing. As I realized what had happened, I rushed toward him, grabbed him by his collar, and pushed him to the ground."Hey, what do you think you're doing?" he asked, getting up. "You know you're lucky fights are not allowed h
ZANDERAfter my mom left, I kept hiding but continued staring at Rey as she conversed with the man whom I believed was her father. The way he treated her, though, and the fact that she did not react to his actions, showed she had a lot of respect for him. I kept clenching my fists in anger.When he finally turned and walked through the gates of the pack, I realized Rey was crying. I came out of hiding and walked toward her, and right at that moment, she turned. When she saw me, I could see the surprise and fear in her eyes. She stood for a while, staring at me in shock.I thought about what my mom had said. The best punishment at this point was to take her life. That was what she deserved, and that was what was expected of me.She remained rooted where she stood and couldn't take another step while tears kept falling from her eyes. But I walked toward her slowly until I was standing a few inches away from her. I stared at her for a while before grabbing her neck with my hand as though
REINAEver since that first night, I spent in Zander's room, something in me changed. I became a different person. Not that I had become a saint overnight, but I had become someone who genuinely loved Zander. Each moment I stared at him, I convinced myself that I would not be able to part from him, much less be the cause of his demise. He was patient, kind, loving, and everything wonderful I never thought I would find in a man. What were the chances that if I successfully destroyed this pack, I would be able to live with myself? No, if I destroyed the pack, how would I be with Zander? And if I destroyed Zander, how would I live?I had fallen head over heels in love with him. I was a hopeless case. There was a way he stared at me sometimes as though he had something to say. Other times, he looked at me with so much love and so much faith. I could not imagine ruining the faith he had in me.I soon became scared. Each time I was outside, I would look around the pack. I would see the ch