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36- Do it again

Author: Hayley
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-17 00:07:29
MICHELL POV.

I was pissed at myself at what happened two nights ago.

At the fact that no matter how much I tried to shove it out of my head, it was still there—like a damn brand on my skin, refusing to fade.

I ran a hand down my face, exhaling sharply as I sat in my office. The morning light streamed through the windows, but it did nothing to clear the fog in my head.

What the hell was I thinking?

I hadn’t lost control like that in years. I hadn't let myself be that weak, but I had with her.

I gritted my teeth, leaning back in my chair. I told myself I had been drunk, that my judgment had been clouded. But that was just a sorry excuse. Being drunk didn’t justify what I did.

I shouldn’t have touched her. I shouldn’t have kissed her.

I damn sure shouldn’t have spent the night in her bed, taking her over and over like a starved man.

I slammed my fist against my desk, the sharp pain grounding me for a second.

This couldn’t happen again. It wouldn’t happen again.

Audrey
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