MIRANDA
"You don't remember anything from that night?" Quinn asked in a hushed tone, making sure not to disturb the students around us.
We were hauled up in the library since I had an assignment to complete for psychology. Quinn offered to join me, calling it her designated time to study but I knew she had other reasons for doing so. She wanted to check up on me and I was almost certain that she was avoiding Gunnar.
"I remember snip bits but otherwise it's blank and I'm not even attempting to remember. Maybe it's a good thing I forget that night ever happened," I murmured, glaring down at my textbook. It had been opened to the same page for the last hour.
"I mean, that's completely up to you," she began wringing her fingers, a nervous trait of hers — the thing about Quinn was that she had way too many nervous traits. I admired her, though. She never let her doubts stop her, "I hope you realize that Ace isn't going to stop till he finds out who did that to you."
I let out a low groan, scrubbing a hand down my face, "Why didn't you just call Gunnar?"
"Because he would have been too interested in me than you and I knew Ace would focus more on you. It was a smart decision. I mean, he took you home and you're safe," a smirk pulled at the corners of Quinn's pink stained lips as she flicked her wavy strawberry blonde locks over her shoulder, "you should be thanking me."
"Yeah, yeah, you know I'm grateful," I scoffed, ruffling my short jet-black dyed hair that looked as if I hadn't run a brush through it in centuries, "anyway, this assignment is going to be the death of me. I swear."
"What is it about?" Quinn reached over the space between us, grabbing the textbook and skimming through what was written. As she read, a broad smile began to split her lips, and then she chortled, blue eyes shimmering with amusement, "You've got to be kidding me? How have you not chosen anyone yet?"
"I don't know who to pick," I answered with a shrug, "I mean, there are so many good options but I want to stand out. I don't want to do something that someone else in the class is possibly doing."
"Look, all you have to do is research someone and then judge their psych," Quinn made it seem so easy and I had a bad feeling that she was about to pitch an idea to me that I didn't like, "it doesn't have to be someone popular, just someone messed up enough to get you an A. I think I know the perfect person."
"No!" I whisper yelled, yanking my book back and slamming it shut. The sound reverberated through the silent room which had multiple pairs of eyes descending on me. I offered them an awkward smile before turning to Quinn with a scowl, "You're out of your mind."
"Am I?" Quinn leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms over her chest with a victorious expression, "All you have to do is spend time with Ace, not hitman Ace, just ex-ranger Ace."
"Aren't they one in the same?"
"No," Quinn's smile fell flat, "I know you don't exactly like Gunnar and Ace but they're good in their own way. Maybe if you spend some time with Ace, you'll see him the way I see him. If he was as bad as you think he would have never helped you or me for that matter."
"You know what your problem is, you see good in people even when there's not a stitch of goodness left," I chided, pointing my finger at her, "and none of the As—"
"Baby girl."
I was abruptly cut off by a voice that had my hackles rising. My pulse quickened, beating against the thin layer of skin at the crook of my neck, and my palms fell cold, dampening with cold sweat.
Ace rounded the table, moving from behind me — where I felt his overpowering presence — to in front of me. The man then pulled out the chair beside Quinn, turned it around, and then sat down with his legs on either side and his arms crossed over the backrest. Ace leaned in and placed a feather-light kiss on Quinn's cheek which had me internally gagging.
"How are you feeling, babe?" He stressed the word babe as his cold, calculated hazel orbs landed on me.
I squirmed slightly in my seat, uncomfortable with his presence, but I soon snapped out of it and leveled him with a deadly scowl, "What are you doing here?" I hissed in return, not caring to answer his question or chastise him for calling me, babe.
"I asked you a question first," Ace retorted with a stupid smirk. I learned that slapping him across the face didn't remove that smirk, it only made his smirk grow.
Freaking psychopath.
I let out a huff in frustration, "I'm fine."
"Are you sure about that? You don't look too good," Ace's eyes trailed down my frame — or whatever he could see of it.
I wore a thin layer of makeup which barely hid the dark circles lining my eyes. The flowy pink tank I wore helped hide the fact that I was too lazy to wear a bra this morning and I fought my way into my black jeans. One wrong move and I was certain I'd rip the seams.
"Whatever, I'm not here to impress you," I snapped, doing a quick sweep of what he wore.
The man always seemed so put together. His hair was perfectly styled to the side, a light peppering of hair framed his sharp jaw, and the small scar over his lips seemed to stand out under the warm yellow glow of the light above us. He wore a black, short-sleeve button-down with the sleeves rolled which exposed the ranger tattoo on his right bicep. Although the lower half of his body was hidden beneath the table, I recalled seeing him in black jeans when he passed me.
