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Chapter 84 - Desperate Cry
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2024-10-29 19:42:56It hurts so much, and my eyes sting. I can't bear it any longer. Silently, tears welled up due to the overwhelming hatred I felt for these people who have done nothing but harm me. I wanted to ask each of them about what I did to deserve such treatment, but even speaking felt draining.
I struggled to catch my breath, trying to compose myself, but it only heightened my emotions, especially when I recalled everything, he did to me last night. I sighed forcefully and looked up at him, his gaze unwavering.
"Why are you putting me through this? Do you realize the torment you've caused me? What do you want from me?" I pleaded, my voice breaking.
He averted his eyes and turned away. I bit my lower lip and let out a despairing sigh. I can't put into words the agony I'm going through. I just don't know how to define this torment anymore.
I yearn to go home! I miss my daughter terribly! I long for the comfort of holding her, even for a moment, to ease the consuming
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