I AWOKE as I caught a glimmer of sunlight coming through my window. I smiled broadly as I recalled what had happened the previous evening. It was lovely and fantastic. I had no regrets about what had happened between us as I stared at Jonas, who was laying next to me. It's okay, even if I still felt sore. I sighed heavily and turned to face the one man who had ever captured my heart.
The only man that I truly loved, my first and definitely my last.
Jonas was lying face down while he was sleeping. Even though I couldn’t see his face because it was buried on his pillow, I admired how stance was so calm and soothing. As I ran my fingers through his hair and scented his manly scent, I couldn’t help but feel in love all over again. It's been two years since we started dating, but my love for him has never left. In every minute that we’ve been together, my love has just gotten deeper.
I heard him groan and was about to shift positions, so I instinctively moved away to allow him to move freely. It felt like I was in slow motion when he shifted his position to face me. I can feel my face burning red while I am feeling mixed emotions. I am smiling from ear to ear and can't hide the happiness that I have inside my heart.
However, when Jonas finally faced me, the smile on my face went away in just a snap when he twitched away as if he saw a ghost.
"Who are you?" He shouted in terror as if he didn’t know me at all.
I was shocked when he did that. Why does it seem like he doesn’t know me? My body suddenly went into panic mode as fear started to overcome my hysterical body. I snatched the blanket on top of me and covered myself when I felt the need to protect myself.
"Jo-Jonas." I trailed off, staring at him nervously.
"You say what?" Jonas’ hands wiped his face aggressively. "Oh great! Just great! Fuck!"
While staring at him, I was so confused when he jumped off the bed, standing in front of me without being bothered that he’s naked. Puzzled, I still managed to roll my eyes when Jonas even tried to get dressed in front of me, especially with his irritated face.
"Who the hell are you?" he asked. What’s happening to Jonas? Why do I feel like he’s not the Jonas that I knew for years? But they look the same! His eyes were flaring as if he could kill me with his stares.
So, now, he’s the one who has the right to be mad, huh? Wow? Just wow!
"E-Excuse me? I d-don’t understand, but why are you acting like I’m a s-stranger? Why?!" I asked him, stuttering because of the pain and anger that I’m feeling right now. My blood was not starting to boil because of him. My brows were raising while I was staring sharply at him.
When he finished zipping up his pants, he ran his hands over his face again. Smirking, he massaged his temple as if I had caused his headache.
He didn’t even answer me, so I added, "If y-you are joking, this is not a good one, Jonas."
"Seriously? Don’t act as if you're some kind of innocent bitch! And will you stop calling me Jonas because I am not that person!" He spat those words at me, as it seemed to him that I was lying in front of his eyes. The heck! I was about to answer this motherfucker, but he cut me off with a nerve-pissing question.
"Tell me, how much?" He seriously asked while his hands were on his hips, looking at me as if I were just a random bitch. So he’s not the Jonas that I know? But how did it happen when I know that Jonas doesn’t have a twin brother?
Even though I was so confused by what was happening, I still managed to answer his rude question.
"Wow? How dare you ask me that, you thick-faced?" I irritably asked, not believing that he really asked me that rude question.
"Look, I don’t have the time to play fool with you, Miss, and I don’t even care who you are." He simultaneously said while wearing his shirt. "Just tell me how much you want to keep your mouth shut about what happened and forget everything. What about that?"
All I fucking know is that my whole system is boiling really hot due to my anger toward this person. I never knew that he was so think-faced and rude like this. I wanted to refute, but I just can’t! I kept on blaming myself because I was supposed to be happy, but this is happening to me. Why and how?
I cannot even fathom that I gave that one thing that I protect the most to this rude stranger here, who looks exactly like Jonas. I gave my virginity to this motherfucker.
And Jonas, where is he? I wasn't even drunk yesterday, but what is this? How did I end up screwing with an arrogant stranger? I can almost feel the waters that were trying to come out of my eyes, but I looked above to prevent my tears from falling.
I don’t want to cry in front of him. I saw him grab his phone off the side table and call someone.
”I will text you the address and the things that you have to do. I want you to come over here, NOW!”
I almost jumped out of surprise because of his authoritative order on his phone. After that, he got a pile of cash from his pocket and threw it on the bed near me, where I was still covering myself with a blanket. He looked at me with a deadpan expression.
"That’s all that I have right now, but if that’s not enough, Alex will take care of the rest," he said, emphasizing every word. "And I warn you to keep your mouth shut or you’ll be dead."
