Chapter 191 Decisions

(Adeline)

I was back at the place where it felt like a dark cloud was always present.

There were days where the ward got happy news as well, like when someone is cancer-free after months of fighting. They get to ring a bell signifying the end of their treatment.

I always wonder if I would be one of those people who get to walk out of the doors to the oncology ward with happiness and relief filling their chest.

When Dr. Roberts told me he would be increasing my dosage, I didn’t know that this change would affect me so much, but it did. I didn’t tell this to Lydia or Ruby but the simple fact of climbing the stairs to get to my room feels like a chore.

I know that if I told them, one of the rooms on the ground floor would be emptied for me, but that’s what I didn’t want.

If I lived on the ground floor, I would never have the chance to go up the stairs again and I always wanted to push myself, to make sure that I am always up and running.

This seems to be awfully hard recently though. I d