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ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me ANOTHER APPROACH
SEBASTIANThe events of the last few days have gradually exhausted me. Especially Teresa’s criminal silence. If I tried to talk to her, she either pretended to do something completely different or gave me a deep, hurt look and left in a hurry.Today, however, there was no time to waste. Luana’s research on this serum had to stop. As I had promised Teresa and to myself, I will not turn her into a laboratory experiment for my own good and for the good of science.Luana’s reaction remained to be seen when I would tell her. She did come up with the idea, but in the end, I supported all the research funding.Sometimes Luana seemed too involved in what she was doing. Not that it was a bad thing, only that her involvement meant stepping on corpses and I didn’t like it at all as long as it directly involved Teresa in this entire story.Liam was waiting for me in the office, curious about what was going to happen. I had called him to talk to him before.“Hey bro, I am all ears. Although I thin
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me REVENGE IS BETTER SERVED COLD
LETTICESo far, I had hidden very well, and I had given no one anything to suspect. But things were getting more and more complicated. The attacks I ordered, Teresa’s powers that developed day by day.Yes, I knew Teresa was not human. And I knew I needed her blood to make an indestructible army. I didn’t care if I dried her blood out. My goal was my revenge.Revenge in a past that haunted me even now. They banished me from my parents’ pack and denied me the royal line and automatically my succession to the throne.They mercilessly separated me from my children. Now I had them with me. One was born out of necessity and the other out of love, but if I had a shred of love and compassion left in my heart, it was all for my children.Now, with my daughter, it was a different story. She stood by me, answering to me always, following my every order and was doing this right now.She was weak and obedient and to my satisfaction and listened to me completely, without questioning my decisions. M
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me BECOMING ONE OF THEM
CAROLINEIt had been three damn days since my body died, but my haunted soul lived on. Sometimes I had great pain, and I didn’t understand why they saved me. The torments I was going through, the thirst for blood were so vivid that I cried out in pain, but no one was hearing me.The only one with me every day was Erik Von Hagen, the vampire who transformed me ... or saved my life. It was difficult for me, my craving for blood was violent. I refused to see Teresa for fear of attacking her again. I had to heal before I saw her. Erik told me that Teresa tried to see me several times.“I won’t risk seeing her, Erik, not after what had happened!” I kept repeating to him every time Teresa came to my door.Sebastian decided for me to move into his house for a while and Erik to stay so he could help me.“I understand you, honestly, but she’s your friend. Finally, your treatment is not over yet. Here you go, drink a little!” he handed me a small animal so I could feed.I hoped I would never kn
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TERESAThings with Caroline seemed to go well. Instead, I could not explain to myself how I convinced her only with my mind not to attack me. And the problem with Bash that never ended. I missed him, but I won’t let that feeling darken my thinking. He made a huge mistake and now he would have to pay for it.It was almost evening when I went to the Gallagher’s library for the first time. It was located somewhere in the house’s basement. I didn’t know exactly, but I understood that there weren’t many rooms there, so it was unlikely to find it.The long hall, dimly lit by a few lamps, had only two doors, one of which was locked. I didn’t have time now to solve this mystery, although I got intrigued by why only one door in the entire house was locked.The second door, made of solid mahogany wood and, as I expected, was unlocked. I let myself in, admiring the huge shelves. The smell of old books propelled me into a world of fantasy. It was the perfect world, which I desperately needed to g
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CAROLINEThe evening was fast approaching. After talking to Teresa, I calmed down a bit. I wanted to learn everything Erik had to teach me, but it was harder for me to accept my condition as a vampire.My senses sharpened my hearing, my smell the most. I could run fast and the most important thing was that I could control my outbursts, thanks to Teresa.“Are you ready?” a male voice came from behind me.I was in the garden admiring the barely blooming flowers. Their beauty almost left me indifferent. Will I no longer be able to admire what was really beautiful in this world?“As ready as I could ever be!” I said slowly, turning my face to him.It amazed me to see how casually he dressed. He usually wore suits. He was elegant; this time, he had worn a sports outfit that suited him perfectly.It was still black, accentuating his mysterious features. The tattooed cross around his left eye caught my attention so much. Its position made me want to touch it lightly, but I overcame my unstop
Last Updated : 2023-08-16ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?