I know that he’s threatening me with his sharp words as he walks away, but I can’t imagine that he said that coldly to my face. I can’t even understand why I couldn’t speak in front of him. I wanted to shout and tell him that he’s wrong about me, but I just can’t. I’m not a slut or a sex worker, and God knows I would rather wash a thousand plates than be the person he thinks I am.
My eyes were flaring in wrath and disgust while I was staring at him. Even if he’s Jonas or not, I don’t care. All I know is that I’m boiling mad right now! After a second or two, I got myself up, fixed the blanket covering my body, got the money he threw on the bed, and came after him. When I reached his back, I threw all the money he gave me, and it hit his back. He must be shocked by what I’ve done.
He stood frozen before me. His shoulder stiffened as it flexed, then he faced me. His deep eyes looked at me as if I'd be in the abyss with a snap of his finger. His deadpan expression was here before my eyes, and with his brows curled, he just blankly stared at me.
I gulped and took a step back because of his intimidating stance, but I managed to pile up my courage to talk back to him. I lifted my chin high and looked into his eyes as if they could kill me. "I-I'm not what you think I am!"
He didn’t answer. I followed up with the courage left in my body. "So get your fucking money out of me and take it yourself! I’m not a slut, you rude imbecile stranger!"
I felt like my eyes were about to flush out all their hatred through tears that could even flood this room. I pressed my lips together to suppress my emotions because I didn’t want him to see me helpless and pathetic like this. Pride is the only thing that I have right now, and I won’t have him treat me like I’m just trash after all that we’ve been through.
Fearing what might happen, I composed myself and had a staring contest with him. When he started to move in my direction, I instinctively moved backwards so I could keep the distance I had away from him. After a few seconds, I felt that I was against the wall—a dead end. I can’t move now. My hands curled up in the blanket that I had on as if my life depended on it.
I gasped when I felt his breath, with his face only a few inches from me. He’s towering me with his height that I felt so small for the nth time. He looked exactly like Jonas, but I can tell now that this man is not him. My knees started to tremble. What will he do to me?
My eyes immediately shut when he pressed his heavy hands against the wall, enclosing me with his huge biceps and toned arms.
"You’re feisty, huh?" He then smirked after saying that under his breath. " Fine, let's see what you’ve got there!" He intently spoke as I opened my eyes in terror.
I felt like I would be in absolute doom while looking at his evil eyes, which were once the eyes of my one and only lover.
(1 week Later) EXPECT the unexpected, as everyone always says, and in my case, that's exactly what’s happening right now. I don’t know if I have to be happy or mad about it, but whatever my reaction could be, I can’t do anything about this. My situation right now won’t change.It’s already been a week since I slept with someone whom I thought was my boyfriend, but I couldn’t move on yet. In that one week, Jonas cut off his communication with me. I tried to call him multiple times; I even had to go to his workplace just to reach him, but to no avail. No Jonas has faced me since then. I couldn’t even go to work due to the embarrassment that I’ve felt. I felt like I was going to be depressed. Every time that I remember that day when I went out of the hotel not in joy but in embarrassment, I’m still hoping that it could be erased from my mind... hoping that it didn’t happen. Jonas’ malicious and judgmental eye has never left my memory since then. The moment I left the room back then,
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It’s hard to defy our fate. It was like water flowing in a river where no one could stop it, even if you fight and struggle, you’ll just end up being carried away with it. Especially if you’re doing something that must have been avoided. IT HAS BEEN 5 years since the last time I encountered a public scandal with an unknown woman. I’m just thankful that our Media Department of our company could take damage control at its best capacity. Eventually, by that time, the issue had already subsided and the issue had been forgotten, along with the disappearance of the woman that I met. I actually tried to find the identity of that woman, not because of the scandal but because she kept calling me "Jonas," my twin brother’s name. It’s been a while since I lost contact with my brother, but all I know is that he’s just around the corner. With the help of the investigator that I hired, I was able to confirm that the woman was really Jonas’s girlfriend. But when I went to her house, where she was
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"Fuck, are you feeling good?... Hmmm?" I said to the woman underneath me. I bit her earlobe and went down to her neck and licked it. I heard her moaning, and it’s like music to my ears to know that she’s enjoying the pleasure I am giving her.I penetrated her more deeply, burying my hard cock inside her wet pussy. I felt her walls tighten, and it felt so good. She even motioned her body towards me as we danced in our rhythm, both our bodies having their own minds. She continues to meet my pace slowly, then fast, and then slow again. I love the idea that she’s tight and luscious. "Hmmm… Yes, that’s it. Sh*t! It feels so good!" Sho groaned while she kept on clinging to my nape so tightly. Then after that, I lifted her up and we went into a sitting position, and then I could perfectly feel how deeply I was buried inside of her. It gives me an amazing feeling that sends a thousand volts through every inch of my skin. Our lips met as we devoured each other’s mouths like there was no tom
