Chapter 24The floozy almost shrinks. "But-""Did I stutter?" His eyes are cold and unyielding, making the floozy drop her head. Without another word, she walks out with the man following on her heels.I don't realize he's behind me until his voice is near my ear. "She's gone. Now, what do you want?"I know he's angry but I can take it. I can take whatever he's going to dish out to me. I just need to tell him how I feel first. "I. . . I haven't heard from you all this while and when I saw you this night, it's just. . ." I take a deep breath. "I guess I missed you." I finish, shrugging.He doesn't say anything for awhile. Instead, I feel the roughness of his palm as he takes my hand and leads me to the stairs. When we get into his room, he lets go of me and faces me, offering a slight shrug in the process. "You want to play around for a bit?""Yes!" I answer instantly, not stopping to think what that might mean unt
Chapter 25Happiness is being fucked so rough you can hardly breathe, can hardly speak, can do nothing but squeal like a rat as he nails you over and over, pushing inside of you so hard, so deep, that you can feel the man not only with your body, but also with your soul as well. Happiness is waking up the following morning, barely able to recall your own name because the only one that mattered was his, screamed so loud your throat is painfully raw, like the name had bled from your lips.And love. . .It means seeing the beauty in the ugly, the light in the dark, and accepting that even if the lights are off and I can't see what's in front of me, there will be something to guide my way. Love means turning yourself inside out and handing yourself over to someone else. Trusting them to touch you, handle your and bend you, but never break what you give them.It takes just two days to realize it. Two days of bei
Chapter 26 Many people don’t know this; In order to make money, you actually need to have it, or borrow it. . . or steal it. That’s what I did. I stole it. Well. . . at least I stole something I can sell in order to get money. As I stare at the jewelry nestled in the case in my hand, a twinge of guilt assails me. When Alicia looks for the necklace and finds out its missing, she’s going to know I took it, and then she’ll flip her lid. It’s the only thing worth anything at all. A family heirloom from my great grandmother who handed it over to her first born daughter. It was in turn handed over to mother who then handed it over to Alicia. And now I’ve stolen it in order to pawn it. I have no other option. None whatsoever. I promise to buy something more worthwhile for her when I settle my own side of the deal with Mr. Ash. “How much do you want for this?” The man with the bushy facial hair asks, drawing me back from my reveries. Forgive me, mum, but I’ve got to do this. “T
Chapter 27Thank God for alarm clocks. I jet up immediately, momentarily confused as I look around wonderingly. I search for my phone and stop the shrill noise coming from it, then drag myself to take a shower. Probably the shortest I've ever taken, after which I throw on some clothes, not checking to see what they are.Way to go making a good first impression, Alicia.I flip my rucksack onto my back and throw all my necessities inside.Wallet and Phone CheckLipgloss CheckHouse keys CheckI rush out of the apartment and grab the key from inside my bag before locking it and throwing it back inside.Thirty minutes later and I'm racing to my first class. I practically ask a million people before I'm able to find my way to the lecture theater. If not for a good Samaritan who practically takes me by the hand and leads me there, I would have totally missed it, which by the way is already underway as I slide int
Chapter 28I don't like wearing suits.Matter of fact, I hate wearing them.Let me rephrase that. . .I fucking hate wearing suits.It's a messed up excuse to wear heavy clothes and feel and act rich. I don't need to dress up in a suit to know I'm rich. I'm rich and nothing, not even wearing fifty suits a day can make me feel richer than I already am. I'll rather wear a pair of jeans and a tee and go around as unobtrusively as I can. It makes me blend in with the common man.I like common. It's good to look common so when I strike, no one will see it coming.They always never do.I glance at the black pinstriped suit I have on and the cane in my hand. I don't mind the cane, but that's just another excuse to look rich. On second thoughts, I don't look so bad, they make the tats on my hands and neck stand out.Well, the suit is already on and I won't be taking it off till after the meeting. . .The one I'm having wi
Chapter 29I decide to take an Uber and get to Katva at seven instead of eith in the morning, as requested by Oscar.Katva is enormous.Elation soars through me as I take in the skyscraper buildings and sprawling grounds.I had done my homework on this place. I know it's owned by four brothers and is evenly distributed amongst them, each manning a particular section. The oldest brother man's the resorts and hotels while the other three man the shopping malls, strip clubs and night clubs.On a hunch, I tell the driver to drop me off directly in front of the night club. As I come down, three girls file out through the door wearing skimpy clothes and full faces of make up. I don't need a crystal ball to know they just finished their night shift. There's a reason Oscar told me to meet him here, neither am I naive to know I would be taken for one of those same jobs these girls just got off.Even though I'm not a n
Chapter 30It's been almost one week since I heard from Ash, and even though I've been busy with back to back lectures, it still stings.Not one word.Not one text.Just nothing.It's like he ghosted me.No! It's not like. He totally ghosted me.I blink back the tears threatening to pool in my eyes as I settle down for the night. It's a Friday, and while some of my mates are out partying and getting drunk, I'm here feeling sorry for myself. I focus on some of the words from my notes I had been reading and it works. I begin drifting off when I feel my phone vibrating. I pat the bed, only to find out that I'm lying on it. I don't bother checking to see who the caller is, I just answer it.There's a long pause, and just when I'm about wondering if its a prank call, someone speaks. "Hello, hazel eyes."The vestiges of sleep clouding my brain immediately fly away as I sit up straight. "Hi." I squeak."You looked sex
Chapter 31I stand stock still as I watch all the girls undress. Every one of them, with no exception, have banging bodies. I'm pretty sure they've gotten some work done to accentuate them. I look down at myself once more and swear silently.Oscar is definitely not going to hear the last of me, that's for damn sure.Everyone of the girls get undressed and stand, wearing two pieces or a single piece consisting of braws and panties. Some are shiny while others are satin. Some consist of both types of material. The man in the suit calls some names and five girls move forward and cling to the poles as if they're life lines.They probably are.I of all people know how difficult it is to earn a living and look after oneself with meager earnings. If it hadn't been for Mr. Ash, who found me just in time and saved me from those men, I don't know what would have become of me. I suppress a shiver thinking about it. It's