TERESAMy life took a dangerous turn after I met Sebastian Gallagher. The beasts attacking me, powers that I could not explain even now, and the possibility that I could be the daughter of a 1000-year-old vampire. I didn’t yet fully clarify this aspect, but to be honest, I had almost no doubt about it.Today I set out to see exactly what I could do, and I talked to Caroline to go to the house garden to practice. She had a busy day yesterday with Erik teaching her various tricks.And she was going through changes that were hard to believe and live with, too. But we had each other, even though I seemed to still keep her away from my blood with the power of my mind. I didn’t like it, but I had no other solution.If she would attack me, I would have to defend myself and I really didn’t want to hurt my friend.“Hey, are you ready?” she asked me cheerfully, sticking her head into the room after knocking slowly. I raised my gaze and looked at her with mixed feelings.“Ready than I will ever
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TERESAI didn’t know for how long Sebastian had been at the door, but maybe enough to hear my conversation with Caroline. He sketched nothing, he just sat and listened, saying nothing.And in fact, I had done nothing wrong. I did not tell lies, but the pure truth. Sebastian would mean my collapse if I continued like this. Still, without saying a word, he turned his back on me and left.That really drove me mad. It was like he didn’t care about my pain. How could he care? He came, took what he needed, and turned his face from me without remorse.“Terr, what are you waiting for? Go after him! I know you want to!” Caroline told me, waking me up from this strain that I couldn’t stand it anymore.In fact, I didn’t even have to put up with it. Bash will have to listen to me. I got up, almost knocking down my chair, and headed for the door.“I will not raise some kind of statue of him. Bash will hear me, even if it’s the last thing he does!” I thundered nervously after him.Only no trace of
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SEBASTIANI sat for a few minutes in front of the window watching Teresa in the garden pouring all her frustration on a poor tree. If we continue like this in this depression, we will attract Vicky’s attention again.He felt any kind of pain from me. And I really didn’t want to burden her with mine. She had enough on her head, too.Only I could put out the fire in Teresa’s heart, and yet why not? She was so hurt that she refused to let me approach her. Yesterday in the library our souls lived in unison, their bodies alike.I felt her being given to me with no restraint, but today, since the conversation with Caroline, everything seems to have changed in her heart.Although lost in thought, I heard two slow knocks on the office door.“Come in!” I shouted louder than anyone would hear me. I still knew who had come.“May I... Bash?”“Of course, Mother!” I answered in an emotionally serious voice.Leaving aside the connection between me and her as werewolves, she was primarily my mother,
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ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me REDEMPTION
LETTICE “Where am I?” I asked, confused, as if after a fall into the void. But no one answered. I didn’t even know how to describe this place. Lots of fog and a feeling of peace. Could this be heaven? Certainly not. Not after what I did to Sebastian, Teresa, and his family. Or rather, my family. Everything was so quiet here. Nothing hurt anymore. I looked at myself and noticed I had no more wounds. Had Teresa’s magic hurt me, or was it just a dream? Has my great-great-grandson serum worked? Of course it worked! I was once again that beautiful, slender woman with flowing hair like the burning sun and full of life. Only I wasn’t alive anymore. I took a few steps forward. To my amazement, though I knew my physical life on earth was over, I was not afraid to step into the unknown. The further I walked, the more the fog lifted. At one point, everything became so clear that I rolled my eyes in amazement. A realm as if out of my mother’s books when she read me those immortal stories. Th
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me HIS LOVE IS HEALING ME
SEBASTIANAFTER A YEAR…The air was cool and fresh as the rain fell slightly from the sky. Now there was another place where I found tranquility, my mother’s grave. I was looking at her resting place as an end to her story here with us and a beginning of a new one in the afterlife.A cold gravestone could never mark her glorious life. She was my support throughout everything. “Your mother is very proud of you, Bash,” Teresa said in a warm voice, placing fresh peonies on her grave. “Right, Dorothea? Grandma is very proud of us all,” and she took the little girl in her arms. She giggled, caressing Teresa’s cheek. My little girl!“Let’s go! I want to visit another grave…”I braced myself for the avalanche of mixed feelings. We didn’t place her in the family’s tomb, but she deserved a proper burial. I walked lightly through the graves to the end of the line.Teresa and our baby girl were quietly following me. And then I saw he was there too. He had no choice but still he was suffering.“
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me I AM COMING HOME, MY LOVE!
SEBASTIAN“Gallagher, if you are brave enough, come embrace your death! Granny is here. Come, give her a hug.”Lettice’s voice sounded threatening throughout the land. Her anger might be justified, but so was our response to fighting back. All of my men were outside, so I entered their minds. Gather quickly and keep her out of the mansion as much as possible! And then I turned to Mother and Teresa. “Hide down in the lab…” I shouted, but that was all I said. Teresa’s gaze hardened and her staring became full of reproaches.“Did I hear it well? Do you want me to run away? Oh, no, this is my fight, too. So stop protecting me. I don’t need it!” She roared, fireballs already appearing in her palms. “Teresa is right, my dear. We are strong, maybe stronger than many of the werewolves in the Kielder Pack. You need us to defeat Lettice!” Mother intervened, and I had to admit that although I feared for their lives, they were right. “Ok, so be it!” “Come on Gallagher, you are keeping grandma
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me IT STARTED!
