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Far too lost

Author: Eve Peters
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-27 02:25:08

Gabriel

She came into my life unexpectedly, like a cold storm on a hot summer day, destroying everything in her way.

I never had a chance against her cataclysmic nature; she had broken all of my defenses without me noticing, and I was left helpless to fall deeper and deeper into the abyss of her enchantment.

Chloe.

Woman that had me on my knees, begging for more.

I could die a thousand deaths and endure the greatest torture over and over again if it meant I could have her by my side, soothing the eternal thirst for her.

Gabriel from a year ago would laugh at what I had become. No, he would’ve punched me in the face! He would try to force sense through my tick scull!

But I?

I wasn’t willing to resist the call. What’s more, I had succumbed to it even before I could recognize it for what it was – an irresistible siren’s song meant to take me to the bottom of the sea.

“Wipe that moronic smile off your face!” Ryan barged into my office without knocking, snapping me out of my daydreams abo
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