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25. A nightmare of past

Author: Stellina
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-20 23:32:49

~BEATRIX~

For Werewolves their sixteenth birthday is very special to them as that very night they get their wolf. But in my case, that special night might never come into my life. As I didn't get my wolf that night. It was my eighteenth birthday and last chance to get my wolf as per the elders. My last hope was crushed badly. The way Rex left holding disappointment on his face when he found out I didn't get my wolf. In an instant, all my dreams were shattered.

I didn't expect that to happen to me. I was certain that the Moon Goddess would not write my fate so cruelly. But I was wrong. When I stood under the moon, nothing happened. I didn't even feel my wolf.

I never thought my eighteenth birthday night would come out as a drastic night of my whole life.

The glowing candles on the cake were dancing before my eyes. Everyone looked so happy but my heart was weeping as Rex was nowhere to be found. My eyes got blurry thinking that this day was meant to be the happiest moment of my life b
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Sarah Myers
Her mother must not be her true mother, since she just gave her up to be killed by the rouges. I have a feeling she just met the Alexander that she was gonna be sold to(I guess he no longer has to pay for her). I bet it was a lie that Rex was her true mate, since she is reacting to Alexander the way
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