Regina’s POV
Is she calling me…a tramp?
I stare at her unbelievably while holding tears in my eyes.
I’ve never been called this way in my entire life! When I was little, my grandpa used to call me “sweet cupcake” and my parents called me “baby angel.” My brother Gray is the only one who called me by my name. But the way he said my name made me felt so much in love.
Yet ever since I married Nigel, I was referred by others as “filthy rat” “trash” “little piece of shit” and now… “tramp.”
Why did I have to put up with all these humiliations! Was it simply because I loved Nigel?
“You—You take it back!” I gritted out, “I don’t like you calling me that…”
Angel suddenly burst into laughter, “Are you telling me what to do now? Nigel, are you going to let your wife disrespect me like that?”
“Regina!” Nigel snapped glaring at me, “Apologize to Miss Angel right now! She is our Alpha’s daughter. The noblest lady in this pack!”
I looked at Angel in a daze and suddenly realized something.
This girl Angel was the person Melany wanted Nigel to marry. Even Nigel regretted marrying me instead of Angel.
And I could see why everybody preferred Angel instead of me. She was beautiful, confident, and fierce, just like a spoiled little princess.
I was like that once before I married Nigel. But now my skin was no longer soft, my hair no longer silky and even my hands were getting gnarled.
But even so…Even so! Shouldn’t Nigel stand by me? I was his wife. Shouldn’t he defend his wife regardless of what happened.
Had he forgotten about our wedding vows already?
I stared at their holding hands and felt a stab at my heart.
Why was Nigel doing this to me? Didn’t he love me anymore? No…he couldn’t be…It must be because of this debt!
Everything would be fine again if I could help him pay back his debt!
“How much do you own them, Nigel?” I plucked up my courage and asked them.
“The number will shock you to death! Why the hell are you asking about it?” Nigel snapped impatiently.
“B—Because—I can help you as well!” I squeezed my old apron, feeling very nervous. “You don’t need Miss Angel. I am here for you. Just…just come back to me and everything will still be fine!”
My family had disowned me when I married Nigel. But I believed that they would still be willing to help me if I asked them.
Especially my brother Gray. He couldn’t stand seeing me in trouble. He had always been my biggest protector since childhood.
I could help Nigel if he let me.
Yet Angel suddenly burst into a loud round of laughter the next second. She laughed so hard that her body was rocking from back to forth.
“You? You help Nigel?” she cried and walked towards me, “Do you have any idea how much he owned? I bet you haven’t seen that much money in your entire life!”
She showed me three fingers.
I quivered and made a random guess, “…Three billion?”
Angel froze as though she didn’t think I was capable of making such a wild guess. Then she quickly arranged her look and snapped, “Three million! How about that? You don’t even worth one third of that if we sell you to a hundred men!”
I let out a small sigh of relief.
It was only three million. It was much less than I had expected.
Hope surged up in my heart—I really did have a shot of helping Nigel!
“It’s only 3 million! Trust me, Nigel. I can help you!” I can’t wait to tell Nigel about this great news, “Just tell Miss Angel to go back and we can talk about—Ahh!”
A hot slap landed on my check! Angel slapped so hard that my ears had turned deaf momentarily and my vision became blur. I fell to the ground and swallowed a mouth full of blood down.
When that ringing sound in my head receded and I got some of my hearings back, I heard Angel screaming furiously:
“Who does she think she is? Asking me to go back? I AM the alpha’s daughter! I can stay anywhere I want! I can ask my father to expel her if I want!”
And Nigel was trying to ease her off, “I know…I know sweetie. She is a dumbass fool. She probably mistook ‘three million’ with ‘three thousand.’ It’s not worth it to be angry with her.”
“We should sell her off tonight—”
“We still need her to serve my boss, remember? If she does it right, they will get me that ambassador job. And I’ll get the chance to go to Ever Moon Pack. That’s the strongest pack in the world! Just think about the honor it brings me!”
I quivered on the floor and wanted to say something. But a sharp pain came from my mouth as soon as I opened it. I must have hurt my tongue when Angel slapped me.
Angel was still furious. And I heard Nigel talking patiently to her, trying to ease off her fume.
He was never this patient with me. To me, he was always yelling and grumpy.
