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Chapter 19

Author: Crystal Luna
last update Last Updated: 2022-06-08 03:15:11

Isabella's POV

'' I am sorry,'' I whispered as I pulled apart from Aiden.

'' I don't know why I did that. I shouldn't have done that, I am sorry,'' I whispered out again.

'' No Isabella, you don't see me complaining,'' Aiden let out softly as he tried to pull me back to himself.

'' No... Aiden... No, this is a mistake,'' I said. I quickly pulled myself from his grip as I ran back to my room.

My heart felt like it wasn't my own, it was beating so fast in my chest that it felt like it was going to burst out of my chest. I didn't know why I did what I just did, I didn't know why I kissed Aiden.

But even then the kiss we shared felt right, it felt peaceful and serene, not like the chaos I felt on Draco's lips.

''Could there be something more between Aiden and me? Do I really like Aiden like that,'' I asked myself as I allowed my thoughts to run wild.

I know, maybe I like him like that, but if so, why can't I stop myself from thinking about it? Why can I still feel his hands on my skin ev
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