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ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Something Crazy
Rexton's POV. I'm crazy, now I've betrayed Matilda. I even created a new account to be able to approach Amelie slowly so that she doesn't keep wanting me to reject her as a mate. Apart from her, of course I will also feel very sad and regretful. The wolf in me will suffer greatly because of this and I don't want that to happen. Maybe now, sharing my love with other women will be better. I didn't hurt my mate or girlfriend. The smartphone in my hand is now trying to contact someone. I want to be sure of what my girlfriend is going to do tonight, I don't want to be careless. "Do you have any plans tonight, Honey?" I immediately got this question when the voice call was successfully connected. "Hm, yes." I answered. "I'm going to go meet one of Luke's mutual friends." "I also have an event tonight." I was a little surprised by his statement. "You want to go?" I tried to make sure again. "Yes, some friends asked me to meet." I nodded several times, then asked, "Should I take you
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Please Stop
Rexton's POV. "P--please st--sto--op , d--don't ... go crazy." Her face that felt delicious, her eyes that were forced to close and her voice that was suppressed, everything about her I liked. Even though Matilda and her mother are already outside, I don't care now. In front of me there is a face waiting for the ultimate pleasure, I want to see that face feeling satisfaction. My hands didn't stop for even half a second. Even with just two hands she was overwhelmed like now. My mind is getting crazier, I want to feel again what I felt that night with her. "A--Al--pha Re--Rex--ton, y--y--you, g--crazy." Pleasure was getting to her, I could see from the look on her face and body that suddenly bounced. "Aarrgghh ...." She had reached ultimate pleasure. Her body lay limp on the messy bed. Even though I haven't received the slightest pleasure from her body, I already feel happy seeing the look on her face now. I brought my face closer again, kissing her lips when I heard the sound of
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Yes, I'm Crazy
Amelie's POV. What Alpha Rexton did really endangered me. What happens if Matilda suspects me and our relationship is not good? I don't want to be enemies with my own siblings even though Matilda is not my biological sister. The woman's voice continued to echo in the room, her knocking on the door became louder because I didn't open the door for her. I straightened the clothes I was wearing, my hands ruffled my hair so that it would be clearer that I had just woken up from sleep. Yes, that's the excuse I wanted to use after opening the door. My hand grabbed the doorknob, I was a little surprised to see that Alpha Rexton was also there, not far behind mom. "What is it?" I asked, then pretended to yawn to strengthen my case. "Waking up Amelie!" The woman left and went into her room. Now I can breathe more easily because Matilda or Mama didn't ask any further questions. Matilda immediately went into the room and Mom headed to the kitchen. Meanwhile, Alpha Rexton was still standi
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Is He Your Boyfriend?
Amelie's POV. I tried to ignore Alpha Rexton without answering his question. Besides, he didn't dare to grip my hand tightly because Matilda was not far in front of me. I don't know how many times Alpha Rexton kept asking that question. He seemed so curious. Even so, I still chose to remain silent. What I didn't expect was that Alpha Rexton's grip became stronger, even making my footsteps stop and my body turn towards him. "Aaa ...!" Suddenly I screamed. I fell because I lost my balance, but my body didn't feel the slightest pain. When I opened my eyes, I saw a broad chest with a white t-shirt covering it. My hands were on the surface of those tempting chest. His chest made me remember the events of that crazy night with him. "What are you doing, Babe?!" "She slipped and I helped her. It didn't mean anything else." Realizing that Alpha Rexton would let go of my body in a few moments, I immediately steadied my body. I freed myself from his hands and walked ahead of Matilda an
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA He Rejected You
Amelie's POV. I immediately shook my head when Jackson said that. There's no way he could think like that, it's my fault for telling him my story instead of giving another example. "I've never met my mate," I confirmed. "Why isn't our story like other werewolves, huh?" Jackson's eyes wandered far ahead. "W--what do you mean?" "If I look at films or fiction novels, werewolves will meet their mates easily, but why is it so difficult for us?" "We just need to wait." "But no, Amelie." He doesn't agree with my opinion. "It looks like we also have to find out where our true mate is. If we just wait, maybe we won't meet until we're old." "Maybe you are right as a wolfman, but not me and the wolfwomen. Yes, you have to find your mate, Jack." "It's a shame dad doesn't let me go anywhere." "Why?" I frowned. Jackson looked into my eyes closely. "He's the type of parent who doesn't want to be away from his child." "Then you might be able to take dad with you." "It's not easy, Amelie
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Is it Real Or Just A Dream?
Amelie's POV. When she came down from the second floor, apparently it was still seven in the morning. I still have an hour left to get ready before going to work on this boring Monday. I snorted in annoyance at Matilda who was walking down the stairs. My eyes looked at her sharply. I can't accept that she lied to me. "Why?" Matilda, who felt like she was being watched, turned to me. "You lied to me!" "If I didn't say that, maybe you wouldn't wake up." Matilda looked indifferent, she walked towards the dining table which was right in front of the kitchen. "You should thank her, Amelie." Mama shouted from the kitchen. I snorted in annoyance, then went into the room to get ready. Unlike Matilda, the company I work for allows me to wear any clothes as long as they are neat and polite and not too revealing. I chose a sky blue shirt and a knee-length white skirt. After applying make up on my face, I left the room. "Your breakfast and lunch, Amelie." Not a word came out of my mou
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Guess, Who I Am?