"I think I'm going to leave you two alone now," Quinn's voice drew me out of my thoughts.
I whipped my head in her direction to offer her a glare but that didn't face her in the slightest. She gathered their belongings and sauntered away with a proud smile while humming some song under her breath.
With a deep groan, I settled into my seat knowing that I couldn't run away — he would just follow me anyway, "You never answered my question," I finally said.
He answered with a shrug, bringing two fingers up to trace the seam of his lip, "You weren't at home or at the coffee shop you and Quinn seem to have an obsession with."
"So, how did you did you find me here?" I raised a perfectly arched brow in question. Honestly, I wouldn't put stalking past this guy.
"Find my phone," he pulled his phone out of his pocket and waved it in the air, "it's proved to be a helpful app when it comes to tracking you down."
"You're incorrigible."
"And you're the bane of my existence."
"Hardly," I counted, settling my elbow onto the table and resting my chin in my palm, "what do you want, Ace?"
"Literally, all I wanted to do was check up on you. You aren't feeling any side effects and shit, are you?" His gaze became more scrutinizing, lingering on every one of my features for a minute too long.
"I'm fine," the hairs on the back of my neck stood up once more and a chill ran down my spine. For some strange reason, I felt as if someone was watching me. In a subtle gesture, I looked over my shoulder and scanned the rows of tables behind me. Each student that sat there seemed to be engrossed in whatever they were doing.
"Why are you suddenly as white as a sheet?" Ace whispered, drawing my attention back to him.
I shook my head, "It's nothing."
Ace didn't listen to me, though. He was already scanning the place to find the source of my discomfort. When he came up empty, he quizzed, "Did you remember something or see someone that could have spiked your drink the other night?"
"No," came my quick response. Maybe my body was giving me the signal to get the heck out of this library and far away from Ace. The only bad person in the room was him. I wasn't about to ignore my body's reaction to him.
Gathering my books, I stuffed them into my backpack and then rose to my feet, "You've seen that I'm good, now you can leave me the hell alone."
With those words, I turned on my heel and walked out of the library. Quinn and I had walked here, wanting to avoid the busy roads. It felt good to feel the wind brush against my face and tousle tufts of my hair. Grey clouds flooded the sky above, giving it a gloomy appearance. Tonight it would storm — the perfect weather to curl up with a good book and some hot cocoa.
"Come on, I'll take you home," Ace called from behind me.
I knew he was following him, I just hoped he would remain silent so I could forget his presence, "I'm good, thanks."
He chuckled which had my feet faltering. It was a chuckle that sounded as if it came from the depths of hell, "Get in the car, Miranda."
I swallowed the lump lodged in my throat and slowly turned to meet his hard glare, "Really, I can walk home."
He didn't look impressed at my words, taking a single threatening step toward me which had fear locking my muscles, "It's good not to ignore your instincts, baby, but I'm not the one giving you that feeling."
"I don't know what you're talking about," I challenged, crossing my arms and leaning my weight onto one leg, "you're wasting my time."
"You know exactly what I'm talking about," he growled with another step, "that feeling of being watched. That eerie chill that raced down your spine and had every micro-hair on your body lifting in unease. The faint beads of cold sweat that gathered along your temple and the way your pulse picked up for no reason. It's why you were subtly looking around the room and why you raced out of there when you realized you had to get away."
"The only person I need to get away from is you," I snarled, going against my better judgment and stepping toward him so we were face to face, "so why don't you just stay away from me so I can live my life in peace without looking over my shoulder."
Ace leaned in, warm breath dancing over my right ear. My breath hitched as I waited patiently for his next set of words. The air between us instantly shifted and it was no longer fear I felt.
"You want me to stay away from you, fine," Ace pulled away from me, a cold draft replacing the warmth of his body. He began walking away, swinging his car keys around his index finger. Looking over his shoulder, he added, "don't ignore your gut instinct, baby, and make sure to lock your door and windows tonight. You know, just in case."
I watched him get into the driver's seat of his matte black Audi. In a matter of seconds, his tires were screeching out of the parking lot. I expelled a sharp breath before continuing my trek back to my apartment. Quinn probably had one of her drivers pick her up so I wasn't worried about her. All I cared about was getting home before that eerie feeling came back.
I sped walk through the crowded streets, dodging the people as best as I could. My apartment was only a few blocks away which meant I should reach home before sunset. Ace's words rang in my ears which freaked me out further. He never bothered to tell me to make sure my apartment was locked, even when he broke in on so many occasions and I found him asleep on my couch. In the beginning, it sort of scared me, finding a trained killer on my couch wasn't exactly a normal way to start my mornings.
