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ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me IMMINENT DANGER
SEBASTIANRevealing to my mother the real reason for my uncertainty freed me from a lot of tension, but it also made me see that in her I will always have support. Even though her life wasn’t easy, she always had a kind word for Vicky and me. This time, not only did I need such a kind word, but I needed to understand why fate predestined me the soul of a human. As she had an answer to everything, this time she remained almost speechless. But eventually, she made me understand that no matter the genre, life had a purpose, a goal just for me. Well, I always said that tomorrow is another day. Erik was going to leave on one of his secret travels again, but first I wanted to have a discussion with him. Things were getting serious, even major. I had the impression that last night’s attack on Teresa, even if it was Matias, was a premeditated one. Someone was up to something. I called Erik at home. My mother went to Northumberland to my father’s grave. She was still going there from time t
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me DEMON INSIDE HIM
TERESAIt was almost dark, but I didn’t care. My thoughts were so chaotic that I needed an escape. And what better escape than taking photos of such a wonderful sunset? Riverview Walk was the perfect location.Quiet, no one around who could disturb my senses. Only me and my camera. That was what I ever needed. Nothing could scare me so easily, but what happened to me the other night was something out of this world.Thank God Sebastian was there. And suddenly I remembered he said not to involve God. I did not tell him, but I smelled around us when it happened, some kind of sulfur or something.Although my mind wanted to block that kiss and recall only the fear I went through, it was impossible. So I wanted to clear my guilty thoughts. Those same thoughts would not let me sleep since that night.The darkness was coming faster and the full moon already regained its place up in the sky and was so wonderful to watch. As the light faded to black, I could still see in my mind the green grass
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me NOAH
LUANA“You filthy beast! You mixed up big time, TWICE!” I was so damn pissed off. My eyes became red as fire, darting this worthless lowlife. The urge to kill overwhelmed me again, but I had to restrain it if I wanted to know more info about what happened in that alley and in the park.“Please, my Lady…”“Lady, my ass! This will cost you dearly!”My anger was rising and burning my insights like an inferno. I have never felt such rage since the day they banished me from my Kingdom and my life took that turn. And I never licked my wounds, but made them my strength, my reason for revenge. “Get out of my sight!” I shouted at him, pointing to the door. I returned to Wales for a few days to put my thoughts in order, to understand my vengeance, and to settle down some details for my next attack. But this time I shall do it myself. If I want something done right, then I must do it alone. Wales had always been my refuge. Here was where the complete nightmare began and also where I would end
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me REVELATION
LETTICEHis eyes gleamed with anger and despair. He wanted to cry, but I fueled his inner anger so much that the regret and resentment were stronger. There was a great deal of hidden emotion behind those words he had thrown at me. I didn’t have the time to avoid it. Instead of waiting for the inevitable to happen, I held out my hand again, this time a little more demanding. As he did not take it voluntarily, I grabbed his forearm and jerked him towards me.“Then you definitely need to come with me!”“Where? What is that I don’t understand?... Where are you taking me?” he complied, seeing that I didn’t respond, and I was practically dragging him after me. I didn’t want to do this, but he gave me no other choice.“To the dungeons!”Passing through the walls of the fortress, it shocked Noah to hear screams from beyond them. But I didn’t have time to explain. However, he could not understand until he saw the truth with his own eyes. It may be painful for him, but he left me with no choi
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me DON'T BE AFRAID, I WON'T HURT YOU!
TERESAThe horrible image of the beasts running one towards me and the other behind me has not yet disappeared. I didn’t even know how I was still alive. Maybe the beast coming from the front took pity on me and spared me. But where was I now? Everything seemed so familiar to me. The same bedroom bathed in this warm light, the same satin bedding, the same lovely scent of tobacco and vanilla… God, the same man who saved me from drowning and gave me a job in his company then defended me on that dark alley of something or someone I didn’t know if it was real. The same man who kissed me to drive away from my fears and made me fall in love so that now he can scatter all my fantasies with his grotesque appearance. Sebastian Gallagher, the werewolf from hell. He was staying in the door frame, contemplating me. I gazed at him with fear and at the same time with caution, as I had nowhere to run in case he would attack me. I accepted my fate and resigned myself, immersing myself into the sof
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me HIDDEN TRUTHS
SEBASTIANIf anyone had warned me three years ago that approaching another woman would mean nights of anxiety, anticipation, and a wonderful feeling, I would have said it was not the time for dirty jokes. And if he would add that the one who also three years ago spilled the glass of wine over my white shirt in the evening when I tied my destiny to Isabella’s, was my soulmate, my Luna, I would have told that person to say that aberration to someone else.Now everything was so unclear and yet so simple. To love was very simple. To keep the flame of passion was the real challenge. We started pretty ugly and continued even worse. Someone was following Teresa and the only evidence was a forgotten diary in my mother’s drawer, which she ignored I had taken away. The horror part of this entire story was the transformation of a werewolf into a much more dangerous beast. And the beast was none other than our great-great-grandmother, Lettice Hewitson. Something did not connect here, and the o
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me MY NEW LIFE
TERESASo many things had happened in the last few days that I felt like I was living in a nightmare. I knew I wasn’t dreaming, but I didn’t want to embrace it as my new reality. Everything hurt me both physically and mentally.I didn’t even consider my headache now. Two days had passed since the revelations that changed my life forever. Now I was just a woman chased by beasts that God knows what they wanted from me.Today I thought a lot about Sebastian’s mother, Dorothea. The woman wanted to do good by protecting her children, but made things more difficult.For a second, I remembered my mother. Her face was so far in my mind that I could barely recognize it. Long soft hair, the smell of amber, soft eyes, a bright emerald green, just like me. All I had left of her was just her name and a gold chain with a locket.It should have been the face of my parents in it, but it was empty, incomplete, just like my soul. Jessica, the name that still gives me shivers and heals me whenever I rea
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me IS THERE ANYTHING THAT CAN HURT YOU?
