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2024-10-29 19:42:56Zara
It’s Saturday and for me ,that means deep cleaning. Only, this time, it’s aggressive cleaning. The nerve of that man! I wasn’t exactly expecting him to kiss my feet and make me a path of rose petals but I also was not expecting to be treated like a bug …You can get dressed and leave Ha! I was dumbstruck for a few minutes after he not so rudely told me to leave . He had proceeded to walk into the en suite bathroom like he did not just trample on my dignity. You give a man your virginity and he does not even have the decency to thank you… Last night may have been my first time but I know enough to not get treated like that. Tears prickle the back of my eyes. I wipe at it furiously. I haven’t cried over a man in my entire existence, I’m not going to start now… It doesn’t exactly help that I am sore all over. Imagine my surprise when I got up to stomp out of the jerk’s place and couldn’t walk straight. I had to limp all the way to the elevator and into the waiting cab outside. Why on earth is it so hard to clean underneath furniture? Goddammit! My attention is drawn to the sound of my phone vibrating on the coffee table beside me. It’s an unknown number. I swipe on it reluctantly. “who is this?” I drawl “ please tell me he was not that bad, babe. I expected you to be tired at least but …lively. You sound like a cast in The Living Dead” “Valerie?” “ The one and only, babes. What’s up? Did he do something you didn’t like? Cos if that’s the case, I will not hesitate to find him and drag his ass all over the asphalt in front of my apartment “ A laugh escapes me despite my sour mood. “ I’m fine, Valerie. Just cleaning, that’s all” “ You sure?” “ Hundred percent “ “ So I don’t have to go to jail then?” “ Not at all. Thank you for your concern, though. How did you get my number anyway? “ I found your card in Emily’s spa” Oh… “ You didn’t tell me you’re a lawyer.” Yeah, that’s right. I might have had a non existent love life but one thing I could brag about anytime, any day is my career. I worked my behind off to get to where I am currently and I take immense pride in my vocation. “ My bad. It was so chaotic yesterday, I forgot to introduce myself properly” “ No, no…it’s totally fine. It’s just …wow” I chuckle “ I totally get it “ At first glance, you wouldn’t think, wow! A career woman. Outside the office, I love my comfort clothes. My clothes always have to have enough breathing space and I have never been one for restrictive footwear. What can I say? I love to keep it simple. Modesty is key Yeah , right! You were so modest with your breasts all up in strangers’ faces... The memory of last night makes my cheeks warm. “…hello? You still there, Zee?” “ Yeah , sorry. I may have zoned out for a minute there” “ So he was goooood” I blush a brighter red. He was good , alright but that was in my books. I don’t have much to compare with. Valerie’s voice drifts through the phone again, “ Emily and I are having a movie night tomorrow and we would like you to join us.” “ I don’t really know…my Sunday evenings have always been reserved for some downtime, and unwinding with a good book…” “ It’ll be fun. I promise” “ Are you sure ? I’d hate to be a bother “ Valerie tuts at the end of the line. “ That’s nonsense and you know it. Stop deflecting. You coming or not ?” I chew the corner of my lower lip in contemplation. It wouldn’t be a bad idea to hangout with them. I could use some distraction. “ Sure...I guess” “ Great! I’ll text you the address. See you tomorrow, babe!” I smile. Making friends may not be so bad after all.Related chapters
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ZaraI have never been more embarrassed in my entire life, like I was this afternoon. After the ogre had not so rudely sent me out of his office, I ran into his secretary at the door. She had sent me tight smile filled with pity, as if what she witnessed was not new to her.Embarrassing situations were not really my forte. You’d think after everything that had happened to me in high school, I’d have developed a thick skin to people’s judgements but that was not the case.I still despised it when people looked at me a certain way, be it judgmental or pitying. Judgmental looks, well, I could stand those to a certain extent but pity…pity made me feel like a failure and I can’t stand failure. And that’s exactly what I felt like when I saw her look at me today.When I got back home, my whole body felt like lead. I dropped my bag and plopped down on the couch without bothering to undress. I don’t know when sleep consumed me but I woke up a few minutes ago with a blinding headache. I rema
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ZaraA week has passed after the incident that night but Marcello has not called even once. No surprise there.Within the last week, the girls and I met once for dinner and I had informed them about my decision to get married to Marcello. I left out the fact that it is a contract marriage; I just didn’t know how they would take the information. Their reactions were priceless and even now, it is clear as day in my head.Valerie had stood comically, mouth agape and Emily, still in shock reached out to pinch her mouth closed. Laughter bubbles in my throat at the reminder. Then I told them about the events that went down after the dinner. That didn’t go down as well as the previous information. Although she did not overreact, I could see the silent storm brewing in Emily’s eyes. One thing about Em is that she is ever the calm girl but when she gets upset about something, she is capable of setting a forest on fire.She had calmly held my hand and looked into my eyes with all seriousness