He never told me why he did what he did but it had only started after the night I had broken Quinn out of the Astor mansion with the help of her brother. After that Eddie guy had shown up at my apartment, Ace had made himself a nuisance. Most nights he spent sleeping on my couch and if he weren't then I just assumed he was busy doing a job. Just the thought of it had me shuddering.
I made it to my apartment moments later just as the sun was beginning to set. Usually, I'd take the elevator up to my floor but this time I decided to take the stairs — running up them two at a time. I knew it would be stupid of me to look back but it put me at ease each time I did. Knowing no one was following me had me grasping at the last bit of calmness I had.
When I entered my apartment, I did exactly what Ace had told me to do. I made sure everything was locked, drew all the curtains, and buried myself under my comforter. I hated living in constant fear. I had to find a way to relieve myself of it even if that meant doing my utmost best to avoid a man like Ace.
MIRANDAI pulled up to the curb with a sigh. The week had sped by in a blur and all I could remember from it was the chilling feeling of being watched throughout the day but whenever I turned to look, no one was there. Ace's words still rang in my head. The way he described in utter detail what I felt still startled me. He warned me not to ignore my instincts which only irked me further. I would have just classified myself as paranoid if it weren't for the last words Ace had spoken to me.I hadn't seen Ace after that afternoon but I knew the man was stubborn. He wouldn't leave me alone, not completely anyway. I had a feeling he was keeping an eye on me but deep down I knew it wasn't him giving me that eerie feeling. Maybe I was being paranoid. I never had to be on high alert before because I was never so friendly with bad people before.Or maybe I was but I didn't know that they were bad.
MIRANDAI collected my coffee from the barista and rushed out of the coffee shop whilst slinging my bag over my arm. My time management could have used some work but I had spent an extra fifteen minutes in front of the bathroom mirror attempting to hide my raccoon eyes from the world. It worked, sort of, but not even the coffee I drank could expel the exhaustion I could feel deep in my bones.My lips latched onto the straw and I took a long drag of the ice coffee I had ordered. The caffeine would have to do for now. I knew, if I went home I still wouldn't have been able to sleep. In the last few days sleep had escaped me. It was a rarity and my body was beginning to take a beating because of it. Even though I knew who had truly been watching me all this time my mind still wasn't at ease. I had taken a tough decision that afternoon that Agent Chambers had paid me a visit. He had put me in the spot but I knew what I had to d
ACE"Have you done it?" Jericho asked. over the receiver. Turned out, the cub wasn't completely useless when it came to my little predicament after all. It, admittedly, took him longer than I had anticipated for him to get back to me, but he eventually came up with a plan that I took pleasure in initiating."Yeah, I've done it," the corners of my lips kicked up in a knowing grin. It wouldn't be too long now. I'd have these assholes snared in this little trap that Jericho had thought of. Once I had them, I wouldn't release them from my clutches.Revenge was sweet but I wasn't just looking for revenge. My need to kill these cunts was deeply rooted. I had to be clever about this, though. These days I had to make decisions as if I were walking on eggshells. I still didn't know who was following me but what I did know what that for the last few days, I had seen the same blacked-out van following me but it
MIRANDA"Okay, okay. Geez, don't break my damn door down," I called to the person who hammered their fist against my apartment door.I had just gotten out of the shower, a silk gown wrapped around me and a towel swaddling my wet hair. Whoever stood at the opposite end of my door had been beating against the fragile wood for all but five minutes and continued doing so even after I had told them to stop.I marched across the open plan living room, fisting the door handle and throwing the door open with excessive force. I was fully ready to cuss out the impatient person until I met his deep blue orbs that glimmered at me in relief. My lips parted but the words I had ready to say lodged in my throat, refusing to be aired."You weren't answering my calls or texts," he breathed, threading his fingers into his curly dirty blonde locks.I hadn't expected to find my best friend's b
MIRANDA"He's up to something," I informed, gnawing at my bottom lip anxiously.Was I doing the right thing? It was too late now because I was in front of Agent Chambers giving up whatever information I had learned on Ace — which, admittedly, wasn't much. It wasn't as if Ace and I had heart to hearts on a daily basis where he just poured out his feelings and occasionally gave me a list of his latest targets."Care to elaborate?" Agent Chambers raised a bushy eyebrow at me while taking a long slurp of his black coffee.I cringed at the God-awful sound he created, pushing the sunglasses I wore further up my face so no one would see me with him. We had met across town because I didn't want to possibly run into Quinn or Ace. If Quinn found out what I was doing, she would feel betrayed. But, as much as I loved her like a sister, this had to be done and I didn't want to have her convincing