SEBASTIANThe tensions between me and Teresa were more intense every hour. I decided not to approach her, at least until she calmed down. Today, Liam and I got down to business and prepared the syringes and organized the recipients.At the time, only we knew about the antigen and I was going to tell Erik, too. When I entered the office, he was already there, looking out the tall window at Teresa and Caroline.“Hey, Erik,” I said softly enough not to disconnect him from his reverie.He also suffered for his daughter, who did not want to hear anything about him and who constantly denied him. Even more recently, Caroline seemed to be not so indifferent when it came to him. I was happy for them.“Hey, Bash. I’m sorry I took over your office ...!” He replied in a sad, defeated tone.“My friend, I know you are going through desperate moments, but try to see the good side of things. At least she didn’t drive you away!” I tried to be as delicate as I could.As I knew Teresa, it was very diffi
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me HER DAYS ARE RUNNING OUT
SEBASTIANTime stood still, and I could hardly find my balance. Surely that’s not what she meant, is it? Our love on hold? Although her words caused me immense pain, I knew that the source of these events was Lettice. If I stopped Lettice, it was over. Our love would have gained its sweetness again. So I left Teresa alone in the garden and told Liam to keep a close eye on her. She was wounded, but at the moment I could not heal her wounds, no matter how many kisses I gave her. Lettice had to disappear from our lives and urgently.I had to make a plan because it absolutely convinced me that Lettice would not stay and let the time pass. It was very possible that at this moment she would count the army she had remained with and those of the transformed people into demons. I had no doubt that her serum was ready.And while I was working in my office, from all the men in the world, Noah appeared at the door. He was the last person I wanted to see. But after his heroic rescue, I had no cho
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me DON'T TAKE PRISONERS!
LETTICEI had a hard time recovering from this blow, but from the moment I got to my feet, I realized who did this to me. His smell gave him away. Big mistake, Noah!I was sure now that my own son also helped these damn beasts to get out of here. Teresa was gone, and so was Sonia. Anger gripped me and crushed me inside, like the flames of hell where I came from.But I had her blood, which was ten times stronger than Sonia’s. Now I needed time and concentration to mix the right amount in the serum already made in GenetiX labs.I still found it hard to believe how naive Gallagher was when he hired me, but I had to admit he did a good job when he discovered me. This was my blood, my idea of immortality!But my revenge would be cruel, and all who have betrayed me would pay dearly. Agh, Noah, you just signed your sentence! For your own good, I hope you don’t show up here!Now I had other important things to do than to think about my traitor son. Leaving everything to chance was not an opti
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me OUR LOVE IS ON HOLD!
TERESAI couldn’t believe what my ears were hearing. This discussion was about me and I wasn’t present. How can I believe such a thing? How can I believe that Erik Von Hagen had the soul to abandon me on a beach, saying that he was going to bring my mother?Time erased the faces of the two from my mind, but it had never erased the pain and loneliness I experienced in my soul. My adoptive parents, although they loved me enormously, could never fill that void left by a father who abandoned me and a mother who died before I could enjoy her.Everyone looked at me in amazement. Erik was the most marked. He could not move, although I could see that he wanted to take a few steps towards me.“Teresa, my dear, why did you get out of bed?” Thea cried, coming towards me.I could really see the worry on her face, especially since I was holding on to my hip so I could stay on my feet. She really was the only one worried. “Oh God, at least let me help you sit down. The wounds that haven’t healed ye
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me AGAIN THE PAST
SEBASTIANTwo days had passed since Teresa’s release, days of delirium, high fever, and hallucinations. She didn’t seem to recover.I stayed with her all this time, taking care of her, changing her clothes when needed. Her perfect body was probably shaking because of the nightmares that she lived there.I was still blaming myself for how much suffering she had to go through. Sonia, the girl she had met there, was also here. She was a little better and had explained to us that in time she learned about pain and did not take it into account.“How is she feeling?” my mother asked in a whisper, entering the door so easily I could barely hear her.She must have felt a pang of tremendous guilt too for Teresa’s abduction.“She has not woken up yet. I hope she will be better soon. Where are Erik and Liam?” I asked curiously, not seeing them around here in the last few days.“Erik is taking care of this girl, Sonia, and Liam is guarding outside with everyone else. They didn’t want to bother yo
ALPHA SEBASTIAN- His Love Is Killing Me MY OATH
SEBASTIANAs soon as Noah left us and showed us the way to the dungeons, he went to the castle, where he said he would keep Lettice occupied. The images in the dungeons will not leave me so easily.The smell of death was everywhere, and we could see the terror in every corner. Most of the cells were empty and opened, a sign that the transformation of the beasts was over. I wondered where they were?Vicky was right, this place was a damn maze. I followed Teresa's scent, but soon enough demons showed up in my path.We had turned into werewolves again at the entrance of the dungeons and now we stood face to face with the demons of hell. The same enormous beasts, inflamed with the smell of sulfur.I didn’t know if they were from the recent ones or from the ones left alive from Vicky’s attack. It didn’t matter when the first beast launched at us with threatening claws and fangs.Directly to one of my men’s throats. He screamed in pain throughout the corridors of the castle. And although I
