the day went fast. And during these days a lot happened. I can hardly give details.Anyway, Jayar and I meet only in the morning. Because at night I don't come down from the room anymore. I am afraid of him despite my admiration. I'm afraid of falling forever and not being able to get up.Jai and I don't go with them at breakfast either. I will go straight to work and then eat at the canteen. Avoiding? Yes, this is what I did. That's right he called me a fool. That was painful for me.Esan didn't even know that we lived with Jayar. What will he think? Then I felt like Esan treated me differently. The first Esan I met came back. Somehow I am glad and he is no longer hard in dealing with me.Jayar, on the other hand, seemed to ignore my presence with him. All he could see was the child. If anything, he is already committed to someone else. I'm really excited at any time!In the eyes of the servants, we are a husband and wife. I want to laugh. I'm happy with that thought, but I'm only ha
it took half an hour before he came back and this time, he was carrying a new toy robot and a bag full of Siopao."Give it to Jai when we get home," he had a commanding tone.I didn't move. He spoiled the child too much. Jai's room is almost full of toys."Jai asked me to make you stop working and stay at home."I quickly looked at him. The boy begged him? I bit my lip slightly. I know it needs my real care as its mother. But no one will work for us so I can leave it to Mela. But I never failed to love Jai and raise him well. It was like something stabbed my heart."You will grant the child's request if he is truly your child."I looked back at him and quickly looked out the window. I was once again attacked by nervousness and fear at the last part he said. It's annoying. I shouldn't have acted like this."W-why are you doing this?"This time he did not move. He started the engine and started driving again. I'm restless. He seems to know something. It won't keep me quiet if I don't kn
I heard Jayar's big and heavy steps on the stairs. I glanced at him, he didn't seem to be in a good mood. Do I really care? He no longer cared about my feelings.It took him almost half an hour before he said goodbye to me. If Jai hadn't come to me and looked so hungry, Esan probably wouldn't have left."Isn't that your friend Mommy?" Jai asked. I carried him to the kitchen."Yes, Mommy's friend." I pinched his nose."What's the name?"My little angel is really ugly. Lots of questions. I told him the name and he nodded.The food is ready on the table. The only thing missing, Jayar. The maid called the man but he did not come down. Jai and I ate first. If he doesn’t want to eat, he’ll take care of it. That's okay, I can't see him. But I was wrong. He went down but did not eat. He just turned to the boy and said goodbye to it.“Join us Daddy. Mom prepare this for you. ”“I’m full. I had lunch outside. Bye, son. ”"Bye Daddy!"I felt frustrated when he didn’t even look back at me and giv
I quietly stepped into the house. I carried the child because I think he had run out of energy to play with the other children before. I found out from Jayar’s security guard guarding the gate, that the man had arrived earlier.I was exactly entering when I saw Chilsea wrapped around Jayar's neck and seemingly huddled in the middle of the house. Even though I was affected, I just pretended to be insignificant.I no longer disturbed them with exposure. Jai was fine and asleep. But the child will be surprised and I will have a hard time explaining."Where have you been?"I paused for a moment. Jayar noticed me. I didn’t answer and I continued to step towards the stairs.“Aba! Who is acting! ” let Chilsea hear me.I pretended not to hear that. I just kept going. I didn't look at them and I might get hurt.Tears automatically fell in my eyes when I laid Jai down on his bed. I kissed his forehead and leaned over him. Here I will spend the night next to the child."For you son, for you I ca
JAYAR’S P.O.V. "Damn!" In my car, I went straight to a bar. I just let my feelings pass. My phone rang and Chilsea was calling. I didn't answer it. I wanted to be alone.I hit the steering wheel. I hate myself. I was sending too much of my anger when Kiera lied. I exercised my pride too much. I was just shocked when he blamed me for everything he was upset about.Kiera has a point. I became too greedy. Selfish. I used to not care about the people I stepped on. For me, I am the one to be obeyed and when I don't follow what I want, poor person. But when it's time for Kiera to run away and take my niece away, I will do everything. He will stay in my house as long as I want."Bullshit!" I braked in the middle of the road and got hit in the head. Kiera's teary eyes seemed to be temptingly appearing in my mind. It's like my heart is pounding and I hate this feeling.I only loved him one night and that night was over. But why did I feel the strange emotion that began to emerge?KIERA'S P.O.
