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DO YOU LOVE HIM?

Author: Authouress Debbie
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Alanna

The walk back to my office felt like I was walking on glass.

Each step was a heavy effort, the weight of the ruined meeting clinging to me like a damp shroud.

I hate him!

I hate her!

I hate my life!

I hate myself for feeling so much for him! I cursed out loud.

Tears welled up in my eyes again, blurring the already hazy cityscape.

How could I have been so stupid?

So naive?

Nolan having sex with Chloe shouldn't have hurt this much.

Logically, I knew it shouldn't. He was married to her, for crying out loud! Married people have sex, that's a fact of life. But logic wasn't winning this battle.

My heart felt like a shattered glass, sharp shards of pain piercing me with every ragged breath.

Reaching my office door, I fumbled for my key, my vision obscured by the traitorous tears.

Finally, the door clicked open, and I practically stumbled inside, collapsing into the plush embrace of my armchair.

Angela, bless her ever-observant heart, appeared at my desk in a flash.

"Alanna?
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