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Chapter 57: Love me or lose me
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2021-08-13 09:51:34Alpha Christian P.O.V
Years ago, I had once been locked away from the world, from everyone, because I was unable to control my wolf. Lock away within a highly secure room.
Dwelling within the room I have always hope that one day I would control my wolf and go out into the world, not worrying about hurting anyone and too, to once have the wonderful feeling of being free.
Being so long within that room, watching the days turning into weeks then months into years. I had given up hope that I will one day leave the room. Gladly, I eventually had become free from the room and could roam around having self-control of my beast.
Being free, I thought things would have been good for me and that I would be happy, but deep down I'm not. Now, I still feel the same I was within the room and that is, not being free.
"Ha...," I sigh heavily as I spin around my office chair, facing the wall, sadly.
"This is not how I had expected my life to
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