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“Father?” “Is everything okay? Venerable Father! ”Worried questions came from all sides while Godric simmered in anger. That bastard! What was he thinking? "As if I was sinful ..." he whispered, took the cool skull and tucked it under his robe. He would later want to bury him in the cemetery with dignity. "Thank you, it's okay. It was probably just a joke, not a very funny one. Please calm down, my brothers and sister. ", He said, as usual, and smiled weakly. Inside the anger raged against the devil, who, in his opinion, should care for the same. If he had felt good in his arms yesterday, he now wished that he was far away from him. He wanted to leave the place quickly, as the looks seemed to follow him. Couldn't he even show up in the village because of Louis? The sense of relaxation did not come to him, but he stopped abruptly when he felt a strong power and a light that was warm and cold at the same time. His gaze went to heaven and Godric saw a phenomenon
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