I looked up shakily and found them walking away together. Nigel pulled Angel into his arms and planted a kiss on her forehead. He didn’t even mind me watching as though he didn’t think I was his wife anymore.
Their back disappeared into the darkness. And only then did I recover enough strength to pull myself off ground.
Something warm streamed down my face. It tasted salty. I didn’t know if it was blood or tear.
Staggered back into the house, I climbed up to the attic, where my room was at.
Nigel chased me out of his room a week after our wedding. He said I snorted too loudly. But I never snorted in my entire life.
So now I was living in the attic, where they kept their old junks in. The attic was hot in the summer and cold in the winter. It leaked every time it rained. And I had to share the room with rats and cockroach.
But nevertheless, it was a room to myself.
I climbed up to my room and flipped my mattress over. Underneath it kept a small handbag. It was made of very expensive leather but seemed old and battered now.
It was the only thing I brought out my family when I left.
Reaching into the handbag, I pulled out an old phone. I hadn’t used it for a very long time, so the battery was out.
I charged it for half an hour, and it finally turned on. I opened my contact. There was only one number stored in there.
My brother Gray’s number.
But at this moment, I started to be reluctant again.
What would my brother say if I called him? Would he say that I was stupid? Would he refuse to help me? Would he even not wanted to pick up?
But then I remembered the last time we met before I left home.
He pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly, so tight that he was nearly suffocating me. I could feel his breathing was ragged as though he was about to cry.
But my brother was a tough and strong man.
He never cried.
“Call me if you need anything.” He shoved that phone into my pocket, “And remember to come back to me…if anything happens.”
My brother loved me too much.
The world would turn its back on me, but he wouldn’t.
He would never, ever see me suffer and choose to do nothing.
Making up my mind, I dialed that number.
It ringed. And my heart had jumped up to my throat along with it. On the third thing, it finally came through and a familiar voice came out of the speaker, slightly shaking:
“…Regina?”
I covered my mouth to stifle a sob.
I didn’t know it before I heard his voice but now I did…
I missed him.
I missed Gray so, so much.
Regina’s POV“Regina…Is that you? God, just say something please!” he growled.I nodded, crying. Then I realized that he couldn’t see me on the phone. I finally spoke up with a shaky voice:“Yes…Gray…It’s me. I—I’ve missed you.”SO MUCH.Gray let out a harsh and ragged breath and his voice turned hoarse, “I miss you too…Every single day since you left. What happened? Why are you calling me all of a sudden? Is everything OK? Is that bastard treating you alright?”He threw too many questions at me at once. I didn’t know which one to answer first.Just when I was hesitating what I should say to him, I heard a low voice on his side, “Alpha, everyone is expecting you in the meeting room. The messenger from Shadow Valley Pack was about to present the business treaty to you.”Shadow Valley Pack?This was the name of the pack I was currently at! That was Nigel’s pack.But how came I didn’t know Gray was doing business with Shadow Valley?Yet on second thought, I had left home for over a year
Regina’s POVAn escaped slave?I couldn’t believe my ears.I wasn’t a slave. I was Nigel’s wife!And why did Miss Angel issue my search order anyway? Did Nigel tell her that I left? Did he want me captured?But I hadn’t done anything wrong. I did sneak out of my house, but I was meeting my brother. I would come home tomorrow.Why did they over-react like this?I didn’t dare to breath too loudly nor move around my body. I was afraid that they would notice me here.The group of guards finished with their questioning and moved down the road to continue with their search. I waited in the bush for them to go away and finally came out.This whole thing is so confusing. But I was sure that there was some sort of misunderstanding in this.My top priority now is to meet with my brother and to get the money. And after that, I would explain everything to Nigel. Hopefully he would understand.Those guards were everywhere. So I couldn’t take the main road. Now the only way left to go is to travel
