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87 — REGRET

Author: Blaq
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-18 23:56:22

BHYRON

I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up and I think it’s high time I told myself the truth.

Hurting Amani’s feelings is not as satisfying as I thought it would be. Taking my revenge does not fill my heart with joy like I thought it would.

The hurt and confusion in her eyes breaks me every single time. This was supposed to be easy, goddamnit! I was never supposed to feel anything for her. My job would’ve been goddamn easier if those bright, chocolate eyes didn’t appeal to my dark soul every single time.

My goal was to take revenge for all the pain that Amani and her family caused me, but I barely stopped myself from pulling her into my arms just five seconds ago. All I wanted to do was clean her up, hold her and make sure she got a few hours of sleep before the wedding. And that was not the bloody plan!

I slam the door behind me and lean against it, trying to calm my pounding heart.

Anger, raw and venomous stirs in my veins. I’m angry at myself for hurting her and furiou
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