TERESA“What do you mean, moving in with him? Is this man crazy?”Sebastian’s proposal outraged Caroline as well. And how could she not be? She didn’t understand why he had asked me that, but it certainly raised the same question marks to her, too.“I don’t understand him either, please, believe me, Caroline, I’m trying but it’s beyond my powers,” I said, thinking that if I chose the version of the truth, it would be a shock for her.I could hardly believe it myself, knowing about their existence. Caroline was more skeptical, but I got convinced that when she would find out, things would not change between us.On the contrary, she will remain by my side, especially after the attacks I survived, and certainly would help me understand these Alpha-mate aberrations. Caroline had come before 8 o’clock to have coffee with me in the morning. She used to do that, but nothing warned her that today she would meet with such an unpleasant surprise.Even though we were only talking, the atmosphe
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ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me REDEMPTION
LETTICE “Where am I?” I asked, confused, as if after a fall into the void. But no one answered. I didn’t even know how to describe this place. Lots of fog and a feeling of peace. Could this be heaven? Certainly not. Not after what I did to Sebastian, Teresa, and his family. Or rather, my family. Everything was so quiet here. Nothing hurt anymore. I looked at myself and noticed I had no more wounds. Had Teresa’s magic hurt me, or was it just a dream? Has my great-great-grandson serum worked? Of course it worked! I was once again that beautiful, slender woman with flowing hair like the burning sun and full of life. Only I wasn’t alive anymore. I took a few steps forward. To my amazement, though I knew my physical life on earth was over, I was not afraid to step into the unknown. The further I walked, the more the fog lifted. At one point, everything became so clear that I rolled my eyes in amazement. A realm as if out of my mother’s books when she read me those immortal stories. Th
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me HIS LOVE IS HEALING ME
SEBASTIANAFTER A YEAR…The air was cool and fresh as the rain fell slightly from the sky. Now there was another place where I found tranquility, my mother’s grave. I was looking at her resting place as an end to her story here with us and a beginning of a new one in the afterlife.A cold gravestone could never mark her glorious life. She was my support throughout everything. “Your mother is very proud of you, Bash,” Teresa said in a warm voice, placing fresh peonies on her grave. “Right, Dorothea? Grandma is very proud of us all,” and she took the little girl in her arms. She giggled, caressing Teresa’s cheek. My little girl!“Let’s go! I want to visit another grave…”I braced myself for the avalanche of mixed feelings. We didn’t place her in the family’s tomb, but she deserved a proper burial. I walked lightly through the graves to the end of the line.Teresa and our baby girl were quietly following me. And then I saw he was there too. He had no choice but still he was suffering.“
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me I AM COMING HOME, MY LOVE!
SEBASTIAN“Gallagher, if you are brave enough, come embrace your death! Granny is here. Come, give her a hug.”Lettice’s voice sounded threatening throughout the land. Her anger might be justified, but so was our response to fighting back. All of my men were outside, so I entered their minds. Gather quickly and keep her out of the mansion as much as possible! And then I turned to Mother and Teresa. “Hide down in the lab…” I shouted, but that was all I said. Teresa’s gaze hardened and her staring became full of reproaches.“Did I hear it well? Do you want me to run away? Oh, no, this is my fight, too. So stop protecting me. I don’t need it!” She roared, fireballs already appearing in her palms. “Teresa is right, my dear. We are strong, maybe stronger than many of the werewolves in the Kielder Pack. You need us to defeat Lettice!” Mother intervened, and I had to admit that although I feared for their lives, they were right. “Ok, so be it!” “Come on Gallagher, you are keeping grandma
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me IT STARTED!
