Time slowed to an agonizing crawl as I felt the muscles in my body freeze. I couldn't even think of anything smart to say.
Victor had never mentioned anything in the company belonging to Lily, much less the entity as a whole! There was nothing about the company that implied their connection, which was what confused me even more.
Lily noticed my shock and looked at me with a smug smile. "Actually, it's not of your concern. Simply put, Victor is just too good to me. I mean, I understand you're married and everything, but you don't understand him like I do. Or maybe he just doesn't value you that much?
"You're not actually serious, are you?" I was almost unable to control my anger.
Lily shook her head. "Don’t speak to me in that manner, I'm simply telling the truth. You've known him for all of what? 3 years? Why do you think you know Victor like I do?"
"Lily!" Victor reprimanded. "That’s enough."
"But…" Lily's expression changed. She pouted her lip with tears welling at the base of her eyes. "I'm only looking out for you! I'm really not trying to cause any tension or stir trouble, I promise…"
Victor's features relaxed as he patted Lily's back. "I know you're just looking out for me; it's okay."
And once again, all she had to do was pout and he forgave her. It was like an endless, annoying cycle.
I rubbed the sides of my head with my fingers and closed my eyes. This was giving me a headache.
What did she mean that the company was made for her? Just what kind of position did she actually hold? What other secrets could he be keeping from me?
As much as I wanted to ask those questions, I bit my tongue. The last thing I needed was to give Lily ammunition to ridicule me down the line. I was done with it.
"Are you two finished? If so, please leave." I said abruptly. "Now."
Victor placed a hand on Lily's shoulder, "Em, I just—"
"Just leave."
Victor sighed and gently urged Lily out before closing the door.
Once I was finally left alone, I sank back down on the same chair. Now I wanted nothing more than to go home and crawl into bed.
Work was supposed to be my safe haven, but the hurricane named "Lily" had destroyed it.
Lily's words about the company being created for her ran rampant in my mind.
So… Has Victor's hard work ever been towards our future?
For the first time in our years together, I wondered if Victor ever truly belonged to me. I wondered if his heart was mine, as mine was his.
A tightness coiled around my heart and threatened to take hold, but I forced the thoughts out of my head. I was at work, and that was what I needed to focus on. The company had a new flagship design after all.
As the hours ticked by and I was deep into my work, a sudden ring from the office phone jolted me from my focus.
"Good afternoon, Mrs. Russo." A polite female voice greeted me. It was Rosalie, Victor's secretary.
Rosalie was the only one in the company who knew that I was married to Victor, yet her attitude towards me never changed. She had always been so kind, and kept true to her promise of keeping our marriage a secret.
"Mr. Russo has requested your presence at his office as soon as you're available. He says the transfer agreement papers are ready for you to sign."
Oh, so he didn't go back on his word? Interesting.
Despite that, I'm glad that this opportunity to see him came. I knew what I wanted to ask him.
"Okay, tell him I'll be there shortly." I replied.
When I arrived at Victor's office, he wasn't there. On top of his desk sat a neat stack of paperwork. Out of curiosity, I flipped through them.
TRANSFER OF SHARES AGREEMENT.
Suddenly, strong arms gently enveloped my waist and pulled me into a gentle embrace. It was warm, and reassuring. The familiar feeling told me it was Victor.
I wanted nothing more than to feel safe and comforted in his arms, but I hadn’t forgotten why I was actually here.
“You need to tell me the truth, Victor. What's the deal with this company and Lily? What happened between you and her?”
"It's really not that complicated, Em. We're just friends." Victor started to explain. "Like I told you at the hospital, we almost got into a really bad accident when we were kids. We were playing by the river creek near our house—catching butterflies and collecting rocks. But the current grew out of control out of nowhere, and she saved my life by pulling me to safety. So, for her, butterflies hold a special meaning."
The story was surprisingly… touching. It made me feel something beyond irritation and jealousy towards Lily. For once, I actually felt sympathy for her.
