[ Trevor Sherwood ]"No way in my wildest dream I am going to marry her and that's my final decision Mom!"I yell on my mother probably first time in ages.My parents have gone nuts specially my father on a sick bed.He announced my marriage with the excuse of a pathetic wolf names Clarissa in front of the council without taking my consent over the matter of my life.My fucking life which he controls like a cruel dictator since I grow to become the Alpha but it was fine as he is my father and his advice helps me in running the pack successfully but marriage!My mother ran behind me after a heated argument between I and my Dad.She has been pleading me to consider their decision wisely.It is very important for the pack and reputation of Sherwood family.No one has ever rejected his or her mate in our family from generations.We keep the tradition intact which earned us respect and indisputable status of Alphas for centuries but my scandalous affairs with different women came like a blow
[ Clarissa Grey ]I stare at my reflection in the giant sized mirror.I am wearing a pearl white wedding gown which is tight fitted on the upper body whereas the bottom has free layers of fabric.The hand embroidery with silk and pearls give it a touch of royalty emphasized by the diamond jewelries.The girl in the mirror is mocking at me.She is far from being the person I want to be.Its my own reflection though I always lived on my own terms and conditions but I'll no longer hold the same power as I do until this moment.Everything is going to change forever.I will become Mrs. Clarissa Trevor Sherwood in less than an hour.I hate to admit but the man who is my mate,will hold my strings.I cringe at the thought of being played on someone's wish but I have no choice in this.Since Trevor's parents found out that I am his mate,they pestered me to marry him for the sake of their son's future.I declined their request at the very instant when his dad first proposed the idea but my own moth
[ CLARISSA GREY ]"You don't have to do this if you're not ready Cotton Candy."Derek whispers for the third time since we start walking on the carpeted path which leads us to the back garden of the same resort where all this shebang started."There is nothing we can do now Derek.I have to marry him."I try to maintain a fake smile on my lips pretending to look happy in front of at least hundred guests.I know most of them as they dominate the tabloids and news all over the media for their richness or new achievements every day.There are a numberless beauties who looks next to Venus but their conduct is opposite of their physical charms.I bet most of them have bedded Trevor at some point.Its evident by the murderous daggers they're shooting on me.Certainly I,a misfit took the place that any of them could claim easily and Trevor would happily waiting for his bride."As you wish Clar but you can always come to me if you need my help."He rubs my hand which is encircling around his arm.
[ CLARISSA SHERWOOD ]Expectations.This word has no meaning in my life anymore because my mate made it clear with every chance he get.The day ended all too soon and currently I find myself standing at the window of his room at his parent's house.Theodora insisted us to spend the night at their house and next day we can shift in Trevor's city penthouse.The man also owns a big house in his pack but he usually stays in the city unless his presence is required at pack house.I change into a glamorous pink satin nightgown.I feel uncomfortable because it is showing more than covering.It was Thea's idea.She practically forced me to wear this gown.According to her theory,male wolves usually looses their control near their mates let alone the Alpha of the pack.We haven't mated yet so there are high chances that his self control weakens and he would end up mating with me.In other circumstances I would be feeling on cloud nine with the expectation of having a memorable wedding night with
[ Trevor Sherwood ]My sleep gets disturbed by the loud buzzing sound of the digital alarm causing me to groan in frustration as my head is throbbing like someone banged my head on a rock.I slowly try to open my heavy eyelids but squeeze them shut once again as the bright sun rays coming from the large French window of the room.The pain is severe which only means I drunk quite a good amount of alcohol last night but why?I usually never drink high level of alcoholic wine.Suddenly my attention drifts to a soft snore beside me...no wait soft breath falling on my bare chest.I jolt open my eyes only to get the biggest shock in the first hour of my day.The rogue calls my accidental mate sleeping peacefully on my chest and she is also naked.I feel our legs tangled together and her breasts pressing on my chest.The flashes from the last night started coming in bits and pieces.I got drunk to erase the anger and defeat of my pride then I had a huge fight with Charlotte who accused me of fa
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]I keep running and running .My paws started bleeding by the cuts when I climb and run on sharp rocks but it doesn't stop me.I want to forget everything and disappear from the earth...if it can heal my wounds.I know running and escaping from my fate is not an option.I have to embrace the cruel joke of my destiny.I think I lived the fantasy dream last night when my mate marked my body even though it was only his lust but it made me happy somehow but his words shred my heart in pieces.He hates me.How could I hope for affection from him?He sees me as a worthless whore who married him for the sake of his title and money?Is he really blind by his anger and ambition to have a strong high ranked Alpha's daughter as his Luna that he insulted the creator of our specie,the Moon Goddess who bind us together as mates.I stopped at the edge of a cliff from where the distance between life and death is just few inches apart. My heart wants me to choose the latter.It can
( Trevor Sherwood )"Ahh baby move faster oh yess...umm go deeper baby.Yes yes...umm..I like it."Charlotte's heavy moans make me go more crazy by each thrust I am giving in her wet pussy.I grab her neck and push her hard on the desk.The morning incident at my parent's house is driving me mad whenever I recall his warnings."Scream..."I slap her now red ass cheeks for the tenth time."Ahhh...Trevor you're best."She yells in her seductive voice.My thrusts become more quicker and deeper.I want to pour my frustration by fucking her hard though it hardly effects her.I have fucked her countless times in the every discovered positions.I let my wolf win over my human pride.I fucked the rogue in my barely conscious state.It felt so pleasurable.I haven't felt so much satisfied in my whole life with the numberless women and she wolves.That's why I feel angry on myself. I enjoyed having sex with her.I am not sure if I can control myself in case,I get another chance to devour her tight pussy.