SEBASTIANThe tensions between me and Teresa were more intense every hour. I decided not to approach her, at least until she calmed down. Today, Liam and I got down to business and prepared the syringes and organized the recipients.At the time, only we knew about the antigen and I was going to tell Erik, too. When I entered the office, he was already there, looking out the tall window at Teresa and Caroline.“Hey, Erik,” I said softly enough not to disconnect him from his reverie.He also suffered for his daughter, who did not want to hear anything about him and who constantly denied him. Even more recently, Caroline seemed to be not so indifferent when it came to him. I was happy for them.“Hey, Bash. I’m sorry I took over your office ...!” He replied in a sad, defeated tone.“My friend, I know you are going through desperate moments, but try to see the good side of things. At least she didn’t drive you away!” I tried to be as delicate as I could.As I knew Teresa, it was very diffi
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me HER DAYS ARE RUNNING OUT
SEBASTIANTime stood still, and I could hardly find my balance. Surely that’s not what she meant, is it? Our love on hold? Although her words caused me immense pain, I knew that the source of these events was Lettice. If I stopped Lettice, it was over. Our love would have gained its sweetness again. So I left Teresa alone in the garden and told Liam to keep a close eye on her. She was wounded, but at the moment I could not heal her wounds, no matter how many kisses I gave her. Lettice had to disappear from our lives and urgently.I had to make a plan because it absolutely convinced me that Lettice would not stay and let the time pass. It was very possible that at this moment she would count the army she had remained with and those of the transformed people into demons. I had no doubt that her serum was ready.And while I was working in my office, from all the men in the world, Noah appeared at the door. He was the last person I wanted to see. But after his heroic rescue, I had no cho
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me DON'T TAKE PRISONERS!
LETTICEI had a hard time recovering from this blow, but from the moment I got to my feet, I realized who did this to me. His smell gave him away. Big mistake, Noah!I was sure now that my own son also helped these damn beasts to get out of here. Teresa was gone, and so was Sonia. Anger gripped me and crushed me inside, like the flames of hell where I came from.But I had her blood, which was ten times stronger than Sonia’s. Now I needed time and concentration to mix the right amount in the serum already made in GenetiX labs.I still found it hard to believe how naive Gallagher was when he hired me, but I had to admit he did a good job when he discovered me. This was my blood, my idea of immortality!But my revenge would be cruel, and all who have betrayed me would pay dearly. Agh, Noah, you just signed your sentence! For your own good, I hope you don’t show up here!Now I had other important things to do than to think about my traitor son. Leaving everything to chance was not an opti
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me OUR LOVE IS ON HOLD!
TERESAI couldn’t believe what my ears were hearing. This discussion was about me and I wasn’t present. How can I believe such a thing? How can I believe that Erik Von Hagen had the soul to abandon me on a beach, saying that he was going to bring my mother?Time erased the faces of the two from my mind, but it had never erased the pain and loneliness I experienced in my soul. My adoptive parents, although they loved me enormously, could never fill that void left by a father who abandoned me and a mother who died before I could enjoy her.Everyone looked at me in amazement. Erik was the most marked. He could not move, although I could see that he wanted to take a few steps towards me.“Teresa, my dear, why did you get out of bed?” Thea cried, coming towards me.I could really see the worry on her face, especially since I was holding on to my hip so I could stay on my feet. She really was the only one worried. “Oh God, at least let me help you sit down. The wounds that haven’t healed ye
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me AGAIN THE PAST
SEBASTIANTwo days had passed since Teresa’s release, days of delirium, high fever, and hallucinations. She didn’t seem to recover.I stayed with her all this time, taking care of her, changing her clothes when needed. Her perfect body was probably shaking because of the nightmares that she lived there.I was still blaming myself for how much suffering she had to go through. Sonia, the girl she had met there, was also here. She was a little better and had explained to us that in time she learned about pain and did not take it into account.“How is she feeling?” my mother asked in a whisper, entering the door so easily I could barely hear her.She must have felt a pang of tremendous guilt too for Teresa’s abduction.“She has not woken up yet. I hope she will be better soon. Where are Erik and Liam?” I asked curiously, not seeing them around here in the last few days.“Erik is taking care of this girl, Sonia, and Liam is guarding outside with everyone else. They didn’t want to bother yo
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me MY OATH
SEBASTIANAs soon as Noah left us and showed us the way to the dungeons, he went to the castle, where he said he would keep Lettice occupied. The images in the dungeons will not leave me so easily.The smell of death was everywhere, and we could see the terror in every corner. Most of the cells were empty and opened, a sign that the transformation of the beasts was over. I wondered where they were?Vicky was right, this place was a damn maze. I followed Teresa's scent, but soon enough demons showed up in my path.We had turned into werewolves again at the entrance of the dungeons and now we stood face to face with the demons of hell. The same enormous beasts, inflamed with the smell of sulfur.I didn’t know if they were from the recent ones or from the ones left alive from Vicky’s attack. It didn’t matter when the first beast launched at us with threatening claws and fangs.Directly to one of my men’s throats. He screamed in pain throughout the corridors of the castle. And although I