It made me understand more why Victor seemed to prioritize Lily a lot.
"So, if butterflies hold that kind of meaning for her, why did you choose it as the symbol for the company?"
"That's a completely different story. I was standing right outside of this very building, at my wit's end trying to get a loan approved when I happened to see a monarch butterfly land in a flowerpot next to me. It was then that I found the strength to try one more bank for a loan, and they ended up expediting my process to get it approved. That was the first step in my career, so it felt right to name the company after that butterfly."
Victor gave me a half-smile. “I know I still hold onto a lot of guilt for what happened to Lily. But what I do for her doesn't change that you are the most important person in my life now, okay?”
Victor wrapped his arms around me and pulled me in gently, and placed a tender kiss against my lips.
I couldn't resist him despite how mad he made me before, as I wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders and kissed him back.
As my defenses melted, I turned to his desk and grabbed a pen. In smooth writing, I signed the transfer agreement with ease.
Victor's smile was soft. "I'm sorry for everything. I've been ignoring you and just being a crappy husband. After tomorrow's Gala dinner, I promise to take you out—just me and you."
"I'm going to hold you to that promise." My smile widened as his reassurance and sweet words wrapped around me like a blanket.
Victor's lips tilted up into a smirk, as his eyes ran down my body.
Just as the warmth of happiness soothed my nerves, Victor's text tone rang repeatedly. When he pulled out his phone, my eyes narrowed and suddenly the room went cold.
A flurry of text messages flooded Victor's notification bar—and they were all from Lily.
But there was one that stood out the most.
Lily: Youre not still thinking about giving Emelia those shares… are you??? :/
Emelia's POVThe love and warmth of our shared moment vanished like a water droplet against scorching pavement. Irritation crawled up my spine at the sight of her texts.Especially when she was still questioning what was supposed to be Victor's decision on the matter of the shares."Lily seems to still be concerned about my decision about giving you the company shares. But don't worry, I won't be going back on my word. She means well, though."Ding! Ding! Ding! Ding!Then four more text messages came in."It seems like she has more to complain about." I answered flatly.Victor turned his phone so it would face me. "Look for yourself. None of it should be that important during work hours anyway."Lily: Emelia really isn’t up to the task. She’s only fit to be an employee. Don’t let marriage cloud your judgment :(Lily: How can I not worry about you? In the company, I not only have to look out for you, but also manage my own work. It's exhausting!Lily: All this paperwork is giving me a h
Emelia's POV"What do you mean I look like you?" I couldn't help but blurt out and ask.When I first saw Lily at the hospital, this entire time, I always thought that she looked like me. Now given how their relationship predated what I had with Victor, it didn't even cross my mind that it was the other way around—me looking like her.My stomach started to churn at the possibilities of her words and our looks.Was there a possibility that I was simply Lily's replacement?Still, I kept my face as natural as I could make it, and tried to hold the vomit that threatened to rise."I mean, look at us! " Lily placed her hands on her hips. "Same long, wavy brown hair—even our natural highlighting matches. Oh! And that beauty mark on the side of your face. There's definitely no copying that!" "You know, I couldn't help but notice the same thing when I first met you…" I agreed. "Isn't that a little bit weird, Victor?""Is it?" Victor tilted his head. "Brown hair seems a little common, no?""That
Emelia's POVWhat in the actual hell? What did Lily mean by that?I was completely blindsided. Even with these doubts, I didn't think the extent of their "friendship" ran like this. Victor had reassured me time and time again.So had he been lying this entire time?I could just barely hold back my tears, but I clasped my hand over my mouth so I could.I remained hidden in the shadows as I diverted all of my attention to their conversation.Despite not being the type to generally eavesdrop, I knew in this instance, I needed to. I needed to hear just exactly what was going on between them, even though I wasn't sure if I could take any more heartache for the night.But it was time I found out the extent of their relationship—the truth. Even though I knew it'd hurt me."Don't start, Lily. I'm not the one to blame here!" I heard Victor say."Why are you so afraid to face the truth?" Lily almost screamed. "The truth that your marriage was a mistake, just like mine!”"You don't get to talk