"J-JONAS?" I shockingly asked while I was looking straight at his intimidating, yet pretty eyes. My eyes widened even more when I recognized his face. This couldn’t be happening! How come he can recognize me? Oh well! Why not, Kaye? He was your boyfriend for two years! 2 fucking years! You even know the slightest thing about him, my goodness sake! "Hey! W-what?" he answered while he was talking on his phone. "H-Hello Dy—!" Then I saw him sighing heavily and then looking at his phone while shaking his head. But not so long; he already stared in my direction, looking at me as if I had made a pretty big mistake all throughout his existence. I gasped when I saw his face: it had become so mature, and that made him more handsome than before. Jonas' eyes resembled those of the kids and that man a lot. Oh crap, why am I complimenting the face of this asshole? We are now looking at each other so intently, and this moment has brought back those sad memories that I had from my past. Wh
"UNCLE DYLAN!" When I heard a child's voice, full of joy, my eyes immediately turned in that direction. Even that got Jonas's attention. I watched as the young girl who had been playing with Nicolo earlier hurriedly made her way to her uncle. As I followed her lead, I noticed a man in an office suit making his way toward us.My heart started racing as I remembered where I had seen this man before. The suit-wearing client who had been staring at Nicolai in my restaurant was indeed him! When the child finally reached him, he picked her up and carried her away with such a broad smile on his face. Despite my confusion, my main concern has been protecting my children from seeing either Jonas or that man. "He just can’t wait, indeed." I heard Jonas make the remark under his breath. When I glanced at him, he was also staring in the direction of the man-in-suit. When I realized that Jonas’ attention was not on me right now, I grasped the opportunity and fled. I swiftly moved and even we
Well, this is Dylan Mijares, and what else could be hidden from him? "I'm sorry I didn't tell you right away." "It's alright, Kaye... you have your reasons, and I respect that. Besides, I kept it from you too that I knew Jonas was your ex-boyfriend back then, which makes sense why you kept calling me Jonas then." I just shook my head and smiled as I remembered that day. "Yeah, that incident was so horrible and embarrassing." "Yes, I could agree. However, that incident gave us Nicolo and Nicolai, for which I am grateful. Thank you for being a great mom and dad to both of them." I leaned against the chair's backrest and crossed my arms and legs. "You're welcome, and you're right." "So, returning to your weird dream, why must you undergo hypnotism? I don't understand." After Dylan asked, I explained to him what happened since I woke up from a coma and what I saw and dreamt about. He was paying attention, hanging on to every detail I shared. He didn't interrupt me; he just kept list
Right now, I feel like I'm stumbling in the dark, and the longer it goes on, the scarier it gets. I'm afraid I might not be able to handle it. I just heaved a sigh, thinking about things that have been on my mind lately, hoping that this break will help me think, reflect, and figure something out. I snapped back to reality when I felt someone approaching me; he stood next to me, admiring the beautiful view of the mountains, too."So, how are you feeling so far?" he asked me.I glanced at him. He was dressed in a simple black V-neck shirt, khaki cargo shorts, and grey loafers."This guy looks cute right now, with a different vibe when not in a suit or tux." I thought to myself with a smile."And since you smiled, I'll consider that a 'yes.' I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better, Ms. Zobel," he added.I just shook my head before responding. "You're crazy!""Am I the crazy one?" he laughed and shook his head while handing me my coffee in a mug, "Tsk, here... coffee as you requested
I closed my eyes, trying to search inside my mind if it was possible that the dream was true or if my imagination just made it up it was, like what the Doctor and Jonas had said to me before. Remembering what happened to me in the past and when we were still together with Jonas, he told me that I fell down the stairs while reaching for something in the cabinet inside my apartment. He said he happened to be in my place to visit me. According to him, we were close friends. Honestly, when I woke up from the coma, I didn't remember anything, and if it weren't for Jonas' guidance and help back then, I don't know what I would do or where I would start... that's why I believed everything he told me. At that time, I had no other choice but to believe Jonas, and he proved to me that everything he said was true. I saw our pictures together on my phone and his as well. Eventually, I learned to trust him, but after a month, I had this dream; almost every night, I dreamt about it... I also exp
