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2024-10-29 19:42:56Life? Underwear ?? ”Godric didn't understand a word, especially the part with the underwear struck him as confusing. Did he finally want answers to such existential questions and then Louis came to him with underwear! The thought of God in underwear made the Bible festival uncomfortable. "I doubt you can ever burn all ugly underwear ... There will always be a part somewhere.", Were the dry words after which Godric touched his forehead. Now he thought about it too! How did Louis manage to keep confusing him like that? He only had a big grin on his face because he had achieved his goal again. People were so easily distracted. "No matter! But what do you mean by that? Was the accident so bad that I was kicked into a coma? It can't be. ”“ Rafael couldn't heal you, at least not immediately. But the rest in good time. I made a contract with God. You don't need to know more. ”Louis finished the conversation. "A contract with God ..." whispered Godric, who wanted so
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The garden has never been as beautiful as it is now. We thank you for your help, Brother Uriel. ", Came a young monk who was standing in the monastery garden with the silent angel and two other monks. It was a large garden which, in addition to ordinary plants, also housed medicinal herbs, vegetables and fruits. The place was ideal for that. There was enough sun and space on the Götterberg. Except for a few small things, the monastery has always been self-sufficient and there were monks who were specially assigned and trained for gardening. Godric had allowed the angels to stay if they made themselves useful and would integrate into the monastery. Of course he would never have allowed himself to scare away the beings of his god, but he wanted to maintain the order that gave him a certain hold. Uriel hadn't hesitated and chose this job. Clad in the monk's habit and with his hair tied together, he stood in the green and since the angel took care of it, the garden seemed to be in
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L ... Louis ..." Godric whispered and couldn't take his eyes off this angel. Outwardly this was so gorgeous, but inside he seemed to feel that despite his purity, this was still the same Louis he was allowed to get to know on Assiah. This one just radiated a lot more light than if it wanted to shine from within. Godric slowly let go of my robe and walked reverently towards the picture of Lucifer. He didn't dare to reach out to him, but just stopped in front of him. The eyes traveled over his profile. "Really ... beautiful ..." Meanwhile, Uriel had folded his hands at the sight of the seraph of the time. He hadn't seen it for a long time and wanted to be remembered. In the course of his remembrance, the memory changed and Godric saw images long past. Even then, Rafael was pushy and had kept his loved one from work. At that time he had another companion: Lucifel. Both often visited Uriel's sphere, even if Rafael asked Rafael not to involve the chief angel in his pranks.Godric
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