Emelia's POVFor a while, there was nothing but black surrounding me. If this was the afterlife, this was depressing. However, it seemed like the spirits had a different plan for me. Beep… Beep… Beep…I heard the steady beeping of a machine. I felt my consciousness being pulled by the reality of being alive. As I slowly opened my eyes, a sharp pain ran pierced my head and ran down the side of my body.It made me wince and groan slightly."Emmy, please…" A familiar, warm voice of a woman pleaded. "I need you to wake up. Please…"The fluorescent lights above were blinding, but I opened my eyes nonetheless. I looked around the immaculately clean beige, plain room I was in."W-where am I?" I managed to say, although my voice was hoarse."Emelia!" The woman's voice cheered. "You're finally awake! It's about time! I couldn't imagine life without you, bestie!"I shook my head slightly and looked up to a pair of smiling blue eyes and golden blonde hair. It was Alexis."Y-you're here." I smil
Emelia's POV"For once, would it kill you to believe in the truth?" I asked.A few beats of silence passed between us and at first, I couldn't read Victor's expression. There was no sign of inner conflict or consideration to what I'd just told him.Then, it seemed like the dots were trying to connect, as Victor frowned at me. "What are you talking about? Lily would never lie to me about something so serious.""There's no way you're being serious, right? She literally called me an "annoying telemarketer trying to scam you"." I recalled Lily's words and repeated them with a hiss."Emelia." Victor's tone was low.What was he going to say now?But the door was opened abruptly by someone I didn’t expect, with a sobbing that I am familiar with and hate “I know you doubt me but things didn’t like the case!” It was Lily. She almost cried, she was so wronged.“Victor, you will believe me, right? ”"What a surprise. Unable to take accountability for your actions? How are you not tired of keepi
Emelia's POV"Em, I really am sorry for not getting here sooner. I hope you can forgive me." Victor ran his fingers through my hair slowly as he stroked my head.I sat still underneath his touch, but felt my headache ease up a little. Despite his now gentle and caring attitude, I didn't know how I was supposed to react to all of this.Before, I thought Victor was the perfect, devoted husband. Now that Lily came back into the picture, everything changed.I couldn't even tell if he was my husband anymore."Em..." Victor's voice distracted me from my thoughts. "I really am sorry. After I dropped Lily off at her apartment, I knew that I messed up and had to come straight home to you. It's where I thought you were. But when you weren't picking up any of my calls, I got so worried."Victor took my hand in his. "When I saw you weren't home I... I didn't know what to do..."A part of myself felt touched to hear Victor was actually worried about me. But it still didn't feel like enough.He cou
Emelia's POVWhy was Lily here? Had I no safe haven away from her?And how did she know my mother-in-law, Bernadette? Why was she hiding behind her like a child?Bernadette smiled at Victor as she ushered Lily through the door. She pushed her way past me, and bumped into my shoulder while doing so. It was like I was invisible.Unfortunately this was her typical treatment of me. She made it painfully clear how much she disliked me. For whatever reason, she always thought I was unworthy of her son—no matter how much I proved my love and no matter what he said in my defense.As I closed the door behind them, I noticed how Bernadette linked her arm with Lily's. She even stroked her hair out her face like a mother would a daughter. There was love in her eyes and she wore an easy smile.Did Lily have her claws in Bernadette too?"What brings you two here?" Victor asked casually.Bernadette placed her hands on her hips and looked at Victor with a disapproving expression. "I'm here so you a
Emelia's POVThere was no way in hell Bernadette just said what I thought she did. Right? She didn't just suggest that Lily live in my home? So my husband could take care of her?Could Bernadette see the smoke coming out of my ears? Could she tell that it felt like she'd just slapped me in the face?"No, absolutely not!" I said in an exasperated tone. "That is out of the question and completely out of line!"Bernadette rolled her eyes at me and diverted her attention to Victor. "Oh, come now, dearest son. You don't think I'm being unreasonable, do you?"Victor avoided my gaze that I was burning into him. His lips pushed into a thin line as he hesitated to give an answer.But I knew him better—I knew exactly what he was going to say. Just the suspense of waiting for him to confirm my suspicions made me want to vomit.Victor sighed. "No, mother. You're not being unreasonable.""Oh, Victor!" Lily squealed. She wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tight. "This is going to be so exci
