I stepped out into the cool air and locked the back door behind me, once again tugging to make sure it was tightly closed. Sage was bubbling over, fighting to come forward. I resisted, first scanning to make sure the coast was clear. I ducked behind a stone wall and took off my clothes, shuddering in the cool breeze. As werewolves we were all too used to nudity, but I still tried to cover myself as I scurried to tuck my clothes in my bag, hanging it from my bike handlebars. It was one thing to catch a glimpse of someone in the woods, post patrol and slipping something on. It was another to see them in the buff behind the library in the middle of town on a Monday night.
By now Sage was all but busing the door, begging me to let her come forward and shift. I have in, convinced there were no passerby’s catching the show.
My wolf was a deep russet red, with flecks of gold running through my haunches. Generally a wolf’s coat matches their human body in some way. My wolf took after my flaming hair, and if the sun caught me just right it looked like I was on fire. I stretched out my limbs, enjoying the feeling of the late summer wind on my fur. I let Sage take the lead, bounding through the back roads of town and up into the mountains to the West.
The thick brush of town blurred by as Sage jutted through the trees, the cool earth beneath our paws. Our senses were heightened once shifted and I closed my eyes and breathed deeply, lapping up the scents of pine and mountain air. I couldn’t deny how happy it made me to whip through the trees, bounding over the land I had called home for so long. Before too long the sky opened up and a light rain pattered own, sprinkling the brush with a light dusting of fresh rain. That had to be my favourite smell in the world; fresh rain on damp earth. I breathed in deeply, drinking in the small and allowing it to lull me to contentment. I stepped back and allowed my mind to wander and my wolf take control, content in the confines of my thoughts as Sage leapt up the rugged surface of our territory.
At 18 once a wolf is matured they’re able to find their mate, their goddess given partner meant to complete you and come with you on your life journey. I wondered if I even had one. No one in town was a likely match - in fact the only unmated male I could even imagine was the skinny boy that worked at the butcher’s shop. I knew my made had to be out there. Everyone has a mate. But… my path would lead me back here. I was meant to be here, to be working in the archives with Mains and tucking away books with my mother. I was supposed to spend my days in the warm sun by the docks in the summer and by a crackling fire in my cabin in the winter.
Surely that meant my Goddess given mate would be here too?
My daydreaming was cut short as Sage abruptly stopped running as we got closer to the Northern mountain range. A strange smell wafted through the air, like firewood and burnt ash. Gingerly we jogged higher, clawing for a vantage point on higher ground, following the scent. From one of the peaks, as the trees cleared we could see a plume of smoke rising towards the sky coming from the North, still a far ways out.
“That has to be at least thirty miles out, probably more,” Sage noted through our mind link.
“Probably just some travellers stopping for the night.” I responded, scanning the horizon for more signs of trouble. I saw nothing, and Sage and I, though weary, decided not to pay any mind to what we had seen. It wa some excitement for the week, it’s not every day that come across a new sight on our usual patrol. Nevertheless, our muscles had started to feel the effects of a long day out and a hard run and we agreed to head back towards the Western range and head back down the mountainside to start our bike ride home. If I was lucky it would be late enough that Mom would be completely out and I could sneak in undetected. There was no way she wouldn’t smell the dampness on my hair and get suspicious. Sage shook off my worry wordlessly, and kept bounding across the now muddy terrain, trying to avoid the slick cliff sides.
Maybe it was because I was on high alert already, or maybe it was just fate but both Sage and I heart the snap of brush first and stopped dead in our tracks, only a mile out from the clearing we’d come upon town at. The wind shifted and the scent of an unfamiliar wolf filled my nostrils.
My haunches stood on end, Sage growling quietly as we stalked in the direction of the smell above.