Amelie's POV. I didn't say anything for a while, let alone, I didn't want to assume he there was. Even though Alpha Rexton's hand was still covering my eyes, I already knew where my lunch was. I can take it easily and put it in my mouth like before. Even when my lunch box is moved, I can still tell where the lunch box is. I scooped out the contents of the box again and ate it. "Oh, you didn't think I was hhere, Amelie?" The wolfman seemed tired of waiting. I still haven't said anything until my lunch box is now in his hands of both hands. At this point I decided not to continue eating lunch instead of snatching the lunch box from him. The spoon in my hand was just placed on the surface of the table, regardless of whether the table was dirty or not. Besides, I'm not going to eat my lunch anymore. I already feel full. The lunch box in his hand was placed back on the table, I turned to him with eyes full of hatred. "Well, you finally turned to me too." Instead of answering, I j
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA He Is An Alpha
Amelie's POV. My body froze when I heard Matilda come back out of her room. Even though I wasn't fully conscious and couldn't control myself well, I hurriedly shook my head. I didn't want Matilda to be suspicious of what I had said. Even though I had hurriedly covered my mouth so as not to let it out, the woman could still hear it clearly. "Who--who said that?" I asked, trying to smile even though I knew it would look so stiff. "You ... didn't you just say that your mate is an Alpha?" I shook my head immediately, while in my head I was trying to figure out what was the right reason to respond to Matilda's words. "Amelie, are you home yet?" Matilda and I both turned towards the source of the sound. I saw mom, who was already wearing her nightgown, coming out of the room. She stared at me for a few moments, then turned to Matilda. "Why are you looking like that?" She asked again. "Clean yourself up, Amelie, I'll prepare dinner for you." Mom's arrival was a breath of fresh air
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ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA You Don't Need To Worry
Amelie's POV. Hearing the good news, I immediately ran to the hotel and woke my friend up. I can't wait to see Griffin again soon, I hope he can be rescued easily and is in good condition. "Hailey ... Hailey, wake up. We have to go to the castle now. Alpha Rexton is going to attack where Gloria is tonight. He said we have to wait for his arrival at the castle." "Attack? Tonight? Are you serious, Amelie? You're not dreaming, are you?" I shook my head quickly. "No, I just met Alpha Rexton earlier. Get up, I'll call Andrew and Ben." "Where--where did you meet Alpha Rexton earlier, Amelie?" Hailey still doesn't seem to believe it. Meanwhile I left the hotel room and went to the next room to call Andrew and Ben. I didn't have time to answer his question. My two feet walked quickly. I don't know how many times I pressed the bell until Ben finally opened the door with his pillow face. Just like Hailey, he also looked like he didn't believe it, but I still convinced him. Now the four
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Going To Attack
Griffin's POV. I don't know how long I've been in this basement. About an hour ago Gloria delivered food which only consisted of one biscuit and a glass of water. I still felt hungry if I only ate that, but Gloria didn't give me any more, she actually threatened me by not giving me any more to eat if I asked for more. This left me with no other choice but to nod and endure my hunger. Besides, this was also my fault for not obeying what she said. My eyes looked forward, to the basement walls which were not neat and were still in the form of dirt. It looks like this basement has never been repaired and continues to be like this or this is a newly built basement, I don't know. Tired of sitting, I lay down. I could only curl up and cry, missing my mother who never came to save me. The sound of the door lock opening again was heard, I saw Gloria descending the stairs while covering her nose. The basement is really dirty and smelly, it's because of my poop. My chained feet meant I could
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Just Like You
Rexton's POV. I really didn't expect that Matilda and Levin were mates. Realizing this, it was as if Matilda was pushing me backwards and further away from her. Matilda was still standing in the same place. She looked at me intently. What she said just now was not wrong. I still often think about Amelie and even regret rejecting her. Can Matilda see my attitude clearly? I never realized it. "Yeah, Levin and I are mates." Matilda said after a moment, reassuring me. "S--since when did you know?" "Since the first time I met him after not seeing each other for several years." Matilda answered without hesitation. "I met him at the bus stop when I was going to work." "Why ... why didn't you tell me, Matilda?" Matilda sighed. "Didn't you also tell me that you were mates with Amelie?" Instead of answering, she just threw the question back at me. I was silent at Matilda's question. We were both wrong. If only Matilda had said that she was mate with Levin from the start, maybe I would
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA I Also Get The Photo
Rexton's POV. "Y--you got it too?!" Beta Luke nodded his head so easily. "Y--yes, Alpha Rexton." He reached into his pocket. "Look at this." I complied and received the smartphone from Beta Luke. Previously, my eyes had looked at him for a few moments before I finally looked at the smartphone. On the smartphone I found the same photo as the one I got, even the foreign number who sent it was the same. My forehead furrowed, I was curious about who was actually behind this strange number. How come the foreign phone number knows my cell phone number, Beta Luke and even Mr. Anderson? Is it possible that they didn't just send the photos to me and people related to me too? What if the photo gets spread? What if this photo gets spread? There are many questions present in my mind and they are very disturbing. "Find out about it." I said as I returned the smartphone to Beta Luke who was the owner. "We're going back to the castle now." "Okay, Alpha Rexton." The car drove slowly away from
