THIRD PERSON'S POVThe door blasted open as she stood in front of the mirror and she felt her heart drop in fear as she looked up to see the person who had done this.Emily stood at the door, her eyes red and her once blonde hair now completely black and wavy.“Emily.”How did she know that she was here?Eden moved away, trying to get to safety but she realized she just made herself look like a prey that was being chased and eventually put itself in a trap.”I’ve been looking for you, everywhere." She approached Eden, steadily taking steps.“What do you want from me? Why can't you just let my family and I be? Why have you been doing this?”She simply smiled and pushed the debris out of the way.“That question will answer a lot of things but then first off, I think we should have a warm up.”Eden was confused at what was going on until she saw it coming her way and her legs took her out of the way.As she fell by the toilet, the wall beside her had a gaping hole.“What the hell was tha
ROMANI stayed in my office that afternoon, after successfully stealing the baby away from Eden.She hadn't let me hold him yesterday and I felt starved. I never thought I would like babies this much. They were just so small and cute and quiet and cuddly.Unlike Belle who could now talk back. Ethan was even more bearable. Maybe all children should stay quiet for the rest of their lives. She was going to be like her mother when she grew up, that was for sure.I love looking at my son because I wondered what he would become later on. The fact that he was mine made things so much better.Not that I didn't love Ethan or like I didn't take him as mine. I love each of my children equally.I showered him around even though his eyes hadn't fully opened and I was sure he couldn't understand a thing I was saying but I took him around the office, showing him everything.The door opened and Henry walked in.“Hey. I was wondering where you were.”I laughed.“I went on a little show and tell with R
EDENI couldn't understand what was going on.After everything that had happened, I'd been struggling with very gruesome dreams where I'd see death and I ended up waking up bathed in sweat. I was hallucinating, I had no appetite and for some reason, I hated my baby.Since the dreams started, I hadn't carried him for up to an hour. Whenever Roman came in to take him away, I didn't fight him anymore. I just let him do what he wanted and he didn't bring the baby back until he wanted to be breastfed or it was nightfall already.Even when the baby was being breastfed, I told him to wait so he could take him back. Thankfully, Roman hadn't noticed yet because he was still in the obsession stage.He looked at that baby like he was his entire life and I banked on that to get some peace of mind. I could barely come out of my room. I didn't want to embarrass myself because I saw something and I screamed.Everything frightened me and it looked like it was going to get me. The fear that came from
EDENI needed help. Badly.When I gave birth to Belle, I was suicidal but it wasn't like this. I guess the fact that I was navigating child birth alone and for the first time as well, I had some crazy thoughts. I was very scared about what was going to happen.But luckily, I had Alicia and that was enough. But this time around, I don't know if it was the trauma of the events of the last few months but I knew that I was feeling something different this time around.Not only was I suicidal but I was feeling very murderous. I didn't want Roman around me and every time he came around me with that baby, I wanted to tell him to take himself and the baby out of my face.He was saying I said things I didn't remember saying. Like when Belle fell down from the table and he said that it was because of me, I didn't remember saying that.I'd black out for hours and then wake up with no recollection of what happened and then Roman would come and say that I did something. I didn't even know what to
EDENI looked to Roman for help as Ethan begged me.“Um, mummy actually can't go with you right now. She has some important work to do and she can't take you along but I'm here. Daddy's here. We can go to the water park.”He knew how much Ethan loved the water park.His face fell.“Okay, don't stay too long. Daddy plays rough.”Roman faked being hurt and came to snatch him from the ground.As he laughed, I looked at my children and couldn't imagine leaving them behind. But I had to . For their own safety.Tears gathered in my eyes and I had to walk out of the room so they wouldn't see me crying.Roman would ask me if something was wrong and I didnt want him to. I just ran into the room and fell on the bed in tears.“What am I going to do?”I wanted to speak to someone about this but I didn't know who to talk to. They might not understand and they may think that I would hurt my children even though I would never do that in a million years.The door opened and I thought it was Roman but
EDENThere was someone else inside me.Now everything was making sense. All the things I did that I couldn't remember, all the things I said that I couldn't remember even the people that I hurt.I mean, how would I tell my six year old daughter never to ask me for help? I would never do that and I'm so glad that Belle knew better.She would have hated me from something I didn't do.But there was a more pressing issue.Who was Lilith?And how did she get inside me?My sudden fear for mirrors would explain a lot. She probably didn't like looking at herself in the mirror. What the hell was going on with me?Does that mean I've lost all my powers? And how the hell would I get her out of me?Maybe she could hear my thoughts. I should probably stop thinking about how to get rid of her.But I need help. Even though I went away, I couldn't stay away forever. I have my family and three kids here. Roman was here and my entire life was here too.What will I do when it's time to come back? I can'
EDEN“Goodbye, Roman.”“Why’re you saying it like I'll never see you again?He laughed but I couldn't bring myself to laugh too because I knew more than he did.He tried to take the baby from me but his hand was firmly wrapped around my shirt and he started crying when he realized he was being taken away.“Roman, it's fine. Let me just take him. He's too young to be away from me.”“It’s fine. What's a vacation if you're still going to be with the kids? Go on, I'm here. Daddy's here.”He finally unplucked Roman's hand from my shirt and that's when the river of tears burst out.Seeing my baby like that brought tears to my eyes.“That’s the last of them, Alpha.”Roman nodded and turned back to me.“I guess that's your cue. You sure you don't want any of the drivers to take you?"I cleaned the tears and smiled.“No, I want to be alone. You sure the kids would be fine?”I looked at my children and everything in me wanted to stay.“Yes, they'll be fine. If anything goes wrong, I'll call you.
ROMAN“Ethan, stop dragging the dog's chew toy with it! And-”The baby's loud wailing distracted me and I ran out of the room to his room.Okay, so maybe I couldn't handle things by myself. It has been two days since Eden left and I have no idea what I'm doing.Not like I didn't know what to do but I was doing too much at the same time. I felt that since Belle and Ethan were grown, they wouldn't require as much attention as Roman did.How wrong was I?It turns out that it's them who always need to be watched all the time. I picked the baby up, rocking him in my arms and apologizing for shouting and waking him up.It was like the slightest noise woke him up and at one point, I wanted to make his room soundproof but then I won't be able to hear him when he's crying.After taking his bottle, he thankfully quieted down but he refused to go back to sleep.Now I understand what Eden goes through.Speaking of Eden, I haven't been able to get in contact with her. At first I thought her phone