"Fuck, are you feeling good?... Hmmm?" I said to the woman underneath me. I bit her earlobe and went down to her neck and licked it. I heard her moaning, and it’s like music to my ears to know that she’s enjoying the pleasure I am giving her.I penetrated her more deeply, burying my hard cock inside her wet pussy. I felt her walls tighten, and it felt so good. She even motioned her body towards me as we danced in our rhythm, both our bodies having their own minds. She continues to meet my pace slowly, then fast, and then slow again. I love the idea that she’s tight and luscious. "Hmmm… Yes, that’s it. Sh*t! It feels so good!" Sho groaned while she kept on clinging to my nape so tightly. Then after that, I lifted her up and we went into a sitting position, and then I could perfectly feel how deeply I was buried inside of her. It gives me an amazing feeling that sends a thousand volts through every inch of my skin. Our lips met as we devoured each other’s mouths like there was no tom
"J-JONAS?" I shockingly asked while I was looking straight at his intimidating, yet pretty eyes. My eyes widened even more when I recognized his face. This couldn’t be happening! How come he can recognize me? Oh well! Why not, Kaye? He was your boyfriend for two years! 2 fucking years! You even know the slightest thing about him, my goodness sake! "Hey! W-what?" he answered while he was talking on his phone. "H-Hello Dy—!" Then I saw him sighing heavily and then looking at his phone while shaking his head. But not so long; he already stared in my direction, looking at me as if I had made a pretty big mistake all throughout his existence. I gasped when I saw his face: it had become so mature, and that made him more handsome than before. Jonas' eyes resembled those of the kids and that man a lot. Oh crap, why am I complimenting the face of this asshole? We are now looking at each other so intently, and this moment has brought back those sad memories that I had from my past. Wh
"UNCLE DYLAN!" When I heard a child's voice, full of joy, my eyes immediately turned in that direction. Even that got Jonas's attention. I watched as the young girl who had been playing with Nicolo earlier hurriedly made her way to her uncle. As I followed her lead, I noticed a man in an office suit making his way toward us.My heart started racing as I remembered where I had seen this man before. The suit-wearing client who had been staring at Nicolai in my restaurant was indeed him! When the child finally reached him, he picked her up and carried her away with such a broad smile on his face. Despite my confusion, my main concern has been protecting my children from seeing either Jonas or that man. "He just can’t wait, indeed." I heard Jonas make the remark under his breath. When I glanced at him, he was also staring in the direction of the man-in-suit. When I realized that Jonas’ attention was not on me right now, I grasped the opportunity and fled. I swiftly moved and even we
"Who are you finding here, Jonas?" I asked my twin brother, who has been finding someone while roaming his eyes around. It’s obvious that he’s looking for someone while he's getting irritated right now.We were currently inside the playground right now as we followed Lindsay to where she was playing a while ago. She told us that she’s not done playing, so we let her be, and she also told us that she has new friends for me and his father to meet. Lindsay said that her friends are also twins, so she’s that excited for us to see. While we’re walking towards the playground, I can’t help but wonder.When I was on my way here in this mall, I was thinking that the woman whom Jonas was talking to earlier was the same woman with whom I happened to have a one-night stand, which technically was Jonas’ ex-girlfriend. I didn't see her clearly a while ago because Lindsay, the only girl in my life at the time, abruptly called me.I love that kid so much that I can do everything for her.I was startle
I HOPE this is just a nightmare. All the time and energy I spent running away from my past was probably for nothing. Every time I thought I had escaped my depressing past, I found myself back in the same depressing situation.Maybe what is meant to happen will happen, and I hate the idea that it includes the things that happen in my life. Is this the road that my life was meant to take? I don't know what it is, but it's really fucking annoying.I closed my eyes and heaved a heavy sigh before I faced this man who spoke behind me."You?" he said as if he hadn't seen me earlier.I pressed my lips together and tried my best to compose myself. With my chin lifted high, I am silently praying with all the saints that I could keep my stance and intimidate him at the very least. I gathered all the strength and courage that I have in me while facing this man, whom I wished never to meet in my entire life again. "What?" I asked as if I did not recall who he was or if we had some connection. He
"I can’t believe that it happened, Beks! My God! I’m so embarrassed!" I hysterically told her while shouting and jumping in front of Allaine. "But what I’m more pissed about is the goddamn attitude and boastfulness of that man! Fuck that Jonas."I can’t stay and calm myself down because of these mixed emotions that I've been feeling since earlier."If you can, Beks, why don’t you stop walking back and forth in front of me?" Allaine lazily asked and gave me the side-eye. "I have been getting dizzy since earlier, you know?"I couldn’t help myself but roll my eyes and cross my arms in front of her. This situation is serious to me, but it seems like she doesn’t care that I’ve been having an anxiety attack for the last hours. With all the bad luck that I've encountered today, Allaine doesn’t give a fuck."Oh, yeah, right, thank you! I really feel your support and promise. Life-changing!" I sarcastically answered as I aggressively sat on the side of the bed so she could notice my tantrums.