Regina’s POV“Gray…” I murmured.Tears blurred my eyes again. I struggled to blink them away just to get a clear sight of him.It was really him.Those deep-set green eyes, that straight nose, that perfect jawline…Everything about him was exactly how I remembered him. He hadn’t changed a bit.Yet he did become more formidable. I could see that Alpha aura in him even more clearly now than when I left home.I knew girls at my age all thought that Nigel was the handsome one. But they were wrong. That was because they hadn’t met my brother.My dear brother, Gray.The current Alpha of Ever Moon Pack.He was the most handsome man I had ever seen in my entire life.“Regina…You are bleeding!”He caught my hand and put it on his cheek. I could feel his whole-body trembling.“I will kill that fucking bastard!” he hissed frantically, “I swear—I will thread him into a million pieces!”I shivered and was intimidated by his burning rage. Just then a soldier ran close and cried, “Alpha! They are run
Regina’s POVI covered my mouth with tears forming in my eyes.He said he was going to protect me no matter what and he kept his promise. I was married already and yet he was still defending me in front of the others.But I couldn’t let him do that by himself. I needed to stand by his side.Taking in a deep breath, I raised my hand and knocked on the door.An elderly voice answered, “Come in.”I pushed the door open and carefully stepped into the room.This inner room was very spacious and glamorous. It was designed for the Alpha to review documents and meet with his cabinet members. There was a huge floor-to-ceiling window overlooking the entire castle. And a large map was hung by the wall. With a quick peek, I saw a red circle marking Shadow Valley on the map.There were four people sitting and Gray was the only one standing in front of them with his hands behind his back.Seeing me walk in, he immediately turned to me and frowned, “What are you doing here, Regina? You need to rest.
Regina’s POVGray and grandpa came into the dining room half an hour later.Grandpa looked preoccupied. Didn’t his talk with Gray go well?I peeked at Gray as he sat down by my side. Contrary to grandpa, my brother seemed at ease.I wanted to know what they talked about. I would feel terrible if grandpa blamed Gray for bringing back.“Hey,” I lowered my voice and whispered with a voice only the two of us could hear. “What did you and grandpa—”“Regina.”Grandma called and interrupted me. Looking up, I found her smiling at me warmly and she pushed a plate of deserts towards me.“This is Chestnut Chocolate Cake, your favorite. Go ahead and have a try,” she encouraged.Grandpa frowned, “she shouldn’t have desert before the main course.”Yet grandma gave him a glare, “Regina can do anything she wants when she is at home.”“Grandma is right.” Gray agreed and handed me a dessert fork.I looked down hiding the stupid grin on my face and took a large bite. It was delicious, even more deliciou
Regina’s POVThe words “Shadow Valley” made me sway on my spot.What were people from Shadow Valley doing here? Did Nigel send them? Were they here to capture me back?But they couldn’t. Nigel didn’t know anything about who I really was. Unless…Unless he had found that out?“Regina.”A large hand grabbed my shoulder and helped me regain my balance.Gray looked down at me with a serious look on his face, “Don’t worry. Nobody can force you to do anything. You are home.”I stared back at him in a daze and gradually breathed out.He was right. This was Ever Moon Pack. Gray was the Alpha here. No one could force me to do anything I didn’t like.“You should go back to your room and have some rests,” Gray gently pushed a lock of hair out of my face and smiled. “How about we meet again for dinner?”I clenched my fists plucking up my courage and said, “No. I…I want to come with you.”“To meet the messenger from Shadow Valley?” Gray frowned, “I don’t think you will like what that person have go
Regina’s POVI felt hurt and betrayed more than ever.Was that how Nigel thought of me always—lowly house slave that he and Melany could boss around?Nigel was my first love. I left my family, I gave up the comfortable life I had, I even broke my brother Gray’s heart just to be with him.But was it true that he had never taken me as his wife?I couldn’t let this go. I had to confront him face to face. I needed to know what I was in his heart.Taking in a deep breath, I turned to Gray and said, “Can you summon Nigel here? I want to have a word with him.”Gray seemed furious.“Why do you still want to meet with that bastard?” he snapped, “I won’t allow it! Especially since I know now what he has done to you!”I knew he was concerned.And I tried to talk peacefully with him, “Don’t worry, Gray. I just need to talk to Nigel and ask him what he meant when—”“Why do you still need that?!” Gray grabbed me by my shoulder, his voice getting louder, “I saw them chasing you in the woods. I saw a