“We should run.” Sage said, stiffening as the scent grew stronger. I recognized two distinct smells in the air but couldn’t pinpoint where they were coming from. Whatever it was, it was moving fast and the light rain was washing away the tracks, making it impossible to follow. I focused on identifying the scent, hoping context clues would help me identify the source. One scent was thick, spicy. It smelled like roasted herbs, but with an underlying acidity to it. I couldn’t quite place it though it was dripping in familiarity. The other scent was the opposite, light and airy against its heavy counterpart. The scent was lovely, and much stronger. I almost forgot the urgency as I relished in the scent of fresh cut grass, cotton and old leather filling my nose. I might have gotten lost in it if Sage hadn’t let out a rumbling warning and snapped her head suddenly in the direction of the scents. She was completely on edge and ready to flee the unsuspecting danger.
“We can’t abandon the pack. Besides, it doesn’t smell like a rogue. Maybe it’s just a drifter.” I countered, pushing forward. Tentatively I urged Sage to climb back up the mountainside, and as we came up into a small meadow a dark figure emerged from the shadows, flanked by a smaller, yet equally terrifying form.
I shuddered, shrinking back for a moment before squaring my shoulders to fight. It occurred to me that I’d never met a werewolf outside of my own pack that wasn’t a new mate and I was slick with fear. The gravitas of what stood before me was foreign, but not unknown. I was all that stood between these strangers and my home. Determined to defend my pack as well as I could, I let out a warning growl, letting Sage’s rage and my clear headedness work in unison to tell our unwanted guests to back off. I was hoping it would work- I didn’t know anything about fighting. I stomped my front paws against the grass below me as the two unfamiliar wolves stalked forward.
As they exited the brush and into the moonlight soaked clearing I was able to better make out their features. The one in front was large, a larger wolf than I had ever seen. He was a deep chestnut colour, lighter along his haunches. His eyes were a hard grey, glistening in the light. Though I could see his brow furrowed he was not growling in my direction, his teeth were not bared. He seemed calm and collected as he slowly stalked towards me. His compatriot, however, seemed the opposite. A gunmetal grey, this wolf was huge. Thicker in the shoulders though not as tall, with a thick silver line running through his face and down clear to his tail. He was weathered, I could see a chip taken out of his ear and his fur looked more scruffy. They were a mere five feet away now and I was able to pinpoint their scents now. The wolf before me smelled like gasoline beneath the earthy spice, unusual and unsettling. He caught me staring and sent a warning of his own. His growl was low, rumbling, and he looked like he was ready to pounce. I shrunk back and yelped as he flashed his teeth at me in the darkness, bracing for impact. The brown wolf snapped his head and looked at the other, silently commanding him to step back. He did, though his hard, black eyes never left my own.
It was then that the large brown wolf before me bowed. I stared back in awe, Sage and I both in quiet wonder as we stared at the stranger before us. He looked up briefly and as I met his eyes I understood the need to bow back. Suddenly my mind link was met with a brusque voice.
“It’s about time you bow for your Alpha!”
I stared, confused, before realizing the voice had come from the grey wolf.
“I- I don’t understand. I am from the Ember Pack. We have t had an Alpha for quite some time and…”
I was cut off by the brown wolf, who huffed in the night.
“Please excuse my Beta, Jonas is not used to small talk. My name is Alpha Rhodes Stay, and I’m here to take my place as Alpha of the Ember Pack.”
I stumbled backwards at his words. Inherently, I knew they were true. Only Alpha’s could open a mind link within a pack, so it was at least true he was ancestral of the Ember Pack elders.“How? Who are you? Our Alpha had no offspring.”
Ibolted in my house out of the sudden rain, breathless and awestruck by what had become. I said a silent prayer as I crept up the stairs, begging the Moon Goddess not to wake my mother. I made it to my room without stirring her and quickly peeled off my wet clothes, pulling on the softest flannel pajamas I owned and burying my exhausted body into the well awaited warmth of my bed.