Emelia's POVIt was another day of sitting idly by my window and staring at photos of potential properties in Italy; from seaside condos, to lovely villas in the countryside. Over the past few days, I hadn't gotten any closer to making a decision on Lady Ruby's offer.It was on my mind constantly.But I was still caught up in the sentimentality of this place, despite wanting so badly to start fresh. This was a dream offer—a once in a lifetime opportunity. Even though I knew it'd be a stupid decision to turn down something like this, there was something in my heart that was anchoring me to this place.This place that caused me so much pain…I sighed and closed my laptop. My mind was still a muddied mess, especially after my encounter with Victor from a few days ago.Which I hadn't stopped thinking about, unfortunately. For whatever reason, my sleeping consciousness seemed to mirror Victor's hopefulness.But there was one thing I was still caught up on."I wish it was as simple as letti
Victor's POV"I did it for your own good" My mother cried. "You weren't taking things seriously, so I had to put my foot down! You made a promise to take care of Lily through it all—how is this any different, huh?"To take my promise from all those years ago and to weaponize it against my autonomy and free-will almost sent me over the edge.I thought I was numb from all the frustrations and grief of the divorce and losing my child with Emelia… But damn if this betrayal from my mother didn't slice me open again and leave another wound for me to tend later.How could she do this to me? Were parents not supposed to look out in the best interest of their child? Could she not see how selfish she was in only considering Lily's feelings?As those thoughts came to my mind, it hit me then.Everything that was happening to me, I'd done to Emelia. All the betrayal and the hurt I was experiencing, she'd experienced at my hands.That revelation nearly broke me in two.How the hell could I have bee
Victor's POVLily started the rumor.She was the one that LIED to the world about me being her fiancé.She betrayed me.Why? Why was she doing this? We never agreed to this!It didn't matter how I felt for her in the past; if I wanted to marry her, I would've asked!As those thoughts materialized in my mind, a lightbulb in my head went off. It was like I'd reached a realization of something that should've been so obvious.Lily wasn't the woman I wanted to marry. As much as I cared for her, and would do anything for her, she wasn't the one who I made my promises to.The thought of promising my life to someone else… Something about it made my heart ache, like someone was squeezing it with all their might.What was this feeling? Why was it so overwhelming?I shook the thoughts away, knowing that if I dwelled too long, I would've suffocated under its weight."Victor!" Rosalie's voice finally cut through the deep fog that was still clouding my mind."I'm sorry, I'm sorry…" I took a sharp in
Victor's POV"What the hell is this?!" My voice boomed within the workspace. The speculating whispers and chitter chatter halted, and everything and everyone froze. "Is this some kind of joke?!"My gaze burned into the eyes of those who dared to meet mine. No one had an answer; many of them looked away under the weight of my fury. They were all quiet, and perhaps they truly had no idea what this was supposed to be. But I didn't care. I wasn't looking to spare anyone with how much of a horrible mood I'd been in for the past few days—hell, more like a little over a month at this point.My heart was torn to pieces with the loss of my child and the divorce.I didn't want to remarry!I didn't want to claim a child I had no recollection of even conceiving!No one was taking my thoughts and feelings into consideration, which pissed me off even more! I'm considered one of the wealthiest CEOs in this region. So why in the hell was I being coerced into doing things I didn't want to do?No one i