( Clarissa Grey Sherwood )At half past five in the evening I fidget standing at the bottom of the stairs leading to the second floor of Thomas and Theodora's house mentally praying that Trevor isn't inside.His parents announced our marking ceremony which ought to be taking place tonight.I am scared to my shit,is an understatement after I witnessed the clash between father and son.He ran out of the house boiling in anger.I know where had he gone as the excruciating pain doppled my body.I feel a rusty dagger being twisted mercilessly in my heart. He did it again.I could feel it when he gave himself to another woman.He knew it.He knew that it is going to break me both physically and emotionally yet he cross the invisible edges jusy to satisfy his pride.I went in the garden,the only place on the earth right now to give some peace to my aching numb senses.I slept there crying silently.I was woken up by Thea who did her best to drag me for a beauty treatment and a luxurious make ove
[ THIRD PERSON'S POV ]The day has finally come when Trevor's health completely healed from the wounds, the day when he is going to address his pack which has been hanging on the loose cord of insecurity and constant fear of an invasion."You look stunning in this blue tuxedo, Alpha." Jason compliments him as he get ready for the big event.The pack has no idea of his recovery as his family keeps it a secret for his own safety while Clarissa did her best to run the pack like him, having sleepless nights and hectic days. They haven't talked properly except some pack related topics since the moment Zade woke up from his coma which makes Trevor restless."Where's is everyone?" Trevor asks him but his eyes are impatient to have a glimpse of his mate."Mom, Dad and Thea have already reached at the meeting hall and Brandon is waiting for us in the living area."Jason replies deliberately not mentioning Clarissa. He can see the changed behavior of his friend."Where's the Luna? She must mark
[ Clarissa Gray Sherwood ]"Do you believe that they won't upsurge again?"Thomas asks me as soon as we walk inside the waiting room of the hospital."Do you have an alternative plan to deal with this family feud.I mean your nephew wants to challenge your son's inheritance?"I reply with a question which has been playing with my cords.He looks away from me,"I am not framing you child but I don't think they would surrender under the rule of a female leader, a rogue I must say."He walks to the glass window which gives a view of Trevor's room but he can't see us."I know you are disappointed in me. I should never act upon my will but Trevor would definitely try to influence my decision perhaps changed my decision if I met you two in the afternoon.Please forgive me for my recklessness."I apologize to him."No please don't apologize for something you only did for my son's welfare.I wish if he could see your efforts and accept you as his true mate but he's been sulking over that human witch.
