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Chapter Forty Seven.

Author: Esther Estie
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-08 23:59:04

DYLAN.

The room smelled like antiseptic and something else. Something colder, regret maybe. I sat in the creaky hospital chair that barely held my weight. But it didn't matter. None of that mattered. The only thing I could focus on was the girl lying motionless in the hospital bed in front of me–Amelia.

My Amelia.

She was so still. Too still. Her usually expressive face was pale, bruised, swollen. I couldn't even tell where some of the injuries ended and where her skin began. The machine beside her beeped in a steady rhythm, a cruel reminder that her heart was still fighting even if she looked like she'd already given up.

And I wasn't there, I wasn't fucking there.

I clenched my fists and looked away, the guilt so heavy it made my chest ache. My throat burned from holding back tears, but one slipped down anyway. Tracing a hot, salty line down my cheek.

“I'm so sorry, Lia.” I said, barely above a whisper. My voice craked, like something was breaking inside me and maybe it was.

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