Chapter 117

Clara's POV

I sighed. "I feel like I've been deceived my entire life, and I don't ever want to do that to anyone else or for them to feel how I feel now. It hurts. I hope he will forgive me. It's the right decision for me to make." I answered. Maybe I wasn't so drunk after all; a part of my brain was still working.

Ivy shook her head in disapproval of my newly found moral compass.

"I think I'm going to move out. Leave and go to a very faraway place where no one knows me so that I can escape all of my problems." I deducted next. I raised my glass to take my final shot.

"You should put that glass down. Do you want me to phone Derek and tell him that his baby mama is an alcoholic?" she asked.

"I won't be anymore in less than twenty-four hours," I answered.

I'll be jobless and probably ruined.

I couldn't help but laugh at my misery. Doing the right thing was not going to be easy.

Loud cheers were erupting from the far end of the bar. I couldn't help but look.

Surprisingly, the star of th