Regina’s POV“Regina?!” he asked again just to be sure. And he took a few steps towards me with an astonished look on his face, “Fuck…it’s really you! Where the hell have you been?”I stood on my stop stiffly.I wasn’t ready to see him just yet.I thought I would be surrounded by people I knew—Gray or at least my maid Maya—when Nigel and I met again. That way I would be perfectly safe, and Nigel wouldn’t dare to hurt me.Yet here I was, cornered by him alone at the outside with no one to back me up.“I asked you a question. Didn’t you hear me?”Nigel started to get impatient and reached out to grab me. A chill was sent down my spine when his hand caught my wrist. And at that moment, all my miserable memories from the last one year flashed back to me.“L…Let go…of me…please…”I stuttered and tried to break free from him. But my body betrayed me. Every fiber of my body was shivering in fear. I couldn’t act normally around Nigel.With Nigel, I was no longer the princes of Ever Moon Pack;
Regina’s POVThe next morning, the dining hall was buzzing with chatter. All the Luna candidates were seated, enjoying an elaborate breakfast spread, but the conversation wasn’t about the food. Everyone was talking about last night’s commotion.I kept my head down, pretending to be enjoying my plate of fruit and pastries. But my ears were tuned in to every word, trying to gauge what people knew or suspected. The girls were all putting on airs, acting casual, but you could tell the curiosity was eating them up.Claire, the candidate Kelly had praised so highly before, was holding court at the center of attention. A few girls surrounded her, hanging on to every word she said, as she dramatically recounted being woken up by the guards. Her voice was full of exaggerated fear.“And then,” Claire said, batting her long lashes, “just before breakfast, I bumped into Alpha Gray in the hallway! He asked if I was alright after all the fuss last night. Can you believe it? He was so sweet, so cons
Regina’s POVThe rooms for us Luna candidates were in the East Wing of the palace, far away from where Gray and my family lived in the East Wing. It was like they wanted to keep us as far away from the royal family as possible.But for me, that distance didn’t matter—I had grown up here. I knew every brick and shadow of this place.The door swung open without a sound and I left my room. My heart pounded, but I reassured myself that nobody would bother guarding a bunch of noble girls. Sure enough, the hallways were empty, lit only by the dim glow of the moonlight filtering through the windows.I moved carefully, making sure that I was quieter than a cat. The familiar turns of the corridors brought back memories, like when I played hide-and-seek with my maids around here...NO. Don't go there. The task at hand first, Regina.Left, then right, down a narrow staircase. Finally, I stopped at a section of the wall that looked unremarkable to anyone else but was etched in my memory.I lifted
Regina’s POVI kept my head down, trying to ignore the stares of the other girls as I settled into my seat. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself. Maybe sitting far away from Gray was actually a good thing. At least this way, there was less chance he’d catch onto my disguise.It wasn’t long before Gray showed up.The whole energy in the courtyard shifted immediately. I looked up, and there he was, and my heart sank. He looked so good—regal and charming at the same time. I didn’t think anyone else could pull it off like that, just him. He had this natural aura that made every girl here blush just by looking at him.He walked over, greeting everyone with a smile, and it was like he was a totally different person from the one I’d seen in the office. He was gentle, his voice warm as he spoke to the other girls. I could hear them giggling, their faces all red with excitement as they got his attention, one after another. It was so different from how he treated me. The difference made
Regina’s POVStanding at the office door, my heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest.I wasn't ready for this—not even a little bit.The servant said someone would check my files, but why was Gray here? He's the Alpha. He's too above these kinds of things.Of all people, why him?!I couldn't think straight, and before I knew it, the door clicked shut behind me. The noise startled me, and I jumped a little. Gray slowly turned from the window to look at me. His eyes locked on me with a cold, indifferent curiosity, like I was just another piece of paperwork he had to deal with.My heart ached. He used to look at me with so much love and passion. And now it was all gone."You must be Alicia," he said, his voice flat and emotionless. It had been so long since I'd heard his voice. A shiver ran down my spine—suddenly I was reminded of the role I was playing. I wasn't Regina anymore. I was Alicia.I nodded, my heart pounding, trying to keep my face neutral. "Yes, Alpha Gray," I m