I decided to go back to work. If I'm always here at home, maybe one day I'll feel numb. This is my life and I will do what is best for me. I will leave the child to Mela and take care of her. It's also embarrassing that I'm going to make the man live. Maybe one day, he'll blame it on me. So right now, I have to scrape for myself and for Jai. If only we could bring back that quiet life, I would have done it. But I can't go back yet. Maybe that witch will grow old. He would destroy and hurt Jai's feelings again without me and I would smear his face on the roof."Kiera?" Esan's handsome face reflected the pleasure when he saw me in his office the next morning.My mind was determined to return to work with him. Any job I will accept. I knew he would not disappoint me.“Good morning. Am I welcome to come back here? ” smiling I asked."Of course you will!" He stood up and approached me to help him sit in the chair there. "I'm really surprised you're here."“I need a job Esan. Can I come h
"Do you love me? ”He laughed and pinched my nose. "Would I be like this if I didn't love you"What if ... The day will come when the love you say will change?" my question seemed younHe gave me a kiss before speaking. “If anything changes, it will make you love, care for and fight for more. I love you and I will prove it until the end of my life.I seemed to be tickled by the delicious word he left out. How I wish this was true because I don’t know what to do in case he leaves m"Baby ..“Why baby? I'm not a baby, ah, ”but the truth is, I'm thrille"Silly girl." He pinched my nose agaiI laughed and pinched his nose and we both laughed. He's very handsome when he laughs and it's nice to listen to the laughter he let outSoon we both stopped and stared at each other. I caressed his cheek and narrowed my eyes and kissed him on the lips. I will never tire of doing this to him even when we both get older and our faces get wrinkle"I love you Kiera"I love you more JayarAnd once again t
KIERA’S P.O.VI have a hard time moving properly now that we are all together. Even though the mansion is big, I feel like it's getting smaller, especially since the two of us have hot blood. Jayar really wanted to move me to a condo with Jai but I refused.“Here is the money! Get out."I turned to the old Lady who was now in front of me and handed me a thick envelope. I'm not a fool for not knowing what that means."I don't look like money, ma'am, if that's how you think of me," I said calmly but anger began to rise in me.He smiled and took another envelope from his bag. “You want a double? Here! Hello, get out of my son's life leech! ”The deep wind blew me away. “Is that really how you think of our poor people, buy? If you can pay for everything in this world, pwes Senyora, I can't, ”I replied heavily.It doesn't matter if my behavior is rude. I don’t care about that anymore. I respect and honor this old man but it itself erases the respect I show."If you don't want my money to b
KIERA’S P.O.V I insisted on having some energy tonight when I got home. I don't want my twin to see me sad. They will definitely ask me questions and do anything to tease me.“Listen to your heart Kiera. What does it say? If you really don't like Jayar anymore, tell him you don't love him anymore. ‘Don’t hurt yourself.’I was shaken when I remembered what Esan had said. What is my heart saying? All I know is, anger is contained in it. But why every time I push the man I hate away, the anger I feel slowly disappears. Should I really accept him back into my life after all he did? Does he really deserve a second chance? What if he hurts me again? What if it leaves like a useless thing? I don't want to experience them. Stop. But why is the whisper in the corner of my heart to forgive him?I bit my lip. No, I can't forgive. Maybe when I do that, I might go back to where I used to be. The former Kiera fool in love.After I changed into house clothes, I headed to my twin’s room. As usu
JAYAR'S P.O.V I encountered a bottle of brandy on the terrace tonight. I am alone in this mansion where before, this is where my love affair with Kiera began. The amount that bothers me mentally and my mood is very difficult.I tried to plant in my mind that I had no hope of getting him. She’s happily inlove with Esan. Irain don't want to mess up the world of the two of them. I have done this once and I have felt so much remorse. But when I saw the look of the twins up close, I noticed it looked like me. They both took pictures of my face when I was young.I also felt differently with the two children. I like to think they are my children but Kiera herself said that they are not my children.Then my phone rang in my pocket. I immediately looked at who it was. The name of a detective registers on the screen."Sir, I did what you asked me to do."“Good. Bring it to my place immediately. ” And I turned off the call on the other line.I hired a detective to investigate whose son Erson an
"Mommy!"I turned to the door. I laughed when I saw Esan carrying another toy. He always jokes with me like this when we are at home. After she placed the toy next to the children, I guided her out to the kitchen to make coffee. We didn’t go home together because ‘he didn’t come in. He allegedly took care of something. I have worked with him since my twin was two years old.I brewed two coffees for each of us."I have news about Jayar ..."I stopped sipping and looked at him. "Please don't want to hear his name again."He nodded and apologized. I asked him before that no matter what happens, I hope the young man does not know that he has a child with me. It's enough that once they kidnapped Jai from me. They don’t have a heart and that’s how I think of Jayar.We live in a subdivision with Mela that is owned by Esan’s family. He had a kind family background and considered me family. Her parents really wanted us to live in their house but I refused. So embarrassing.After we drank coffe
JAYAR’S P.O.V. My business deal ended today so I got in the car to go home and see my mother and me. But before I boarded, a man approached me and handed me an envelope then immediately turned around and disappeared. Astonished, I looked at the envelope I was holding. I opened it and was shocked to see who was in the picture."Damn!" I angrily slammed the steering wheel.I crumpled the picture in my hand. I didn't bother to look at the other pictures there and it seemed to be punching my chest. I need to talk to Kiera. I will ask him and let him explain. Maybe it's not true and it's just a fabrication of someone who wants to ruin us. Either Mom or my ex-fiancee. But before I could start the car there was a dropped note on the back of the envelope. It's just stuck there or something.‘See how bitch your Kiera is, Jay. Even your cousin Esan is flirting. That beauty is just fooling you. Get rid of that, son. 'Your Beautiful Mother.My mouth watered and angrily licked the little paper.