Victor's POVFor the last three days, I'd banished myself from my home and lived within the confines of my office. It made me grateful that I took the contractor's consideration into renovating a small, bachelor's penthouse in the space above my office when he'd offered it.It seemed like he knew a thing or two about needing to escape one's house from time to time.Over the course of those few days of respite, I hadn't responded to a single message my mother or Lily sent me. A part of me knew it was unfair to treat them like this, but I truly couldn't bring myself to care.My mind and heart were caught up in a storm, and I couldn't see a way to save myself from the damage it was inflicting. There was no making a rational decision when there was only one thing—one person—I could think about.And she wanted nothing to do with me.To prevent myself and my mind from spiraling again, I decided to drown myself in as much work as I could. Especially since there were still matters of the plagi
Victor's POVThe full moon hung high and bright in the night sky tonight, but not even its soft light could penetrate the darkness in my mind. I took another swig of alcohol, hoping its bitterness would distract me from my thoughts, but even that was a useless attempt. Ever since Emelia told me to leave, I’d been clinging on to the way her voice sounded; to the image of her brown hair falling in waves past her shoulders; and how the scent of her vanilla-strawberry fragrance lingered onto my clothing when she’d grabbed me by the collar. She may have sent me away, but I wanted nothing more than to see her again, and to hear her voice. I even toyed with the idea of showing up at her doorstep on my knees. But what could I possibly say to her now? What more could I do to convince her to let me back in, even if it was just for a little while? I’d secluded myself in my room for the last few hours after my mother had been relentlessly pestering me about marriage. It was all she ever spoke
Emelia's POV"I'll call you back later, okay?" I spoke in a rushed tone. As much as I didn't want to end this conversation between Alexis and I, I needed to see what Lady Ruby had to say. Especially after everything that happened."Okay, but don't keep me in suspense for too long!""Trust me; the cliffhanger will be worth the wait!"I hung up on Alexis and immediately picked up Lady Ruby's call."I'm sorry," I said almost immediately. "I was on the phone with a friend of mine. I hope I didn't keep you waiting for too long."No, not at all. Is now not a good time?""I'm free to talk!" I said a little too quickly. "Is everything okay?"There was a moment of hesitation before Lady Ruby spoke up again. "I know it's rather late, but are you free right now? I feel as though this is something we may need to discuss in person."Something about that statement made me feel uneasy, but I knew it had to be something of importance if she was asking to see me so late. I looked up at the clock and sa
Emelia's POVMy encounter with Victor was exhausting; the weight of the words spoken weighing down my shoulders like a boulder. As soon as my head hit the pillow, sleep claimed me just as fast.If I wasn't reliving the nightmare of losing my child, then I wasn't dreaming. Oftentimes, I found relief in the black of nothingness.But this dream was still nothing short of a nightmare. Just in the way I wasn't expecting.It took me back to the days before Lily came back into the picture—when Victor and I were happy.Stolen kisses in the breakroom when no one else was around.Late dinners if one of us ended up staying late for work.Doing chores in our underwear, dancing to whatever music was playing.Sunbathing under the summer sun at our beach house.It was a nightmare of what used to be; of what could've been had Lily not come back and ruined things. It broke my heart even more to think about how Victor wasn't happy during any of it.I watched the memories unfold before me like it was a m
Emelia's POVVictor fell silent; the space between us grew thicker and heavier with the weight of the words he wouldn't speak. His silence stretched for a long time. Too long.Dread and despair settled at the pit of my stomach, swirling into something horrible. Because in this silence, I was able to recognize this for what it was—an admission.Victor knew that if he physically had to say those words out loud, then everything he said to me was just dust on the wind. All the sentiments of him caring; his sadness; his regret—it would've truly meant nothing if he admitted to being the father of Lily's child.But he didn't need to say it. I already knew.Rage and sorrow blanketed my mind like a darkness. There was no light holy or divine enough to penetrate rational thoughts. My heart quickened as it pounded against my chest like a wild animal. Blood coursed through my veins and boiled beneath my skin.I was determined to show this man the hell he dragged me down to.Without thinking, I lu