ZARAI lay on my bed with my eyes open. I knew I wasn't going to get any sleep, not with the storm brewing inside my heart. I had once heard that the only way to be free from the mate bond was to reject one's mate.Brandon had done it and that explains why he had no attachment to Avery, his mate whom he rejected. It was different for her though as she had refused to let go of him. She kept clinging to him despite a series of rejections and it makes me wonder what is so special about him.Perhaps this was why I was so restless. I needed to reject my mate so I could be free from the mate bond. I knew Viola would be devastated and I would be in pain for a while but this was for the best. I could not afford to let everyone down, especially my father.I began to feel hungry and decided to have my dinner. However, after placing the food in front of me, I lost my appetite. I could not eat, I could not sleep, and neither could I focus on anything else other than the lycan. I needed to meet hi
ANDERSAs I watched her run away and realized she was my mate, I felt an indescribable pain in my heart. Why did it have to be her? Perhaps, she also realized that being mated to me was the worst thing that could happen to her. we needed to reject each other because this bond was not possible. Until then, I dared not shift because once I changed form, it would no longer matter that she was the enemy.For now, I needed to get back to my pack. My whole body felt weak but I knew that it wasn't because of the undertow. My unfortunate situation must be taking a toll on me. Even though the werewolf was gone, I could still perceive her scent and it made me feel strange.I followed the same track she used and went to the neutral grounds but I turned in the opposite direction which led to my pack. It was a six-hour's walk back and I wasn't in the mood to run. It would be easier if I shifted but that wasn't the best option right now.I arrived at my pack when it was sunset, after walking for a
ZARAI nodded, "yes I came, I had to because I was losing it. You must have also realized that we are mates, that is certainly why I can't get you out of my head."He nodded, "me too. I keep seeing your face everywhere."Hearing him admit that he was going through the same thing I was, gave me a feeling I could not describe. I could feel my wolf, Viola come out of her shell once again and she was so excited. She kept telling me how amazing it would feel to be held in his strong arms but I shushed her. His gaze was fixed directly on me as his eyes held mine. I wondered briefly what was going through his head before turning my attention back to what was most important and I said to him, "we both know that we are sworn enemies so this is impossible. The right thing to do is reject each other and go our separate ways."Despite how confident I sounded, my heart was thumping loudly, so loud that I feared he could hear it. I was fighting against every urge in my body to run to him, especial
ANDERSI stared at Zara in surprise as she pulled away from me. I never thought that my first kiss would be so phenomenal. It was wrong, that couldn't be more obvious, yet as she ran away, I knew that I would never be able to let her go, she was now a part of me.As I walked back home, my heart felt heavy. I had a duty and I knew Zara did too. She was nothing like my alpha's daughter Riley or the other girls in my pack, who all walked about struggling to look pretty and trying to outdo each other. She was a warrior and I was no stranger to her capability. I knew without a doubt that there was a lot at stake for her like there was for me.How was I going to fight this? I didn't even know when I marked her. I didn't mean to. I lost control and my brain became muddled when she stood so close to me.I was plagued with guilt and yet I could feel butterflies in my stomach. I had given my alpha my word that I would avenge the death of Ethan and the attack on the beta's son. Killing Zara, the
ZARAAs I got to know Anders and realized we were more alike than I thought, I felt as though I'd known him forever. I was burning for him and I knew he could smell my arousal just as I could smell his but somehow, he restrained himself. The fact that he was holding himself back and controlling such strong emotions told me one thing, he respected me. How could I not get more crazy about this lycan?I had never felt this level of longing for anyone in my life. However, when he proposed that we become friends as a solution to our predicament, I jumped at the idea. I was fine with it as long as it meant I was going to see more of him.I didn't believe the plan would be successful though, not with our charged-up hormones or my body yearning for his touch. I was willing to give it a try but then he came up with the perfect plan and our future didn't seem so bleak anymore.I didn't realize how fast the time had run. I didn't want to leave him but I knew I could not give my people a chance t
ANDERSSpending a night with Zara wasn't a privilege I thought I would experience so soon. Yes, I barely got any sleep that night but it wasn't because I was afraid of the lycans who had pitched their tents on the neutral grounds, no. If it came down to it, I would have killed them all just to protect her.Having her so close, lying beside me was amazing. I don't know how I survived all these years without having her in my life. Like air, she was a need, one I couldn't do without.With great difficulty, I was able to say goodbye to her that morning but I kept counting the minutes and the hours before we would meet again as I ran back to my pack. Whoever saw me could tell that I was very happy. I could not stop smiling as I kept replaying the conversations and intimate moments I had shared with Zara.The smile on my face disappeared though when I got to my tent and saw Riley. It was still quite early and she wasn't a warrior, what was she doing outdoors?I intended to ignore her, I had
ZARAI felt an adrenaline rush as I ran up the mountain. I always loved a good challenge and I knew Anders was capable of giving me a run for my money.I leaped in excitement when I arrived at the top of the mountain before he did. He seemed surprised as though he thought he was going to beat me."Didn't I tell you?" I bragged. "I spent the past few years training on this mountain so how could you beat me?"He walked closer to me and tapped me lovingly on my head, "I'm so proud of you, Zara. I have something to give you."I was surprised when he took out something from his pocket and opened his palm to reveal a choker. Its pendant was one of the most beautiful pearls I had ever seen."It matches your eyes," he said when I kept running my thumb on the pearl.I stared at the choker on his palm for so long. It was a simple gift yet the fact that he had thought of gifting me something so unique made me emotional.He moved to my back and placed the choker around my neck. I wasn't big on bod
ANDERSI listened to Brandon's conversation with Zara from where I hid in the lycan territory and it made me upset. How dare he go after my mate? If it weren't because of my love for Zara, I would have lured him out of the neutral grounds and killed him.Zara's sharp and firm replies placated me and when she walked away, I shifted back to my human form and began my journey to the boundary. When I got there, I saw that she had not yet arrived but there were about five warriors from her pack who were guarding the boundary. They came out of hiding the moment they noticed me standing close to the river and began shooting their arrows at me.Before I met Zara, we never stood close to the river. We always hid from each other's view and even when we did see ourselves, we only attacked when one party got into the river since that was a sign that they were trying to cross over. Those were the rules but they seemed to have somehow changed.The former leader of my pack warriors usually came in t