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Author: Ayanfelord
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-06 22:53:14

Lily

“Something was wrong, definitely wrong. I could see it in Noah’s eyes, the way he talked and his mannerism and I knew that he had heard something that he shouldn’t have.

I couldn't shake the feeling that something had shifted in Noah. It was subtle at first, like the quiet rustling of leaves on a windless day, but as the days went by, the changes became more pronounced. It wasn't just the way he moved or the new hesitations in his speech; it was in the very air around him.

Noah had always been direct, his words like arrows aimed straight at the target, but lately, his conversations with me had taken on a peculiar, almost evasive quality.

"Hey, Lily," he said one evening as we were sitting in the park. His voice was softer, less assured. I looked up from my book, scanning his face for clues.

"Yeah, Noah?" I replied, trying to keep my tone light and casual. I didn't want to spook him, but I was desperate to understand what was going on.

He ran a hand through his hair, a gesture I’d
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