KIERA’S P.O.VI have a hard time moving properly now that we are all together. Even though the mansion is big, I feel like it's getting smaller, especially since the two of us have hot blood. Jayar really wanted to move me to a condo with Jai but I refused.“Here is the money! Get out."I turned to the old Lady who was now in front of me and handed me a thick envelope. I'm not a fool for not knowing what that means."I don't look like money, ma'am, if that's how you think of me," I said calmly but anger began to rise in me.He smiled and took another envelope from his bag. “You want a double? Here! Hello, get out of my son's life leech! ”The deep wind blew me away. “Is that really how you think of our poor people, buy? If you can pay for everything in this world, pwes Senyora, I can't, ”I replied heavily.It doesn't matter if my behavior is rude. I don’t care about that anymore. I respect and honor this old man but it itself erases the respect I show."If you don't want my money to b
"Do you love me? ”He laughed and pinched my nose. "Would I be like this if I didn't love you"What if ... The day will come when the love you say will change?" my question seemed younHe gave me a kiss before speaking. “If anything changes, it will make you love, care for and fight for more. I love you and I will prove it until the end of my life.I seemed to be tickled by the delicious word he left out. How I wish this was true because I don’t know what to do in case he leaves m"Baby ..“Why baby? I'm not a baby, ah, ”but the truth is, I'm thrille"Silly girl." He pinched my nose agaiI laughed and pinched his nose and we both laughed. He's very handsome when he laughs and it's nice to listen to the laughter he let outSoon we both stopped and stared at each other. I caressed his cheek and narrowed my eyes and kissed him on the lips. I will never tire of doing this to him even when we both get older and our faces get wrinkle"I love you Kiera"I love you more JayarAnd once again t
I decided to go back to work. If I'm always here at home, maybe one day I'll feel numb. This is my life and I will do what is best for me. I will leave the child to Mela and take care of her. It's also embarrassing that I'm going to make the man live. Maybe one day, he'll blame it on me. So right now, I have to scrape for myself and for Jai. If only we could bring back that quiet life, I would have done it. But I can't go back yet. Maybe that witch will grow old. He would destroy and hurt Jai's feelings again without me and I would smear his face on the roof."Kiera?" Esan's handsome face reflected the pleasure when he saw me in his office the next morning.My mind was determined to return to work with him. Any job I will accept. I knew he would not disappoint me.“Good morning. Am I welcome to come back here? ” smiling I asked."Of course you will!" He stood up and approached me to help him sit in the chair there. "I'm really surprised you're here."“I need a job Esan. Can I come h
JAYAR’S P.O.V. "Damn!" In my car, I went straight to a bar. I just let my feelings pass. My phone rang and Chilsea was calling. I didn't answer it. I wanted to be alone.I hit the steering wheel. I hate myself. I was sending too much of my anger when Kiera lied. I exercised my pride too much. I was just shocked when he blamed me for everything he was upset about.Kiera has a point. I became too greedy. Selfish. I used to not care about the people I stepped on. For me, I am the one to be obeyed and when I don't follow what I want, poor person. But when it's time for Kiera to run away and take my niece away, I will do everything. He will stay in my house as long as I want."Bullshit!" I braked in the middle of the road and got hit in the head. Kiera's teary eyes seemed to be temptingly appearing in my mind. It's like my heart is pounding and I hate this feeling.I only loved him one night and that night was over. But why did I feel the strange emotion that began to emerge?KIERA'S P.O.
I quietly stepped into the house. I carried the child because I think he had run out of energy to play with the other children before. I found out from Jayar’s security guard guarding the gate, that the man had arrived earlier.I was exactly entering when I saw Chilsea wrapped around Jayar's neck and seemingly huddled in the middle of the house. Even though I was affected, I just pretended to be insignificant.I no longer disturbed them with exposure. Jai was fine and asleep. But the child will be surprised and I will have a hard time explaining."Where have you been?"I paused for a moment. Jayar noticed me. I didn’t answer and I continued to step towards the stairs.“Aba! Who is acting! ” let Chilsea hear me.I pretended not to hear that. I just kept going. I didn't look at them and I might get hurt.Tears automatically fell in my eyes when I laid Jai down on his bed. I kissed his forehead and leaned over him. Here I will spend the night next to the child."For you son, for you I ca