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34. I'll Find You.
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2021-04-10 08:18:16*Sera's POV*
Over the past few days I have tiptoed, waiting for all the other shoes to drop. Doom. Impending doom. Shits gonna go down real bad soon. Tensions in the house are mounting higher and Axar and I seem to be caught in the crosshairs. Dad is shady towards me, Barima and Nox are shady towards eachother. Nox and dad go back and fourth between being allies and trying to outshine one another. Too many Generals, not enough soldiers in this house. Everyone intends to order me around and I'm getting mental whiplash. I'm tired, so utterly tired. Exhausted into my soul. Sleep laughs at me. I wake up as spent as I lie down.
Nox is attached to my hip now. I cannot move without him. There's no reprieve, and I'm too scared to voice my concerns. I just keep replaying all those awful things Nox has done in my mind. The bodies, the torment, the sickly older man named Henry that he deceived and lead to his death. He to
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