Just like what they were saying, we are the captains of our own ships. No one else could sail our ships except us, who can go whatever direction we want our lives to be. All the things that will happen from the start, will eventually come to pass based on the choices that we’ve made. And with every one of these choices and decisions that we make, we get to determine what will happen with our lives and future.I really don’t know where in my past life I went wrong to the point that I’m experiencing all this pain in my current life.Are all my sufferings from the moment I was born not enough?Are all the pain and hatred that I’ve received from my ex-lover ever going to be enough?Was it really not enough despite all the sacrifices that I’ve made just for my children and our future?My senses came back to reality when my driver called me to attention. "Ma’am, we’re already here."I gave him a faint smile and then nodded. He was about to go outside to open my door, but I ordered him not t
After I got out of Dylan’s office, I immediately called Allaine since she’s the only one that I could talk to and rant about my life. Only a couple minutes had passed when I reached my workplace again, went to my office, then to the elevator. As if it were destiny, Allaine and I met inside the elevator, so I couldn’t suppress my eagerness to curse out that Dylan Mijares in front of someone. Allaine stopped me from going hysterical, so I calmed myself down. I want to cry (again), but I already have no tears left to cry. I wanted to shout and go berserk however possible, but I just can’t since I’m still here in my office. I was so shaken earlier that I don’t even know how I got myself out of his building."Will you please calm down, Beks?" Allaine pleaded with her worried face.I can’t even hear her because of the rage that I’m feeling right now. That Dylan Mijares, I fucking hate him to death! Who the hell is he to tell me that he’ll be involved in our lives whether I like it or not?
Well, this is Dylan Mijares, and what else could be hidden from him? "I'm sorry I didn't tell you right away." "It's alright, Kaye... you have your reasons, and I respect that. Besides, I kept it from you too that I knew Jonas was your ex-boyfriend back then, which makes sense why you kept calling me Jonas then." I just shook my head and smiled as I remembered that day. "Yeah, that incident was so horrible and embarrassing." "Yes, I could agree. However, that incident gave us Nicolo and Nicolai, for which I am grateful. Thank you for being a great mom and dad to both of them." I leaned against the chair's backrest and crossed my arms and legs. "You're welcome, and you're right." "So, returning to your weird dream, why must you undergo hypnotism? I don't understand." After Dylan asked, I explained to him what happened since I woke up from a coma and what I saw and dreamt about. He was paying attention, hanging on to every detail I shared. He didn't interrupt me; he just kept list
Right now, I feel like I'm stumbling in the dark, and the longer it goes on, the scarier it gets. I'm afraid I might not be able to handle it. I just heaved a sigh, thinking about things that have been on my mind lately, hoping that this break will help me think, reflect, and figure something out. I snapped back to reality when I felt someone approaching me; he stood next to me, admiring the beautiful view of the mountains, too."So, how are you feeling so far?" he asked me.I glanced at him. He was dressed in a simple black V-neck shirt, khaki cargo shorts, and grey loafers."This guy looks cute right now, with a different vibe when not in a suit or tux." I thought to myself with a smile."And since you smiled, I'll consider that a 'yes.' I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better, Ms. Zobel," he added.I just shook my head before responding. "You're crazy!""Am I the crazy one?" he laughed and shook his head while handing me my coffee in a mug, "Tsk, here... coffee as you requested
I closed my eyes, trying to search inside my mind if it was possible that the dream was true or if my imagination just made it up it was, like what the Doctor and Jonas had said to me before. Remembering what happened to me in the past and when we were still together with Jonas, he told me that I fell down the stairs while reaching for something in the cabinet inside my apartment. He said he happened to be in my place to visit me. According to him, we were close friends. Honestly, when I woke up from the coma, I didn't remember anything, and if it weren't for Jonas' guidance and help back then, I don't know what I would do or where I would start... that's why I believed everything he told me. At that time, I had no other choice but to believe Jonas, and he proved to me that everything he said was true. I saw our pictures together on my phone and his as well. Eventually, I learned to trust him, but after a month, I had this dream; almost every night, I dreamt about it... I also exp