I heard the blood rush in my ears as soon as the Alpha's hand met mine, my body became numb and I counted my breaths, trying to leave my mind open as a vessel to contact my pack. Since Beta Friendrich's death we rarely comminucated through the mind link anymore. It was mainly used in emergency situations or to announce the arrival of visiitors. I could almost hear the sound of the door opening, rusty and creaking in my mind. Before long Alpha Rhode's voiuce rang out, clear through the routes and tunnels of the link, visiting every pack member."My name is Alpha Rhodes, I hereby lay claim to this pack. The Ember Pack will now be joined with the former Kronos and Genesis packs of the West. Any and all questions will be answered in person this evening. Theo Martin will explain the details."I felt the snap as my mind link became my own, now with the murmerings of nervous pack members across the entirety of the town. I swallowed hard, before speaking "Al
The sound of my alarm blaring stirred me out of bed, and I sluggishly pulled myself from the comfort of my blankets to silence it. I was exhausted, my whole body yearned for rest. It had been alert and on edge for twodays now, having been battered unwieldingly by the rapid changes around us. "Don't expect it to stop anytime soon!" Sage warned me, but I knew she was right. Something told me that this would be the first of many days in a row spent training under the guidance of the new Alpha, and my already sore muscles were about to be beaten to submission.I stumbled to the bathroom, hastily brushing my teeth and pulling my thick hair into a bun at the top of my head, securing it with a thin elastic headband and several bobby pins. While I was physically fit enough, I was by no means athletic and my stomach turned thinking about the battering I was to endure. I slipped into a pair of tight wrestling shorts I had bought ages agoto wear when I wore a dr
I had hoped to make it to the car and hope without being caught by Mains or my mother, but Goddess knows I could never be so lucky. She stuck her head out the door toward the back parking lot the minute I walked up to the car, her voice clear and warning across the lot,"Not so fast, young lady. I expect a report!"I sighed, and followed suit, not wanting to play victim to the same wrath I'd felt the day before. My mother swooped on me in the doorway, peppering me with questions about the turnout and the training, asking if I'd learned anything about our new neighbours from the West."Whoa, Mom, slow down!" I laughed, amused at her antics. Ignoring her huff, I patted her arm, "I'm spent. Maybe a seat and a cup of tea?""Fine! But then you're telling me everything!" She said, wagging her finger at me before disappearing to her office to get a cup of tea ready. I made my way over to a soft little nook in the front
As quickly as I noticed it Rhodes had pulled his hand away and I willed the furious blush to subside from my cheeks. As someone flicked on the lights, the room started to clear, chatter about the movie and ongoing pack programs lingering in the air. I looked towards Alpha Rhodes, but he didn't meet my gaze. My head was swimming, confused with thoughts of confusion and longing for this strange new Alpha. I barely knew him, knew so little of his story but I couldn't deny the magnetic pull I had to him.Beta Gideon mentioned something about reviewing border lines before patrol to the Alpha and he nodded, leaving the room with the last of the warriors as the credits finished rolling across the screen. I collected my thoughts, swallowing hard as the dark room filled with light, willing the blush forming on my cheeks to subside before Torrance or her mother noticed. They chattered away, talking plot points and sequels, before Leona turned to me, "Would you like to stay a litt
While I'd slept in some, I nearly shot out of bed the next morning, full of excited nerves shooting through me like live wires. I was nearly tipping over with excitement to begin combat training today, to learn how to move my body on the offensive, to become a weapon in protection of my pack. I had never thought about it before yesterday, the physical classes we took in our towns small high school were lacklustre and unenthusiastic. Our pack had resigned in the past decade to allow the elements to act as our main line of defence. Sage had always urged me to seek training once I turned 18, had always been teething at the bit to unleash the furious side of her and use her given talent, but I'd never given in. I had always perceived myself as a small meek girl, incapable of this level of power but in only one assessment I was shown my potential. I love a challenge.The clock read just after noon, meaning I had plenty of time to get ready for training and relax a bit. My mind