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ] [ Clarissa Grayson Sherwood ] "Luna, the pack wants you to inform them about our Alpha's current health condition."Brandon's voice brings me back in the reality from my reverie. I don't realize that I have been dwelling in the last few days' events.My husband lost his ability to walk, his wolf isn't connecting with him or with me.It isn't good, not for him nor for anyone. "Can't we delay it for next twenty four hours?"I asked him in a low voice. He stared at me sympathetically, it is very strange that he had respect for a rogue. It's not acceptable in most of the packs,a rogue among the pack members let alone a Luna. "I am sorry Luna but we can't avoid them anymore. Alpha's cousin is trying to spread rumors against the Alpha fo secure his claim on the future Alpha's position."He said with lowered head. "What kind of rumors exactly?"I frowned. "That..that he isn't capable of handling the Alpha's duties anymore nor he can provide an heir to this pack."H
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]Two days, it's been two days since he gained his senses.He met everyone, even the lowest rank wolves, who came to offer their well wishes to their Alpha but he doesn't allow me to see him.Whenever I ask doctors or nurses to let me go inside and see him ,they give a plenty of excuses .I know Trevor instructed them to keep me away from him and it pains both I and Mia.Mia is over the edges as she can't connect to Zade,it breaks both of us but we're helpless in this situation.Right now, I am sitting outside the ward room of Trevor so I can feel at ease by this closeness when I hear something shattering from inside followed by Trevor's growl.Currently, the doctors, his parents and Jason are inside. Theodora asked me to stay here when I was planning to go back to the pack house. Their faces had a grim expression. Something isn't right with Trevor's condition, I have this gut feeling stirring in my heart."It's bullshit, I am absolutely fine and able to run the
[ Trevor Sherwood ]Every single muscle in my body hurts like I fell off from a cliff and broken half of my two hundred six bones.I try to move my body but I can't as I feel my legs and hands heavy.Am I dead?No, I can't be dead, there's no way I can be in this much pain if I was in the abode of Goddess Moon.I try to shift my weight again but it doesn't move.My eyes are still closed but I can hear people whispering to one another.I can hear the beeping sound of a machine.Am I in a hospital because as far as I remember, I try to save a biker and hit the divider. My body was crushed in the car and rest goes in blank.Remembering of the accident, my heartbeats accelerate."Zade, can you hear me?" I try to connect with Zade who doesn't response."Zade, can yoy hear me? "I repeate again with a fear creeping it's way to my heart. I can't bear to loose my wolf, my other half or I'd be leaving a life worse than of an Omega."Trev..vor.."After a minute or two I hear him,his voice is weak
[ Clarissa Grey ]"It's mate, Clar.I can feel that he is in some kind of trouble.I can't connect with Zade.Please try to mind link with him." Mia ,for the uncountable time pokes me from inside and for some strange reason I also feel uneasy.My mind link is also blocked by him means I can't connect with him to make sure that he's okay.I don't even have his phone number.I feel totally helpless, caged in his house.It's almost eleven in the night."Call his parents or his sister and ask them if they know where's our mate because as far as our pain indicates,he was with his human slut."Mia says again and her words reminds me of the pain I felt a while ago.He was intimate with Charlotte.He degraded our mate bond,it's a sin in the eyes of our law, that's why he chose to stay in the city.I debate with my heart and mind and finally my heart wins over my pride and mind.I grab my phone and dial Thea as Jason knows about Trevor and his whereabouts.She picks up after a few rings."Hey, Clariss
[ Trevor Sherwood ]"You mean that you fucked her?"Charlotte's red painted lips tremble in fury," You let your wolf take over you and fucked that whore."She banges her fist on the table gathering unwanted attention on us."My patience is running very thin so better tell her to keeping her guttery mouth shut or I don't know what I am going to do with her carcass once we walk out of this place." Zade growled.I feel torn apart for having two different lives and now it's taking a toll over me."Char, you're making a scene over here. Please calm down and let's talk in a private place."I warn her in a low whisper."You want to justify your fucking lust on the name of a fucking animal bond."She rolls her eyes dramatically. I want to laugh on her childish act as I was clear since the beginning of our affair that it's purely based on sex."Let's not go there, Char.You don't know anything about it so keep your nose out of my personal life."I glare at her with my black eyes.A wave of terror
[ Trevor Sherwood ]I felt like a complete moron who crossed his limits first time in his life.I forced myself on a woman.I fucked numerous women but not until they're willing to submit to me."There is no use to cry over the split milk Trevor, you hurt her to no extent.Her wolf isn't talking to me.Its all your fault and mark my words man that if...if our mate distanced herself from us, I'd rip your whore in shreds." Zade growled inside my head.For the first time I had no words to counter back at his accusation but the conditions put by the Alpha king Zurus made me loose my sanity.His words kept resonating in my head along with her crying face when she begged me to spare her life.I rubbed my temples to ease the increasing headache in my head as I leaned on the chair of my office.I dropped her at my house in the pack and directly came to my office to clear my head off from the pack and Clarissa related stuffs."May I ease your tension, love?"Charlotte's seductive voice floats in
[ Clarissa Grey Sherwood ]I keep running in the thick woods not caring for my paws which have twigs stuck and the wounds bleed but I don't care as the bleeding in my heart by my mate's hatred and opinion shoots burning pain in my chest.I halted on the cliff from where the gap between death and life is very thin,one more step and I'd find my salvation from this miserable life.He only wants to mate with me for a child!He made it clear three times last night as he fucked me roughly unleashing his beast on me whereas I laid there like a prey animal on the mercy of his predator,for the first time,Mia too felt the pain inflicted upon us by our mate. It is a horrible experience for both of us and despite of being excited to bear a child of my one,I pray the Moon Goddess to keep my womb barren.I can't have a constant reminder of his torment growing to become another replica of him.I know he'd train his son to become like him and hate his mother for being a rogue and unwanted mate of his