EDENEverything was back to normal.Well, almost everything. I didn't want to bring up Balari in front of Roman. I just couldn't help but not tell him about her.He thinks that everything is settled now. He'd even asked about how we'd got the spirit out which was something I didn't want to tell him.I'd just told him that everything was fine.I didn't know what Balari wanted or when she'd strike but I had to be here for it. I had to be here to protect Roman and the kids .Quinn thought I should go talk to her but I didn't see the need. I just felt that if she needed to talk to me, she knew where to find me.But I doubted speaking to her would change what's on her mind.But I would try to.Today was the day I spent time with my kids and we just went out to do things that we haven't done in a long time.Roman had work today since he hasn't been able to go to the office for a long time since he's been taking care of me so he had to leave today.I sincerely thanked him for everything. If
EDENRoman wanted to take me out to dinner but I'd fallen sick.I'd woken up with this nauseating feeling that stayed for the entire day and it killed me to even smell anything.“Or maybe you're pregnant again.”I was going to throw the bottle of milk in my hand at Roman for saying such a thing.“Pregnant again? Really?”He shrugged.“Wouldn't be so bad, would it?"“Roman, I pushed out a baby barely five months ago. I'm not a machine. I'm human too.”“Hey, hey, relax okay? It was just a joke, I didn't mean to upset you."He didn't upset me. Normally, I would have just laughed it off but I don't know what's wrong with me.For the past few days, I've been in a very bad mood and basically everything annoyed me.“It’s fine.”It was after that time that I felt like throwing up. I didn't want to tell Roman that I couldn't go anymore so I just had to act like I was fine for the entire day.“Hey Quinn, I need your help with something.”She looked up from her laptop.“Yeah, what's it? Hey Roma
ROMANWhen I woke up, it was already past ten.The sun was already high in the sky and it was shining brightly into the room. Sweat was dripping down my face and I wondered who the hell opened the window.Eden was still sleeping on my arm and maybe it was because of the heat I was already feeling that I didn't know something was wrong.I slowly removed my hand from under her and kissed her cheek.Without wasting another time, I took a shower and took a very cold bath. However, I closed the window and brought down the curtain so the sun won't turn Eden into white chocolate.Letting the water wash away the heat was a form of therapy in its own way. I was truly very tired and being beside Eden helped me sleep better.Trying to catch up on most of the things I missed at the company was taking my night time.I came out of the shower and Eden still hadn't woken up despite all the noise I made.She needed to eat and I was sure the baby was awake at this time.“Eden, baby wake up.”I shook he
EDENWhen I woke up, it was dark.Why was it dark and where was I? I knew this wasn't my room, and it surely didn't smell like this.I tried to move my hand and when I saw the IV line shake, I sighed. The hospital.How did I end up here and why didn't I remember anything?Me being here meant that something had happened to me but for the life of me, I couldn't bring myself to. I felt so weak so I just relaxed in my bed.I didn't even have the strength to call for help and eventually, I slept.The next time I woke up, the sun was out thankfully and my eyes didn't feel as heavy as a boulder.My stomach was hurting badly, partly the fact that I hadn't eaten in a day and half. I needed food or else I might actually die this time around..I sat up in my bed, clutching my stomach tightly. I also needed to pee. I've never been to the hospital before.Roman was born in the pack and Belle?Well, Belle was born at home because I had no idea I was in labor and since Alicia and I had never been mo
EDENI'd come home the day after that. The doctor said that I was free and healthy to leave but I didn't feel free.“Why the long face? Aren't you happy to come home?”I turned to Roman who was driving.”Oh no, it's nothing like that. I'm just tired."What was the point of being happy when I knew what was coming? And I couldn't tell him. I didn't want him to feel responsible for it.Roman is very quick to blame himself and I didn't want him to. I should just die peacefully so that he would have the guts to move on from me.If I told him that it was because of him I was going to die, then I would mess things up.I recalled my last conversation with Balari.“Are you sure it's what you want, Eden? Men are not worth it. You can live with your kids and raise them in your own way. You don't have to do this.”But it seemed like the more we spoke about it, the more determined I was to do it.“I do, actually. I love Roman, I can't let him die for something he has no hand in.”“And you have a
EDENAlicia did come over that evening.And we stayed in the room throughout.“It’s fine. I'll take care of the kids. You guys just do what girls do. Whatever it is that you do.”Roman took the twins and left us.“What in the world happened? Why did you faint?"I acted like I had no idea what was going on.“I mean, I don't know. I just felt weak and tired and next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital.”“Woah, that is crazy.. but you're fine right? I mean, yorie okay?"“Yes, I'm fine.”I needed to change the topic.“Hey, about Henry, I've spoken to Roman about it and he had no idea that Henry wasn't home. He said he was going to help track him down.”I actually hadn't spoken to Roman about it but I just needed to say something that would make her forget about the previous topic.“Thank you. I just hope we won't have to go through everything we went through back then. He'll surely come back.”Surely, he will. He's probably just busy.Speaking of Roman doing things, I still needed t
EDENWe'd ended up at a restaurant because the bar we wanted to go to was closed.Roman had already called me four times to ask Alicia questions about the twins and he sounded like he was about to lose it.“Let’s eat so much that we won't be able to walk again.”And that's what we did. I think we ordered everything in the menu and we basically had the chef at our call to make anything that we wanted.That was the first time I would be eating so much food in one day and it felt so good.“I don't think I can eat anymore. I'm so full.”Quinn had been the one to bring us here and now she was already full. Alicia's mood had changed and she wasn't speaking anymore.Quinn's phone rang and she stood up to answer it.“Alicia-”“What’s going on, Eden? And don't even tell me not to ask questions. Because you can't keep doing this. I'm your best friend. You have to be truthful.”What was sj to do at this point? I had no other choice than to tell her the truth.She deserved that much.“Balari came
EDENWe got back home late that night.Mostly because we needed to pull ourselves so that we won't show that we've been crying.Everytime we finally stopped crying, Alicia started again and we started another whole process of consoling each other.“Please stop crying. I don't know what I'm going to do if you're like this.”She finally pulled herself together and we got into the car and drove back home.“Are you really not going to tell Roman?"“I don't have a plan to. I'm sorry, I just can't bring myself to tell him. He will be shattered, Alicia.”She still wasn't fine with it but she didn't say anything else until we got home.Alicia went into the house to check in on Roman and the kids while I went to the back of the house to check in on what Quinn was doing.She was actually on a chair and table with her legs up while eating everything she brought from the restaurant.“You seem to be enjoying yourself.”My voice frightened her.“Sorry about that.”“You guys surely took your time..