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I WILL BE HER EXECUTIONER

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SEBASTIAN

The pain felt after the wounds caused by those demons did not compare with any pain experienced so far. I felt as if my flesh was melting on my bones.

My brain was so affected that I was delirious and just not thinking clearly. I remembered begging Teresa to use her blood to help me. I remembered Liam there asking her the same thing. My memories of last night were so mixed up.

And now Teresa was nowhere to be found. My connection to Vicky was still blocked. I didn’t want to give her any more worries. She still had enough problems to solve to give her another one.

The same thing happened yesterday. I blocked her from feeling my pain and despair. I didn’t want her to feel what it meant to be on the verge of death. Even if Liam was with me, he couldn’t help me.

What I still remember is how Teresa got so angry that I didn’t know if it was a dream or a reality, but her powers went up to another level. Feeling threatened, she reacted.

Erik had once told me that Jessica, Teresa’s
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