I woke up in the room and saw the Doctor talking to Dylan. I slowly got up to find out what just happened. "What happened?" I asked softly. Dylan immediately noticed me, so he quickly approached me and helped me get up properly, gently leaning against the bed's headboard where I was lying. "You passed out," Dylan said to me as I regained consciousness, "and because you were unconscious for a long time, I called the doctor to check on you." I was surprised why I fainted. Was I really that stressed in life that I ended up in a fainting situation? I couldn't believe it as I looked at Dylan, "Wh-What? How's that even possible?" then my eyes shifted to the Doctor, "---Doc?" "Well, it's possible Miss Lopez since—" the Doctor looked at Dylan before continuing, "since you've been stressed lately, and Mr. Mijares here told me about what's been happening with you... but you don't have to worry because you need proper rest and avoid getting stressed." As the Doctor explained, I nodded; may
I saw myself slipping on the side of the road; someone pushed me so hard that I lost my balance, and my head hit the concrete, where I fell. I was crying and scared, especially when I saw a body lying in the middle of the road. "Drew... Drew... Drew..." I kept repeating that name. I couldn't understand why I was saying that name. Who is Drew? Why am I crying for him? Why am I scared for him? I tried to open my eyes; I didn't want to close them... I was scared and worried about the body lying in the middle of the road. I wanted to scream and ask for help, but I was slowly losing strength. Until I saw some feet stop in front of me. I was lying there and slowly losing consciousness, but I fought it. I saw the owner of the feet that stopped in front of me squat down and seem to be examining me. Based on his posture and clothes, I saw that he was a man, and his hand brushed away a few strands of my hair covering my forehead. "Drew..." I kept whispering that name. After a few minute
Why do I feel this way? Whenever he hugs me, I feel something unexplainable right from the start... For some reason, Dylan's embrace always gives me relief, security, and comfort that I can't even explain to myself. It's like my body knows him so well. My body seems to trust him, which is why I easily give in to him and find it so hard to push him away. But is this right? I was trapped inside Dylan's strong arms. I could consciously feel how tight his embrace was. We were standing facing each other, but I wasn't hugging him back—it was just him holding me. I could also feel every exhale on my neck becoming aggressive. I also found myself swallowing my saliva multiple times as if something was blocking my throat. I don't know what else to say. How should I react to what he's doing? I know now that it's peaceful and I really like it. I close my eyes, wanting to cry. That's how I feel. Is this the same feeling I had with Jonas before? Unfortunately, it's not... even though I loved
I woke up to sunlight touching my skin and hitting my face. I moaned with annoyance because it was blinding. How did the sun's rays manage to penetrate the curtains of my room's window?How did that happen?As far as I can remember, I didn't remember opening the window and pulling its curtains.So how?I was wondering, and even though I was too lazy to open my eyes, I forced myself to open them, even though they seemed reluctant to open. My head felt heavy—the aftermath of drinking too much wine.I opened my eyes but not wide enough; as I attempted, I closed them again and changed positions. I turned around to the different side of the bed, the right side since the large window is on the left side of this unit."Ahhh! What is this?" I groaned irritably. Lying on my side, I covered my head with a pillow and tried to go back to sleep.But when I heard a creak from my door, I suddenly became alert and opened my eyes under my pillow—actually, I was very wide awake. My forehead creased as
SO I understand now why I couldn't just forget about those eyes that almost killed me with just one look after a long time. That feisty woman who never thinks twice about challenging me. My mind may forget, but I could say my heart recognizes her. I couldn't fully understand those times. But since that event happened to us, I couldn't sit still. I often dreamt of her, searching for her without reason until I decided to get a private investigator to find her... to see Kaye. It wasn't easy, especially when she was suddenly gone for five years and even changed her name. For the second time, I thank the heavens for giving us another chance to meet again. I'm not the type who believes in destiny, but what happened with Kaye and me involves destiny. I thought I was just obsessed with her because I was looking for her and wanted to know about her, and then I found out she has kids... our kids. When I saw her again at the mall with those kids, I knew in my heart who she was, and those kids w
A tear dropped as I finished reminiscing about the past while Kaye was asleep, just crying silently. I reached out, wiped away those tears lingering on her cheeks, and smiled bitterly. 'I hate myself that even after all these years, all I bring to Kaye is pain... maybe... I will never be good enough for her.' I sighed deeply once again, then stood up. I tucked her in, ensuring she was comfortable, adjusting the covers and brushing away a few strands of hair falling on her face. For a moment, I ran my fingers over her beautiful face, tracing every feature, then smiled as I gazed at her with teary eyes before leaning down to kiss her forehead. "I missed you... so much!" I softly but firmly said after the kiss, gently pressing her cheek with my thumb. Before long, I stood straight and took a few soft steps towards the door to leave Kaye's room. Carefully, I opened and closed the door behind me as I exited. But before finally shutting it, I stole one last glance at her. Once I was su