Chapter 154 An Understanding

(Lydia)

“Thomas,” I started, “Please don’t get me wrong when I say this but I feel like we were far too hasty in getting together. We spent almost four years of our lives away from each other and the moment you gained your memories back, it felt like a switch had been turned on.”

Thomas opened his mouth to say something but I stopped him by placing my hand upon his.

“Hear me out first, please,” I gently said. He nodded in reply before I continued, “What I mean to say is that we should have taken our time in getting to know each other properly. I know we went to dinner, but is that really enough? I spent four years of my life with the fact that the man I knew had simply vanished from the face of the Earth.”

“It must have been so cruel, knowing that I was alive somewhere yet I wasn’t the person you knew,” Thomas whispered, a pained smile on his face.

I nodded, swallowing roughly before continuing, “When we reconciled, the four years that we spent apart had changed you, and even with you