Cyn. I hadn't seen Ace for the past three days. The man took my virginity, refused my claim on him, all in one night and then disappeared with no calls or texts.The flashbacks of me calling him came back, and how horrible he had been to me. He had made it quite clear my role in his life, and I intended to play it well. After all I was used to this, it was like I had been trained my whole life for this, to be insignificant. I sat down at the empty table as usual, all types of foods laid out for me. Atleast when I was living in my father's home, there were always people, but I was all alone in this huge mansion. Anna the house manager came in every morning did her work and left me all alone to the house. Is there anything more lonely than this? I hoped for a quiet dinner, maybe after I would go for a night swim under the stars. The sky was clear today. I thought to myself. I was so engulfed in my thoughts I didn’t quite hear him walk in, or Join me at the table. He had come so
Cyn. His eyes never left mine, and I stared hypnotized into those truly strange and exciting eyes. I was trembling and my heart was pounding so hard in my chest my blood roared in my ears. I remained frozen even when his hand touched my cheek. It felt like hot coals on my skin. I inhaled deeply and breathed in his scent. It was unbelievable the effect this man had on me.I tried my hardest to act unaffected but failed miserably when he curled his hand till his knuckles replaced his palm and brushed them gently across my cheeks. I could feel the flush spread across my face like a burn.Then his hand reached my bottom lip and his gaze dropped to the quivering flesh. Using the smooth pad of his thumb he pulled my bottom lip down, let it go, then watched it bounce back into place with a curious expression on his face. The only way I could describe the look in his eyes was the way a cat plays with a mouse. Pawing it; throwing it in the air and letting it run; catching it again with quick
Cyn. My body was reacting to him in a way that I could not deny. Seeing him in this way was exhilarating.I never wanted to be excited or turned on, but I was already soaked and dripping wet between my thighs. It felt as if an entire colony of hornets were buzzing in my belly. I wanted to squash them all dead, but I couldn’t feel enough malice to attack them. What I truly wanted in that moment was revenge.And not against them, but him.I wanted to show him that I wasn't really into him, that he could not treat me like a prostitute and come fuck me like I was his, but my body had other things in mind. I wanted him just as much as he wanted me and he knew it. Back in the dining room, he had reduced me to a spineless, mumbling mess and I wanted nothing more than to do the same to him. To crack through that impenetrable shell, and to prove to myself and him that he was just as susceptible as the rest of us.I focused more on the thick, throbbing length of meat in my hand and mouth and
Ace.I sat back in my chair, still in shock at what I had just experienced. I had wanted to stay with her. And hold her. The startling need had crackled through my chest. But I couldn't, it was bit fair to her or me, or Kaya who was lying in an hospital. So I had forced myself to walk away. Now I stood in the middle of my study staring out of the window almost in a daze. My breathing was still uneven, my heart racing, and my body thrumming with the afterglow pleasure and heat. What the fuck just happened?I had fucked so many women in my life, all as beautiful and some even more beautiful than her, but none of those encounters even vaguely resembled what had just happened.For fucks sake I had unraveled like a dropped old movie reel. It was the closest thing to a miracle I had ever experienced in years.What was it about her? Why did she have this effect on me?I had to get rid of the turbulence inside me. With a shuddering sigh, my gaze went over to the tray with a bottlebof aged w
Cyn. I woke up to an empty spot in my bed. I could have sworn I went to sleep in his arms. It had seemed so real, but now I was wondering if I had imagined it all. But the soreness between my legs told a very different story. Breakfast was served in a massive orangery. It was full of plants, flowers, and vines creeping along the walls. Despite it being a winter wonderland outside, the heat emanating from the floors created a toasty atmosphere inside that glass hall.Anna led me to a long banqueting table, where there was an impressive, almost wasteful display of dishes on it. I had only seen this kind of spread offered by five star hotels or in luxury cruise liners. Not that I had been in any, only photos in magazines. I stared at the assortment of pastries and bread, fruit, doomed dishes of cooked food standing on electric warmers, jams, honey, and different cereals in tallglass containers, but these, I only glanced at. What truly held my attention was the view from the glass wall
Ace. "Have you been here all night again?" Nurse Franklin came in to check something. She touched Kaya’s IV, her monitors, her leads. Then she looked at me and offered a soft smile."No, I just came in." i said as I tried to look at what she was doing. "I am just checking her vitals." she said smiling, “Is there anything I can get for you?”I shook my head. “I’m fine. Thank you.”“Well, if you want to stretch out, that chair over there pulls out into a small lounger.”“Thank you.”She picked up the iPad she had been noting Kaya’s vitals in and began to cross the room. As I watched her go, a thought crossed my mind.“Can I ask you something?” I blurted out. “Of course.”“How did you know to call me? I mean, she was jogging, and you said she was unconscious when the paramedics arrived…” “Oh. There was an emergency contact card in her fanny pack.” She set the iPad on the end of the bed and went to the small wardrobe next to the door. From there, she retrieved a small, black and red
Ace.I walked her to the front door of her house, hoping I had remembered to slide a couple of condoms into my pocket before I left the hotel. She turned to me at the door, sliding up against my chest as she kissed me again, a decidedly more intense kiss than the last. I pushed her back, catching us both with a hand on the door as her back moulded against the leaded glass. My other hand was on her hip, but I wasn’t planning on leaving it there for long.“I should go in,” she said, her voice softened by excitement.“Why would you want to do that?” I asked teasing herI ran my lips along the side of her neck, making her groan as I found a particularly sensitive spot just under her right ear. She bent her head back, giving me access to more of the tender flesh of her neck. Her scent washed over me as I moved closer, desperate to taste every inch of her throat, her jaw. As I felt the heaving of her breasts increase with every second that passed.“We shouldn’t be doing this,” she said, pre
Ace. I looked over at Kaya, she looked so peaceful sleeping like that. Still as beautiful as the first day I met her. Except that now her full of life face seemed just empty, expressionless. Tears filled my eyes, and for the first time since the accident I let myself cry. I can't loose her.I whispered to myself. We had so many things to do still, we planned so many trips we were yet to take, we had so many unfinished businesses. I took her hand in mine,One year ago. “I think you are the only man in America who is willing to take a three long hour flight just to have dinner.” She said smiling up at me“The food here is awesome.” I said defensively. She tossed a napkin at me. “You know what I mean.”I reached across the table and touched her hand lightly. “I guess I do it for the company.”“You guess?”I studied her face for a long moment. “You know I like you.”“I know. But is it really worth the trouble?”“It is to me.”That familiar blush burned across her cheeks as her eyes