I awoke refreshed, my mind alert and buzzing. I'd fallen to sleep early after the exertion of the sparring training, even Mom had commented on how fast I was fading. I lay happily in the quiet, the only sound being the thump of my heartbeat and the light patter of rain on our cabin roof. I took my time getting out of bed and inching to the shower. I still worked at the library, but we'd worked it out that I had no set shift time, just that I was expected on my days free from training and in a drop-in basis. Mains was still hard at work reviewing the historical texts pulled from the old town hall ruins, and with the sudden influx in population size mom was kept on her toes serving new customers. She would need an extra set of hands if this traffic kept up, and I made a note to poke around the training grounds for any young wolf who may be interested.I turned on the shower to warm up while I examined my bruise on my back. The tape had held through the night, and where a
The rest of the day milled on, dry and aching as I felt out in the space for my mate. I wanted nothing more than to be with him, surrounded by him and the electric heat that closed the space between us. I so longed for him, but the turmoil of my body and mind were not in harmony. Inwardly my thoughts were muddled, painful. Normally I would turn to my mom in times like these. I would spill my fears over her perfectly cooked eggs at the counter in our little cottage, the hot coffee and morning sunbeams washing away my dread. I thought now to the charred walls and burnt memories, our cottage another ruin in the wasteland my land has become. Even my beloved dock, steadfast and strong as it was, had become much to dangerous for me to sit alone and work through my maze of thoughts. I felt so alone under the weight of my life. What a way to spend your birthday. I thought of my friends, how I so desperately wanted to let them in and to celebrate. I had found my mate! He loved me too! I
As the strategy meeting came to a close and we all retreated to our preparation points I felt the calloused hand of Jonas meet my elbow, his low whisper in my ear."Alpha's chambers, now."His voice was gruff and bone chilling, the fear lingered on the back of my neck as I swallowed it down. Funny how I was not afraid of the battle ahead, but the scolding tone of my own packmate sent my senses into a fight or flight frenzy.As we walked through the wooden corridor towards the office I could pick up the residual hints of my mate's scent wafting in the air. Somehow that reminder of him, that hint of his once-before closeness worked magic in calming my nerves. Seeing his towering, chiseled frame as we broke the threshhold of his office even more so. His back was turned, he'd clearly been pacing, but the crease of his furrowed brow softened as our eyes met.This miniscule act of intimacy was enough to send Jonas back into a rage. His low, ne
The Pack House's Great Hall was a room rarely used. It was reserved for tactical meetings and the occasional party, but I couldn't remember the last time the wide oak doors were swung open, the room aired out and the curtains drawn. With all of our warriors and the visiting help we found ourselves with way too many ranks for any other room, so here we stood.I timed my entrance, not wanting to walk in with Rhodes, knowing I couldn't stop myself from standing too close, his scent intoxicating and the invisible strings tied around our souls straining to pull us back together. I was only a few feet away from him and yet I missed him. I yearned to be next to him, buried safe in his arms and drunk with love and comfort. But being with him had to wait. As blurred as our minds both were with the confirmation of our hunch, there were more important tasks at hand.I stepped over the threshhold, my eyes taking in the rows and rows of brave men and women we had gather
Rhodes drew in a sharp breath, almost a gasp. We stared at each other, in disbelief, drinking the moment. I felt myself being drawn to him, as if a thread was holding us together, pulling us nearer. The only thing I could see were his amber eyes, boring into mine, I swear I could hear the thump of our hearts beating in time, could feel the blood pulsating through my veins. It’s as if the whole world fell away and there was only him.“Come with me.” Rhodes said gruffly, “Now.” His eyes darkened and his voice was rough, he wrapped his calloused hand around my wrist, sparks emanating from his palm as he gently pulled me through the pack house corridors and towards his bedroom.Once we were alone he turned to me,“Is it? Are you…&rd