ACE “It's a beautiful day for some murder. It's a beautiful day to slaughter. It's a beautiful day, it's a beautiful day...” I gradually started whistling my made-up song as I picked up a switchblade, pressing my leather-clad index finger to the sharp point. A menacing grin split my lips at the muffled bitch-like screams that left the useless cunt tied to the chair beside me. I had gagged him with his sock — a fucking stinky one at that — and then used duct tape to seal his mouth shut. I never much liked a man that couldn't handle the punishment being served to them. My brother and I took shit like the men we were but not everyone had the arrogance of us two Astor brothers. And it was arrogance but we knew how to use that arrogance wisely. I shouldn't have been here, though. If I knew what was best for me or even my brother then I wouldn't have ever come here but I had a shit load of anger and the perfe
MIRANDA I pulled into the Astor's needlessly extravagant driveway while gnawing at my bottom lip. Quinn had asked me multiple times during our drive here if I was feeling okay. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't hide my anxiety. When I finally decided to go with Tory's plan, I thought it would work out. we would have a few drinks; Ace more than me, then we would go to my apartment and maybe he would give me some information that I could use. But no. Gunnar had to go and mess that up by suggesting we have a get-together at his home which was a two-hour drive away from the city. How was I supposed to get anything useful now? The thought of recording the conversation on my phone had crossed my mind but — on the off chance that Quinn decided to use my phone for something, I couldn't risk it. That meant I had to sit back, find a way to relax, and enjoy the night as it unfolded. I drew in a ragged b
MIRANDAI may have had too much to drink. Was it four martinis or six? I couldn't remember and either way, it didn't matter because we had done tequila shots in between.After dinner, we had retired to the living room. Gunnar wasn't that bad. He actually had a fun side to him that apparently, Quinn brought out. Ace continued with his advances but in a teasing manner. He got a kick out of riling me up.Stupid asshole.The room began to spin and everyone's voices meshed. Gunnar was busy telling us a story about — actually I couldn't remember what it was about but it had Ace and Quinn laughing. Their laughs bounced off the walls that made up my skull. The alcohol wasn't close to leaving my system and I could already feel a headache coming on.I brought my hand up to my temple and silently groaned to myself. My head felt heavy, as if someone unscrewed the top, took out m
ACE "Hey," I caught Miranda by her wrists, the pads of my thumbs tracing over her thrumming pulse points, "you need to breathe, baby. Take in a deep breath for me." Her sky blue eyes held my hazel ones as she inhaled deeply through her nose, chest inflating with air and round tits pressing against the bodice of her dress. My gaze flickered down before I could stop myself but I instantly regretted it. I locked my jaw and forced myself to plant my feet in place so I wouldn't attack her with my insatiable need for her, "Now," my voice sounded strained to my ears but I continued through clenched teeth, "release that breath for me, baby." She exhaled sharply through her mouth, sweet-scented breath flooding my senses, "I'm fine." "You're running around like a fucking headless chicken.
MIRANDA"Would you stop moving," I chastised but the words came out muffled since I had a pin pressed between my lips, "if I poke you it will be entirely your fault, don't even think of blaming me."Ace scowled down at me, jutting out his lower lip and batting his stupidly long eyelashes, "You've already poked me more times than I can count on one hand.""And I'll poke you some more if you keep looking at me like that," I grumbled, continuing my work of sewing the button of his black button-down while the shirt was still tightly stretched over his body."Is this totally necessary?" He asked, catching my wrists in his large hands and yanking me close until the tip of his nose was to mine. I was certain my brain forgot how to perform all bodily functions suddenly I was rendered mute while my lungs refused to inflate with air. My mind became dizzy as I drowned in those rich
ACE If there was one place I hated more than my very own home, it was the fucking hospital. From the white vinyl floors to the pungent odor of disinfectant that had my nostrils burning, I hated it all. But what I hated the most—what instantly became my pet peeve—was their stupid fucking rules. I was good and ready to threaten whoever I needed to but Jericho held me back. He didn't even have to do it physically or use words. It was a simple glare, one that reminded me of how our mother used to use the very same glare to chastise me during my childhood. It gave me pause. I now sat in the God-awful waiting room along with my brothers, Quinn and her brother, and Odette—she arrived as soon as her shift ended. The only people allowed in to see Miranda was her family which included her motherfucking father who barely ever saw her. He was more pissed that his apartment had become a crime scene instead of caring whether or not his daughter was alive. I could unalive him. That was now an opt
