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70 — A QUEEN’S TEARS

Author: Blaq
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-31 00:11:01

AMANI

“I hate him, Zuri. I hate him.” I sob heartbrokenly against her chest. “How could he say something like that? It h-hurts.”

Zuri pats my back soothingly, over and over again. “I’m so sorry, baby. I should’ve come with you.”

I never knew I could outrun Bhyron, but I managed to make it to Zuri’s room and slam the door in his face before he could catch up with me.

It’s been an hour and I’m still a wet, sobbing mess.

It suddenly hits me that I’m not only crying because of Bhyron’s hurtful words. I’m crying because I miss my son terribly. I’ve held myself back from thinking about him for days, but all the memories slammed into me today with the force of a sledgehammer.

My heart hurts. I want to hold him one last time. I miss my baby.

After another twenty minutes of endless crying, Zuri becomes impatient. She pulls me away from her chest with a heavy frown and quickly wipes my face.

“Did you kill your son?” She asks fiercely.

I frown, my face crumpling in a fresh round of tears; “n-n
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Sandra Smelcer
Yes we want their plans
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Sandra Smelcer
They will do some stupid thing at this party, they need to get serious
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Blaq
Of course. Please expect two chapter updates tomorrow. Thank you for reading!
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