Sleep came easy, but rest was unrelenting. As soon as my eyes closed I was tormented by images of shadows draping themselves sickeningly across the swells of Stay's landing. Their menacing black grip grasped at our buildings, dragging them from the light and into the clutches of a ravenous night. Truth be told, I had expected the nightmares to come. I had expected the feeling of ice in my veins, of panic and cold sweats and fear as I lie between sleep and waking. In a way this prepared me for the mania that would come, the fear that would undoubtedly paralyse me where I stood. The shadows slunk along the stone pathways of my home, hissing as they slithered like indiscernible snakes around the structures of town. They singed the ground beneath them, the air around them growing thick and warm as the world burned. I felt myself gasping for air as the embers in the shadow's wake begain to flutter as the flames caught. Smoke was billowing all aro
Torrance’s bedroom was already emptier than I had expected. She’d gone ahead and wrestled all of her summer clothes, every tank top and sparkly sandal shoved into trunks and boxes. Her round, bubbly handwriting decorated the sides, little hearts dotting the i’s and swirling underlines cementing in that she was really leaving.“Don’t look so sad, Red. I’ll be back to visit!” She said, sticking out her bottom lip as she hugged me into her.“I can’t help it,” I said, trying to make my tone sound light even though it was weighed down with merciless grief, “you’re my best friend and you’re leaving me.”“I’m going with my mate!”“Why couldn’t you have mated with an orphan with no responsibilities that loves mountains? Maybe a geologist. A geologist would be happy here.”Torrance only rolled her eyes at my antics, her sparkling grin both
The next two weeks were here and gone in a blur, between training and studying and battening down the hatches I began to know myself in a whole new level of exhaustion. Muscles I didn't even know existed ached, I loaded up on more carbs than I even thought possible, I pushed myself past the limit and past the next one too. Even Sage, deep within me, panted for a rest.The promised week of rest could not come faster, I yearned for the days of easy patrol runs and light agility training. I hadn't run for leisure in weeks, and the feeling was sorely missed. I felt a lot of myself slipping. I hadn't been back to my pier since the day my mother left. I hadn't run for myself, I hadn't read a piece of broken poetry or breathed in the calming sense of nature. It felt like an eternity since I paused and felt the earth under my feet, since I felt the swimming thoughts in my mind clear. I felt like I was but a blur.Rhodes had pulled away, too, the pressure of the imp
I was no stranger to the falsified sense of peace that had graced our dinner table the evening before. Everything and everyone I loved shared in the final meal, my mother to my right and Alpha Rhodes seated at the head of the table to my left. Torrance and her newfound mate were cuddled up, sharing in hushed whispers as they got to know one another. Her parents looked on adoringly, and laughter and warmth radiated across the room. I was all but haunted by my conversation with Clarice, the promise of a new and unfamiliar future on the horizon. When morning came, everything would change.As the dawning light crept in the Alpha and I sighed. Neither of us had slept a wink, but we hadn’t shared a word either. It was as if we were both in denial of what was to come. As the frost settled and the cold winter air whipped around the pack house, the haunting whistles made soundtrack to our somber morning. We worked in tandem, handing each other
"Mate."Torrance replied, stepping out from behind me, her breathing heavy. They drifted towards each other weightlessly, almost as if on autopilot, They glided into one another's arms, holding each other at the elbows. Their conversation was hushed, in whispers, as the familiarity of their souls called out to their mate.Leona sighed, and I looked back at her beaming smile, her eyes brimming with tears and pride as she watched her daughter meeting her other half. I beamed, squeezing the Alpha's hand in excitement as I watched my best friend accept her new role. The daughter of a Beta now the mate of another. A Goddess perfect pairing.Moments passed, no one dare interrupt the fate's meeting. The duo seemed to hold the same regard for public forum, however, and they pulled apart to let the official meeting commence. Torrance stood nervously close to her new mate, their arms touching as she let the Alpha speak."Well! Even more now than b