MELISSA
I do not make a single sound as the guards pull me out and begin whipping me. What Kayden does not know is that his words hurt me more than any physical pain ever can. They don’t even mind that I am pregnant, and it’s fine by me. Maybe, they would finish up the job I had started earlier on. The pain makes me drift into semi-consciousness, into my new hell where Alpha Kayden’s words transform into thorns that tear at my heart. He had said Evelyn was his chosen Luna, my own step sister! How long had this been going on behind my back? And all the while, I had thought the reason we were growing distant was merely because his mind was preoccupied, but he was busy having an affair with Evelyn. My step mother and sister had probably planned everything from the moment I told them I and the Alpha shared a mate bond. That was why Evelyn had taken my claw, but of course no one would believe the bizarre things Evelyn and her mother did to me. “Seventy eight… seventy nine..” the guard whipping me calls out, as he continues whipping a pregnant woman, grunting with the energy exertion it took. I close my eyes. Why am I not dead already! His whip lands on my navel, and a sharp pain sizzles through my entire body, settling in my belly. I cry out, as I feel my womb constrict in the most painful way. The baby is coming prematurely, I realize in alarm. “Someone help,” I whisper through my pain. “My pregnancy… the baby!”From the corner of my eye, I can see my step sister walk into the room, looking proper and pretty in a nice dress. “So you’re finally crying out,” she says with a smug smile, walking up to me. “I thought you wanted to brave the entire whipping.”I shudder in pain as my womb hurts even more. I clutch her feet, and try to look her in the eyes. “Please,” I plead, hoping for a shred of kindness in her. “My baby.. My baby is coming!”“Alright,” Evelyn surprises me by saying. “Guards, let her go, the baby is coming.”Alpha Kayden merelyscoffs. “Keep whipping her. Let everything about her die with her, I want no part in children tainted by her blood.”I gasp at his words. I know he hates me, and I can understand his hatred if he thinks I killed his kid brother, but to say this about his own child, this was unthinkable! Surprisingly, it is Evelyn that comes to my aid again, her voice going all soft and mushy in a way I have never heard before. “I know she is a murderer Kaydee, but the child in her womb still belongs to you, it is going to have your blood. Please, let her have this baby.”To my surprise, Alpha Evelyn heart thawed instantly. “Alright. Get a midwife to help her deliver, but as soon as she gives birth, I want the flogging to continue. She hasn’t suffered enough pain yet, not enough to pay for killing Davis. A thousand of her lifes cannot equal Davis’s life.”His hateful words are the last words I hear before I drift into semi consciousness again. I feel my body being lifted to a higher plane, my legs spread out and lifted above my body. Someone slaps me hard and commands me to push, and I use my all my strength to push until I feel the baby slide out of me. I draw in a breath, and relax my muscles, but then, I receive another hard slap. “Push! There’s still one more baby in there.”I close my eyes, tense my muscles and push again, till I birth my second child. Twins. I have just birthed twins. My body aches all over from the whipping,and I am in terrible pain, yet somehow, the miracle of childbirth fills me with new hope, dispelling some of my gloom. Maybe, the moon goddess would show these babies more kindness than I ever got. Maybe, they can have a better life. I know in that instant that I would sacrifice all I have for them, I would give my life for my babies, and I would shower them with all the love I never had, give them a better life than my sorry existence. In this moment, I know what I have to do. I need to run away with my babies. “Can I hold my babies? please let me hold my babies,” I whisper to the midwife, but she simply ignores my question. “I would tell the Alpha that I am done with you, so that your flogging can continue. What you did – it’s despicable. How could you kill the Alpha’s brother!”I shudder at the thought of being whipped again, with my body still open and gaping from childbirth. Anguish tears at my heart, but I do not tell the midwife that I did not kill Davis. There is no need. No one would believe me now.MELISSAThe flogging continues. They do not even care to cover me up a bit first. My body continues to spasm in pain, and I cry out in anguish. I feel utterly helpless as guards have access to the most intimate part of my body, inflicting hurt on me, and sometimes laughing at my distress. My vagina still hurts from birthing two children, and my breast tingles…. My babies, I need to feed them, I think to myself, but the whip continues landing on me, all over my body till I am jerking and twisting in pain. What cuts my heart the most, is that Kayden stays there, watching me, kissing Evelyn occasionally, while enjoying my pain, there is even a smile on his lips. The fact that Alpha Kayden would allow guards abuse a woman he had once cared for makes me wonder at the monster he has become. Finally, the whip stops flying, and the guard drops it, taking a step back. “Alpha Kayden, I’m done whipping the woman,” he says in a gruff voice that shows how tired he is from flogging me. “If you want
FIVE YEARS LATERMELISSAI bend over my work as the sun fades. Being the most celebrated healer in all the packs around has its benefits, the fame, the prestige, the money. It also has its pitfalls such as long hours spent “Well how long will it take to finish preparing the vaccine?” asks, and I smile a bit, but I do not answer him. We are both preparing vaccines to be sent out to surrounding packs for a viral outbreak that is affecting packs. The truth is, I am the one preparing the vaccines, Kelvin merely likes to watch me. Kelvin is like that at times, slightly impatient, and extremely charming. He is the future Alpha of Thamewood, the pack that took me in after several years of wondering from pack to pack, begging to be accepted. Finally, in a flash of inspiration, I cut my hair in front, and made a perfect fringe to hide the branding on my forehead. I told Alpha Mateo, Kelvin’s father that I was from a small pack faraway among the winter packs, and that we had been raided. To m
MELISSA“I, Alpha Kayden Williams of Bloodmoon pack reject you Melissa Wilson, I have never wanted you….”I let his words wash over me as I sink the knife into my wrist, they are words that have broken me even more than my step mother’scruelty ever could. Life is no longer worth living. A feeling of euphoria washes over me as I feel my life’s blood drip away.Soon, I’ll be no more, soon, I’ll be free.I wrap my bloody hand around my six month pregnant belly. “I’m so sorry baby, Momma would always love you,” I whisper to my unborn baby as my own blood stains my clothes. I love my baby so much, but I have realized that the world would treat this baby just as cruelly as the world has treated me, or even worse. The baby would grow up a child of a rejected omega, fatherless, and with the entire world against it. It was time for mother and baby to finally be free from pain, from the sorrow that never goes away. “Melissa! Melissa! Where’s that dumb bitch when you need her,” I hear my step mothe