Regina’s POVAs I walked into Alicia’s hotel, I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself.The luxurious lobby was even more intimidating now that I wasn’t just passing through—I had to blend in, become Alicia for real.I adjusted my posture, squared my shoulders, and headed toward the elevator.As the doors slid shut behind me, I caught my reflection in the mirrored walls.With my pale gold hair and Alicia’s refined clothing, I looked the part. But on the inside, my heart was pounding.When I stepped out of the elevator and approached Alicia’s suite, two guards stationed by the door immediately straightened up, their eyes widening with surprise.…Did they sense something?My stomach twisted into a knot, but I forced a smile and nodded at them, hoping they couldn’t hear the rapid thud of my heart.“Lady Alicia, you’re back!” one of them cried his tone a mix of relief and concern. “You had us worried when you disappeared a couple of days ago.”I swallowed hard, keeping my voice stead
Regina’s POVAlicia’s lips parted, and for a moment, she was at a loss for words.“You… want to go in my place?” she repeated, her voice low with disbelief. “Are you insane? Do you even know what you're getting yourself into?”“Yeah…I know exactly what I’m doing.”Alicia hesitated, staring at me like I’d lost my mind, “You don’t understand. Being Alpha Gray’s Luna isn’t some fairy tale—it’s a cage. People will scrutinize your every move. Most girls entering the contest dream about being with him, but you’ll quickly realize that being his Luna isn’t about love or happiness. It’s about power. He’s not looking for a soulmate; he’s looking for someone strong enough to manage a pack like Ever Moon.”She must have been thinking about these for a while already. And frankly speaking, she wasn’t wrong.I could tell that Alicia wasn’t one of those silly girls. And she was kind enough to warn me about all these.“Is this about money then?” she asked, still looking perplexed. “You want to live a
Regina’s POVI felt a deep ache gnawing at my heart as I stepped out of the memorial center.Gray was moving on, and I was stuck, a fugitive in everyone's eyes.Hover parked the car in a small alley. I wandered to our car, my mind swirling with frustration.“Hey.” he got out of the car the moment he saw me in the rear window, “How’d it go?”“…He’s getting married, Hover,” I muttered.Hover froze, “Who?”“Gray. He’s getting married!” Tears welled up in my eyes at this moment, “And there’s nothing I can do to stop it! And I also can’t even get close enough to figure out what really happened to Grandpa. It’s like…I’m completely powerless!”“Take it easy. We’ll figure out a way eventually—”“But I don’t want to take things slowly! Soon Gray will be engaged to a woman that I don’t even know of and everything will be over then!” I growled, unable to control my strong emotions.Hover narrowed his eyes slightly, his gaze became sharp.“Regina, why are you so upset about your brother getting m
Regina’s POV…Gray.The world around me seemed to blur. All I could focus on was him.My eyes became blur as I looked at him, tears welling up.It had been so long since I last saw him, so many days filled with anguish and pain. The day we last met was when Gray got poisoned, the same day I got framed for murdering him.We didn’t even get to speak to each other at that time. I was held down by Torres’s soldiers. And his body was ravaged by the poison coursing through his veins.Seeing him now, standing tall and healthy, a wave of emotion crashed over me.Relief, joy, and sorrow tangled together, making it hard to breathe. My heart ached with the intensity of it.Gray looked just as I remembered, yet different. Stronger, more composed, and his expression was much colder.I wanted nothing more than to run to him, to throw my arms around him and feel the warmth of his embrace. To tell him how much I missed him, how much I loved him.But I couldn’t.I was still a fugitive, still the one t
Regina’s POVThe moment the radio went silent.The full weight of my grandfather’s death crashed down on me.My hands trembled, and so was my soul.The tears I had been holding back spilled over, blurring my vision.I suddenly threw open the door and jumped out. The car was still moving. My feet barely hit the ground before I stumbled and fell, but I didn’t care.The pain in my chest was worse than anything physical.“Fuck…REGINA!!!” Hover shouted.He slammed on the brakes and stopped the car. He jumped out, calling my name, his voice laced with fear.But I didn’t hear him. I was overwhelmed by those emotions.Getting up on my feet, I started running, desperate to escape the reality that had just crashed down on me.Hover caught up to me quickly, grabbing my arm and spun me around.“What the fuck are you doing? You could’ve gotten yourself killed!” he snarled.I jerked away from him, tears streaming down my face as I shouted back, “GOOD! Let me die! What’s the point of living anyway?