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2024-10-29 19:42:56"hm ... the smell in cities is normal. Here the air is no longer as clean as in the country because of all the exhaust fumes. People are used to it, as well as to the noise," Godric explained thoughtfully. "The Sabbath .. .. Well I don't think everyone will keep it. Most have Saturday and Sunday rest days, but many also work on these days. Some to support their families and themselves and others because they have become addicted to work. Still others have shift work That means that they have work on weekends and during the week off. There are also people who work at night and sleep during the day or work during the day and sleep at night ... Well, the world has changed a lot. ", added he added. Louis shook his head at all these conditions.
Louis knocked on the window again because the shop window was something Louis didn't know. “Leave the panes whole. otherwise you have to pay them! ", were Godric's admonishing words. But not only Godric had noticed that Louis was exam
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