MIRANDAI eventually pulled myself together while Odette held me, whispering words of comfort that fell on deaf ears. It took me a while to blink away my tears and note that she was alone, no partner in sight, and no other cops trailing behind her to cordon off the crime scene. Her face was set in a placid mask that had my trembling bones calming.She smoothed down my knotted hair, green eyes softening when they landed on my injured head and shoulder. When her attention moved to the dead man on the floor I swear a shadow of fury flickered across her face before her mask slipped into place again."You're okay," she murmured, shrugging off her jacket and draping it over my shoulders, "you're safe."I didn't realize how cold I was until the warmth of the jacket danced over my icy skin. With white knuckles, I held the jacked close to me and breathed in a sigh, allowing a sho
MIRANDA I groaned. My head felt heavy on my shoulders with a pounding headache that rivaled every single hangover I ever had in my life. My thoughts were scrambled but I forced myself to stitched them back together because there was a nagging feeling at the back of my mind telling me life depended on it. I remembered Ace dropping me off at my apartment this morning before heading to see his brother. Then, I got showered, dressed, and made my way down to the basement parking with my sister so I could attend classes today. From there onwards, everything was a blur coming back to me in flashy fragments. I remembered the cold chill that ran down my spine and then the even colder chill of the barrel of a gun pressed to the back of my head. There was a phone call but I couldn't remember the details of it and then I was driving to God only knew where because I couldn't remember. But
ACE"I'm going to kill him," I seethed, pacing the length of Gunnar's office at Astor Architecture. After I had driven Miranda home to get ready for her day, I came here. I should have stayed with her. If I had stayed with her this wouldn't have happened, "no, I'm not going to kill him," I stopped pacing and glared out the floor to ceiling window that overlooked the city in all its beauty, "I'm going to cut his dick off, blend it and then make him drink it before slowly peeling his skin from his body.""Let's find them first before you decide on what you're going to do with him," Gunnar, as calm as fucking ever, said from his seat behind his desk, "Odette has Quinn, and Jericho is tracking her car through any and every camera he can hack into. I'm going to the warehouse to fetch Goldilocks and you find them when Jericho gives you a location. I'll have a team at your disposal if you need it.""If he doesn't
MIRANDA"So, a psychopath is officially going to be my brother-in-law unless you find a way to royally fuck it up again," my sister mused while jabbing the button on the elevator like a possessed freak while baring her teeth."Hey," I glowered at her words, circling my fingers around her wrist and yanking her hand away from the poor button—it wasn't as if her fighting with it lessened our wait time, "what makes you think I'll find a way to fuck this up? He's just as capable of doing that.""Sure he is," my sister's black-stained lips pulled into a grin but it held no warmth. When she dressed as if a black hole had chewed her and then spat her out then warmth was the last thing I expected to grace her face right now, "but you're you and he's, quite frankly, made you his obsession from the moment he set eyes on you. The last thing he's going to do is something that will fuck up what he's finally got his hands on after you held out on him for so long.""You haven't even had a proper conve
MIRANDA "Are you going to at least tell me how you know her?" Quinn prodded, fluttering her strawberry blonde eyelashes at Jericho. We were at the Astor home—Gunnar in his home office and Ace in the gym. That was when Quinn decided to pounce on Jericho. We still hadn't spoken. She was making it a point of ignoring me and I couldn't blame her. However, I needed to make it up to her. She was my best friend and I couldn't stand her being mad at me even if I did deserve to be shunned. Jericho leaned back in his chair and crossed his muscle-corded arms over his broad chest as he stared us down, "If I won't tell my brothers, what makes you think I'd tell you?" I snorted at his question, tucking my feet under my butt on his bed so I could settle in, "She can be persuasive." Quinn whipped her head to me—she was seated beside me but left enough room between us for a wall of tension to build itself, "At least I'm not a cunning bitch." "Okay, I think I'm going to leave," Jericho made to mov
ACE"WHAT DID YOU DO?" I yelled into my phone.We had turned the tables. Instead of those fuckers following us, we were following them. It might have given the game away that we were onto them but it gave them a taste of their own God damned medicine. Though, we had to be careful—or, at least, Gunnar had to be careful. Even with him being well ahead of the gun trade compared to his competitors, he was still losing business because of this inconvenience. And, knowing my brother, it wasn't sitting well with him. So, what he had done shouldn't have surprised me, and yet, it did.It did because my brother was the cold, calculated one between us two even if his temper went off like a grenade, destroying everything in its wake."It was one of those times where he was doing the following," Gunnar grunted and I fisted the steering wheel, feeling Miranda's curious gaze burning every inch of f