I woke up in the room and saw the Doctor talking to Dylan. I slowly got up to find out what just happened. "What happened?" I asked softly. Dylan immediately noticed me, so he quickly approached me and helped me get up properly, gently leaning against the bed's headboard where I was lying. "You passed out," Dylan said to me as I regained consciousness, "and because you were unconscious for a long time, I called the doctor to check on you." I was surprised why I fainted. Was I really that stressed in life that I ended up in a fainting situation? I couldn't believe it as I looked at Dylan, "Wh-What? How's that even possible?" then my eyes shifted to the Doctor, "---Doc?" "Well, it's possible Miss Lopez since—" the Doctor looked at Dylan before continuing, "since you've been stressed lately, and Mr. Mijares here told me about what's been happening with you... but you don't have to worry because you need proper rest and avoid getting stressed." As the Doctor explained, I nodded; may
I saw myself slipping on the side of the road; someone pushed me so hard that I lost my balance, and my head hit the concrete, where I fell. I was crying and scared, especially when I saw a body lying in the middle of the road. "Drew... Drew... Drew..." I kept repeating that name. I couldn't understand why I was saying that name. Who is Drew? Why am I crying for him? Why am I scared for him? I tried to open my eyes; I didn't want to close them... I was scared and worried about the body lying in the middle of the road. I wanted to scream and ask for help, but I was slowly losing strength. Until I saw some feet stop in front of me. I was lying there and slowly losing consciousness, but I fought it. I saw the owner of the feet that stopped in front of me squat down and seem to be examining me. Based on his posture and clothes, I saw that he was a man, and his hand brushed away a few strands of my hair covering my forehead. "Drew..." I kept whispering that name. After a few minute
Why do I feel this way? Whenever he hugs me, I feel something unexplainable right from the start... For some reason, Dylan's embrace always gives me relief, security, and comfort that I can't even explain to myself. It's like my body knows him so well. My body seems to trust him, which is why I easily give in to him and find it so hard to push him away. But is this right? I was trapped inside Dylan's strong arms. I could consciously feel how tight his embrace was. We were standing facing each other, but I wasn't hugging him back—it was just him holding me. I could also feel every exhale on my neck becoming aggressive. I also found myself swallowing my saliva multiple times as if something was blocking my throat. I don't know what else to say. How should I react to what he's doing? I know now that it's peaceful and I really like it. I close my eyes, wanting to cry. That's how I feel. Is this the same feeling I had with Jonas before? Unfortunately, it's not... even though I loved
I woke up to sunlight touching my skin and hitting my face. I moaned with annoyance because it was blinding. How did the sun's rays manage to penetrate the curtains of my room's window?How did that happen?As far as I can remember, I didn't remember opening the window and pulling its curtains.So how?I was wondering, and even though I was too lazy to open my eyes, I forced myself to open them, even though they seemed reluctant to open. My head felt heavy—the aftermath of drinking too much wine.I opened my eyes but not wide enough; as I attempted, I closed them again and changed positions. I turned around to the different side of the bed, the right side since the large window is on the left side of this unit."Ahhh! What is this?" I groaned irritably. Lying on my side, I covered my head with a pillow and tried to go back to sleep.But when I heard a creak from my door, I suddenly became alert and opened my eyes under my pillow—actually, I was very wide awake. My forehead creased as
SO I understand now why I couldn't just forget about those eyes that almost killed me with just one look after a long time. That feisty woman who never thinks twice about challenging me. My mind may forget, but I could say my heart recognizes her. I couldn't fully understand those times. But since that event happened to us, I couldn't sit still. I often dreamt of her, searching for her without reason until I decided to get a private investigator to find her... to see Kaye. It wasn't easy, especially when she was suddenly gone for five years and even changed her name. For the second time, I thank the heavens for giving us another chance to meet again. I'm not the type who believes in destiny, but what happened with Kaye and me involves destiny. I thought I was just obsessed with her because I was looking for her and wanted to know about her, and then I found out she has kids... our kids. When I saw her again at the mall with those kids, I knew in my heart who she was, and those kids w
A tear dropped as I finished reminiscing about the past while Kaye was asleep, just crying silently. I reached out, wiped away those tears lingering on her cheeks, and smiled bitterly. 'I hate myself that even after all these years, all I bring to Kaye is pain... maybe... I will never be good enough for her.' I sighed deeply once again, then stood up. I tucked her in, ensuring she was comfortable, adjusting the covers and brushing away a few strands of hair falling on her face. For a moment, I ran my fingers over her beautiful face, tracing every feature, then smiled as I gazed at her with teary eyes before leaning down to kiss her forehead. "I missed you... so much!" I softly but firmly said after the kiss, gently pressing her cheek with my thumb. Before long, I stood straight and took a few soft steps towards the door to leave Kaye's room. Carefully, I opened and closed the door behind me as I exited. But before finally shutting it, I stole one last glance at her. Once I was su