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA You Can't Act All Spoiled
Rexton's POV. I saw the car in which Amelie and her friends were traveling away from the castle through the window in the work room. The car just passed by until it finally passed the gate and was no longer visible in my sight. I let out a rough breath, Amelie's presence back in my life seemed to be at the right time. At least that's what I'm partnering with now. After I could no longer see the car, I sat down on my work chair. My hands started to open the laptop and re-check the documents that seemed to be needed during the meeting later. A few moments passed and I felt that everything was complete and perfect, nothing was left behind and nothing was missing in the slightest. I really appreciate Beta Luke's performance, which is always satisfying. When I was about to go to get ready, I actually heard the sound of my smartphone beeping, indicating that I had received a short message. Not as usual, this time I was curious about what notifications came into my smartphone. I sat back
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA I'm Very Thirsty
Griffin's POV. I took the thin cloth that Gloria said was a blanket, folded it several times and I lay face down on the basement ground. I tried my hand to reach the water droplets so that the cloth in my hand could catch the water droplets. My lips smiled when I saw what I was doing was working. Maybe by waiting a few moments I will get water to wet my throat which is already very dry. "Please speed up the dripping. I'm very thirsty, I want to drink." I said softly while continuing to pay attention to the cloth which was almost completely wet. The cloth was on top of my hand so that it was not directly exposed to the basement soil, only the top of the basement. However, I feel this water is clean enough and I can use it for drinking. Waiting for a few more moments, the cloth in my hand was already wet. Pulling my hand back, the cloth was already very wet and there were even droplets coming from it. I smiled and without waiting long immediately directed the cloth to my mouth. So
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA You Stay With Me
Griffin's POV. Gloria got up from her seat and came closer to me. I tried to dodge, but I was cornered and couldn't go anywhere. This left me with no choice but to just rebel through kicks or punches even though I knew it wouldn't have a big effect. Suddenly I felt something penetrate my skin. My body suddenly went limp and my eyes darkened. Like the curtains being slowly closed at night in a room without lights, I couldn't see anything but darkness. I was conscious for a few moments before finally I didn't remember anything anymore. *** My head felt dizzy and I started to open my eyes slowly. One thing I saw when I first opened my eyes was a hanging lamp with an orange light that wasn't burning very brightly. Feeling very unfamiliar with this place, I tried to move and at this moment I found my feet tied with chains. I couldn't go anywhere, the chains gripped my legs very tightly. "Wh--where am I?" I asked quietly, monologuing with myself. "It's like I'm in the basement." My e
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA I Promise I'll Go As Far As I Can
Griffin's POV. "Aren't you hungry, Griffin?" Hailey asked while eating snacks. I shook my head. "No, but I feel like drinking milk. Can you make it for me? I can't make it myself because mommy put powdered milk on the top shelf." "Oh, why is that?" "In the past, I often ate powdered milk in secret while it was still on the table, so the milk ran out quickly and my mother scolded me. She said I shouldn't eat powdered milk directly, powdered milk should be brewed with boiling water and drunk." I explained long. With that explanation, Hailey actually chuckled. "Okay, okay, I'll make milk for you, Griffin." She said, then got up from the sofa. I didn't say a word in response to her sentence, I just nodded my head. My throat feels thirsty, that's why I'm uncomfortable talking. Even though I usually always make noise when I'm playing, now I'm always silent. I wanted to drink something sweet and that was milk, it felt like drinking milk this morning wasn't enough for me. Mom is worki
ALPHA REXTON, I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LUNA Griffin, Are You Okay?
Amelie's POV. Escorted by Beta Luke, we all went to the hotel in question. There are two rooms prepared by Alpha Rexton and each room has twin beds. I went into the room with Hailey while Andrew was with Ben. Maybe I will need Hailey with me longer, that's why I don't want her to be with Ben even though that could happen. Entering the room, I immediately sat on the side of the bed. My eyes looked towards the window which showed a view of the city. It's been five years since I left this city and went to a bigger city not too close. I did everything to be able to forget Alpha Rexton and Matilda easily even though in reality there I met Delvia and Hailey who were the same people I met before going to the big city. I sighed. My thoughts are still on Griffin. From the voice I heard earlier he didn't seem to be in a bad condition. He was even able to speak while the sorcerer was conversing with me. Griffin was very brave to do that, but I felt scared. I hope that the sorcerer doesn't ge
